Lucid Dreaming And Favorite Things About It
Lately, ive noticed a lack of motivation to lucid dream. Feels like if I do lucid dream it'll feel like nothing to me. But when I do get lucid, even though my feelings are melancholic at times, when im in a certain place I feel calm and excited about what I can do in the dream. This makes me wonder if I should try doing the dream map thing and going to my fav dream spots that make me happy.
However, when im moving from place to place, i might run into a dark dc but who cares. I tell them off and they leave after they notice that im not going to let them be that way. Positive thoughts help but I also noticed that the dream world feels empty lately. There are characters but now that im not seeing my favorite dream characters/guides around im kind of disappointed. Its like all im meeting are empty shells and that pop in than out.
Again, my favorite thing about dreaming was my fav dc/dream guide and ending up in awesome places. Even the possibility of uncovering/discovering something new. I dont like to be in the dream world only to find emptiness. But its how it is i guess. Im thinking what I should do though. If I should find something that will give that spark again but I dont even know. Im a master of a dream world that are in my hands to control. But all I find is scrap and meaningless actions. I guess this was basically me letting my emotions/thoughts out about it. Feel like a pirate who came back after a long journey, found gold and fake gold but all the good gold got blown away on the way back.