I keep forgetting about this workbook XD I did complete all but the last task on this one though!!
Two things I'll be doing from now on:
WILDs
SP Diary
I'm going to keep a log of my Sleep Paralysis experiences, just for my own record, motivation and of course, for others to read
This morning I woke up at 2.30 am, remembered 3 dreams and wanted to write them down.. ..but my DJ was left on my computer desk and I didn't feel like getting up. I also totally forgot I can blog from my phone XD Hey, it was 2.30 am
So I just lay there, contemplating on the dreams in an attempt to remember them in the morning (which worked, btw!). Then I felt myself get heavy and thought I'd attempt a WILD.
I kept thinking of my favourite subject to be thinking about before bed: Dominiq (recurring DC, I've kinda fallen in love with him). I used him as my anchor of consciousness. Then I felt the familiar numbness and started to hear things (HH), but thought "NO, I don't want to hear shiz!" so I moved my elbow slightly. Then it kinda felt like my hand was upside down, but my arm was not like my wrist was twisted. It didn't hurt though. I could still move my arm and hand and they felt fine. Then the feeling returned and I just let it be, occasionally trying to move a limb until I couldn't anymore.
I was in SP. I didn't hear anything but noise (which I was fine with), and a total of three vibration waves washed over me. Then when none seemed to come anymore, I tried getting up. I felt really strange like my body didn't bend as it normally would when you sit up from lying-down position. I also had trouble opening my eyes fully, but it didn't matter. I noticed it was pitch black in my room, whereas it should be dimly lit by street lights..
I didn't even bother doing a reality check, lol.
LUCID:
I went into SP..
Wake up and my room is pitch black. It should be dimly lit from street lights. So i go to my living room and float like i tried last time, only higher. I notice missing furniture.
I decide to summon Dominiq again, by going into my bedroom again and expecting him there. Nada.
So i go outside and i'm in england again, on some country road. I start floating again and just bobble about until i find some DCs. I decide to summon James May, so i ask the dcs if they know him, kinda expecting them to. They do, but upon me asking them to bring him here, they say his bus ticket would get too expensive. I don't want to get in trouble so i just leave it at that.
I tell One of the dcs that i'm dreaming. He doesn't believe me, so i start floating and tell him i don't care if he doesn't, because he's just a dream character. He gets upset and says he isn't, and that his sister died.
I now notice my friend Veerle has shown up in the group. And i remember Dominiq, so i try to find him by turning corners and expecting him there, and shouting out his name over and over. Still nothing.
Disappointed, i go back to the group, who are now comforting a latino looking young girl.
The dream becomes unstable and i wake up.
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