Note: I write with parenthesis marks. These are just side comments that are not really on topic.
First of all, thank you everyone for all your kind replies.
I think if I explain myself a little bit better, it might help explain why I asked this question and where I am going with it.
I consider myself to kind of (somewhat, kind of, maybe) be a natural due to the fact that I went lucid a few times as a child, but also that I have had 2 NDEs in which I was on life support; it were these experiences that really led me into lucid dreaming as I wanted to recapture them.
I started being able to lucid dream around 2000 and 2001 having read many books and web pages about lucid dreaming. Originally, all my WILD attempts were stimulating and trippy but ultimately failed in sad half attempts. Many of my DILDs on the other hand were very successful.
At that time, I was having nightmares very regularly and by being able to awaken in these nightmares I was able to process them and they have since stopped. One of my most powerful dream signs at the time was that something was trying to get me. If that happened, then I knew I could wake up and normalize the dream into something much happier. Actually, learning DILD was very therapeutic for me then and helped improve my mental health notably, but in someways I was nudged into it for my own sanities sake. (I wonder if this makes me a “natural” or “crazy”. Just joking)
Later off and on I would attempt WILD. Sometimes I would experience the most wild, vivid, hyper-detailed trips that I would ever have through WILDing. These WILDs were so powerful that I can still easily recall around 10 of them very clearly in my mind still to this day.
But for some reason, and one that I am not completely sure why, the better I have become at WILDing, the less intense and powerful they have become. Now, in someways I am very much like Caradon and in someways like Shift too. Actually, I can either WBTB or even meditate myself into a WILD with possibly around 95% accuracy (if I set my mind to it) (I might attempt to WILD between 1-4 times a week depending on my schedule) (I agree that a lot of it is just mind control and that like many things involving control, the more a person practices than the better they get). But like Caradon and Shift mentioned my WILDs these days are often so short, less than 3 seconds, that I dare to even call them lucid dreams. Often times I just find myself either staring at a bare and pretty boring wall, floor, or ceiling, but there are other common experiences too. (Doesn’t make much for a conversation or dream journal topic) My stabilization, intensification and dream extension with the WILD technique have really become very poor lately. So, I am looking for ways to improve them. If I master the WILD technique I basically want to kick ass in the dream world like nobody ever before. hehehe
If not, I guess I need to go back to DILD. In a way that is where it all started. Interestingly enough even though while many of my DILD dreams haven't been as vivid and bright as many of my WILDs, they do often seem to last longer and respond to various common stabilization, intensification, and extension techniques mentioned in these forums.
Ultimately in an ideal world, I would just like to be able to really make my WILDs last longer and wouldn't mind hearing from somebody who has run into the same problem that some of us have had with LDs not having been extended very long. I would love to hear from them on how they were able to over come this and/or advice that they might have for me and others.
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