Off and on lucid dreaming.
I love dreaming, it's the one time I'm able to live any fantasy I desire. Lately, i've become rather good at dream recall. Before I sleep I try to focus on a subject i'd like to dream about, but it usually fails horribly. Luckily i'm able to recall the dreams i've had, which i've always been good at, now the next step is controlling them. I've had dreams where i've controlled the situation every now and then, but never anything drastic.
What's been happening recently is that, whatever I hope to not happen during my dream will then happen. I've most recently dreamed of a guy I have feelings for and I'll wish him to be with me in the dream and not with some other girl present and then all of a sudden, they will be all over each other. I guess all I can do is practice to control my actions, in which case i'll probably physically attack the other girl. Lol.
Anyone have any suggestions or insights on as to what I should do or how I should go about stopping the opposite of what I wish to happen from happening? My mind is playing cruel jokes on me. ;x
xoxo
Caitlin