mental dream log

I have something very strange going on. I have been lucid dreaming for years. I can remember about 75% of my dreams. The strange part is as soon as I wake I can see and remember it and then it fades fast. If I try to go back to sleep I then reach a certain state to where I can cycle through my dreams and go back in to wich ever one I want in vivid detail. Even dreams I had when I was a kid. If I am fully awake I can barely remember,but in this state It is like I have them in a secondary memory. Has anyone heard or exerienced this??

No. But ask yourself this. Let's say that you have 5-6 dreams a night. Do you actually remember that many dreams? I don't know how old you are, but if I just take one year that would mean around 2000 dreams. Ok you could have been dreaming the same things over and over, I don't think enough is known about dreams to deduce anything concretely about your situation. But sill, do you always dream the same few dreams or do you have of thousands of dreams in your memory?