Thread: Wildman's Journal

One from last night and one from two days ago..

43:

I'm in 'Venice' again, except it doesn't look anything like Venice. I remember running through the city to some large apartment. I went up some stairs, then took the elevator. There was some TV in the elevator, and a girl in there. After I got in, she put her head on my shoulder. Sort of freaked out, I just ignored her and walked out when I got to my floor. I went in the apartment, which apparently I was sharing with a bunch of people from my school. When I got there, I was EXTREMELY thirsty, my throat was all dried up (It was like that in real life too). I drank a cup of water, but after a couple seconds i felt thirsty again. I drank more and more, and was drinking up an entire bottle but it felt as if I was drinking nothing and my throat felt dryer than ever. I think I woke up for a second because for one second I thought: All i have to do is reach for my water bottle on my table and drink. But I was back in the dream a second after and still drinking. Eventually I think I just woke up. End of dream.

44: Riiiiiiiight....

I can't remember the beginning of this dream, only the last half of it. The part I remember starts where I'm standing in front of a car, and It's moving forward to hit me. There's one person in the car, who's trying to kill me for no reason, and two others who are with me but don't try to help or anything. For some reason, I don't think about moving out of the way and the only thing I can think of is jumping high enough to land on the car. The car advances slowly, then starts accelerating towards me. I jump up, and when I land I break the windshield. My legs fall into the car, but the rest of my body is outside of it. Suddenly, I'm stuck and can't move in or out of the car. There's a cliff nearby, then the ocean below it. The driver (who i think looked like/was the actor Michael Madsen) just kept going, trying to kill me although I think earlier in the dream he wasn't aggressive towards me. He's about to drive off the cliff, and I'm really scared. I jump out in front of the car, It flips over and lands on my back. I lift it up and get away from the wreckage. The guy who tried to kill me is still alive. I start walking off to tell the other two guys to help me, and he tosses a huge metal beam at me. I think I dodged it, and he tossed it at me again. He started fighting me or something, and I'm still asking the other guys for help. Eventually, they come into my sight and the guy stops attacking me, pretending that he never did anything. We eventually all go up to some room with a TV and a bunch of couches. I sit in the corner and watch the guy who tried to attack me. I think at some point i ask him why he did it and he pretends nothing happened. End of dream.

Been busy lately and haven't written much, but here's a couple short things from last night, which was pretty interesting...

45: "Fake" LD

I really don't think this one was a real LD. It's really hard to remember, all I can remember is that I could run around at EXTREME speeds, and I think I just helped people around in the sort of city I was in, and 'knew' I was dreaming. At some point I did an RC, but it ended up being pretty weird and I still had 0 control over the dream, it just went on. I know a ton of stuff happened but I can't remember it completely, something with a truck in an alley...

46:
Just a couple seconds this one, I was at my comp, no lights on at all. Suddenly my dad appears out of nowhere over my shoulder and just looks at me, and I was really freaked out. I remember at some part having sort of a false awakening, I woke up in some bed in a house I lived in years ago, but I think I just went back to sleep in the dream.

47:
Can't remember much of this one either, I'm in the game Doom 3, and I see a really dark floating platform in some corner. Thinking it's a secret area, I go to it, and theres a square with a symbol in it, and some item to the right of it. I step into the square, and appear somewhere else. I find my way back to where I was before, and get the item. That's about it...

48: Crouching Tiger

I'm some kung fu guy in a sort of mix of a game and real life. It's sorta like the movie crouching tiger. I'm with some girl who's my partner or something, and I'm jumping/running/flying up this hill, collecting coins as I pass. At the top of the hill, there's some fort. I have some sort of jetpack and I use it to fly in. There's hundreds of guards, but I fly over them and they don't follow me. I end up in a quiet, peaceful, wooden room. There's a phone or something there, and the girl who was with me appears. She says something about an alarm being triggered, and suddenly she decides to pick up the phone. She says she's gonna call random numbers for some reason. After a while, she ends up on the number of some person named Mrs. Yu or whatever. In the dream, I knew Mrs. Yu was some evil chinese landlord(I think). When the girl realizes its her on the phone, she just says: "I know you turned in the alarm," and hangs up. I can't remember exactly what happens after. I know I reappear on the hill and go back up several times. At some point, I fly onto the roof and into some room, and I look up and see Mrs. Yu on the ceiling, hiding. She jumps down and tries to run, but I.... somehow tie her hands and feet up just using her arms, which stretch like plastic... She says a bunch of stuff to me, and I realize she's not that evil after all. That's about all I can remember. There's one other scene I briefly remember, apparently in the whole dream the girl and I knew we were time travelers. I end up in some open field, and there's a bunch of cowboys I think and there's a girl there. All I can remember is that she was literally named Nueva York.

Just remembered one from a couple months ago suddenly..

49: Mansion

I'm with a bunch of other people, and I think it's some sort of "game" or whatever. It's night time, and we enter this pitch black mansion. We scatter, and everyone's really freaked out. Apparently Freddy Krueger (again...) is in there, after us; and there might be a prize for the last person who survives. I try to avoid being killed, but eventually something happens and I end up getting 'killed'. However, I wake up in some dark room, but with some weird purple lighting and a chalkboard with some stuff written on it. Freddy's there I think, and he's telling me I'm on his side, and now I have to help him. I think I end up helping him out, but I can't remember anything else.

Two or three dreams last night, hard to separate them and they're difficult to explain.

50: I'm with a friend, and he's playing a game on his computer. In the game, he has some squad and has to infiltrate a base. If he loses, it's my turn apparently. He gets inside the base, but his soldiers get cut off and shot. They all seem dead, so I take his seat. Suddenly, one of his soldiers gets up. He has a rocket launcher, so, thinking that I wouldn't be able to win with one soldier anyways, I make him shoot down under himself, killing the enemies standing next to him. However, the soldier still survives. I use him to sneak up groups of enemies and take them out. After a while, the soldier gets to a wall, and under it after a long drop, there's the ocean I think. <I'm not sure what happens here, or if it's even the same dream, but I end up at that wall. My brother isn't there but there's his voice or his presence or whatever. Apparently we're in the show Survivor and we're the last two left. He tells me to hurry up and get us down the wall.> There's this teleportation pad there, and I step on it. Every time I step on one, I end up on a small rectangular platform. I'm standing on a teleporter pad, and there's another one in front of me. Thinking that I have no other choice, I take the pad in front of me every time. However, I eventually end up back where I started, and I realize that I can also re-use the pad I appear on by walking off and back on it, if that makes any sense. So after a while of trying combinations, im not really sure what happens. There's also this sort of booming voice that says a couple things to me. The only other scene I can remember is that I'm on some sort of boat or something, and there are many small posts. They all produce a different sound when hit, and I have to find the correct sound combination to achieve something. The booming voice suggests a combation. That's about all I remember.

51:
A quick background info to this dream, today there was a meeting at lunch for those interested in doing theater at my school. In the dream, I go to the meeting. When I get there, it's some huge party and everyone's dancing. Sort of wondering what's going on, I go up to a friend and he starts dancing too. Some girl joins him while I stay there. End of dream.

Can't remember much at all from last night, just a scene or two.
All I remember is being in some building with like 20 floors, and there's pretty much zombies everywhere. I have some younger kid with me. At some point, I go up and realize the kid isn't with me anymore. 3 or 4 zombies approach me. I think I just ran out of their way, and opened the door to the stairwell. I went one floor down, and kicked down the door or something because it was jammed. When I was there I think I saw the kid, but eventually he disappears. I really can't recall much besides that, just a couple scenes where theres almost no lighting except some purple neon lights here and there...

Had two dreams last night but I forgot one of the two during the day

52:
In this dream, I'm normal and everything except I'm in the body of a 50 year old, although besides the appearance nothing else is different. There's some person with me who knows what's going on, and he just tells me to go on and pretend I'm 50 or something. It's night time and a bunch of people from my class are messing around and I guess I'm supposed to watch over them. I jump four stairs into some area where they're messing around. Somehow I end up in some large, weird wooden building, in a narrow corridor. There's many rooms and apparently everyone sleeps in this building. I pass by a door, and see a room with a large bed in it and get a really eerie feeling, and I think to myself that it must be haunted or something. I get to the end of the corridor and everyone else is there. That's about it. End of dream.

Remembered the one I forgot from 2 nights ago and another from last night.

53: I'm browsing the DV forums, and a bunch of people are arguing over something in a thread. After a couple pages of arguing, someone posts a message that looks something like this:
"Instead of arguing I think we should just all blame Wildman. It solves everything and I have 10 reasons why we should:

1- <Cant remember this one, I could at some point but forgot it>
2- He doesn't post nearly enough
then the list continued but I don't remember it, and that's about it. End of dream.

54:

I'm at some theater or movie show, and there's a bunch of long corridors with carpets and stuff. Eventually, I'm following some crowd to the entrance. One of my friends is there, and suddenly I realize I don't have my ticket anymore. I ask him how much they cost, and he says 9 dollars. I don't have the cash, so I ask him if he can lend me some, but he says he already lent some to someone else and only has 3 dollars or so left. So, I walk away and back through the corridor. Through some doorway ahead, I see one of my teachers in a room making some speech to a couple people and cracking jokes. End of dream.

55:
I'm at my grandmother's house in France, alone there with my brother. The house is pretty different than it is in real life though. Anyways, my brother and I are there and we're just messing around, but every time we try to do something we get interrupted. The first time, some dog arrives and comes near us. A woman steps out of a house and calls her dog. We end up in her house, then eventually leave. We decide to play volleyball for a while, and the front of the house is something like a parking lot. We barely start playing and cars start arriving, we try to play over them but after a while we're swarmed. Eventually, some guy tells us that we can't keep playing volleyball, and that we have to clear the way for the construction workers. Tons of construction guys suddenly appear, and start working on the house. Eventually, a bunch of my relatives get here, and night starts to fall. One of my relatives starts talking to some shady guy in a corner, and I go upstairs. Suddenly, I'm alone and everything is pretty dark. I decide to make myself a small meal with some left overs, and start sitting down to eat. I think at one point I hear that everyone's eating downstairs. Either way, I ignore it and start eating. Suddenly, my whole family appears and is sitting in chairs, sitting straight at me and not saying a word. I'm really freaked out and startled, and I think that's when I woke up. End of dream.

56:
After I woke up, I decided to try a WILD. After getting up a bit, I went back to bed. I was really focused, but I never really got to the vibrations or anything. I fell asleep, and in my dream I thought I was still awake. In the dream I was trying to do the WILD but wasn't able to fall asleep. At one point, I look out the window, which is way lower than it is in real life, and see my brother outside. He looks at me for a long while, trying to see if I'm sleeping or not. Eventually, I end up outside and get into the car with him, some girl, her sister, and two other guys. Someone mentions something about this video game in the car that functions when the driver accelerates and steers, but he says it's been broken. When I look at the guys in the car, they look REALLY messed up and ugly, and I'm sort of uncomfortable. That's about all I can remember.

Can only remember a short part from a dream last night.
57: I'm on the bus, and in front of me is an old friend of mine. We're talking about stuff, and suddenly I have a shaving razor or something, and I accidentally hit his arm with it, and some shaving cream gets on his sweater. He starts getting extremely pissed off, telling me that I'm gonna have to pay him for that and everything. That's about all I remember

Had three last night but forgot one, had something to do with a pharmacy but that's all I remember, here's the other two.

58: New Orleans

Well I'm either in New Orleans or some other flooded city, and I'm with some girl and a guide on a boat. The city isn't really flooded yet, and were on the borderline of the city, where there's the ocean or something. The girl's driving, and the guide's giving instructions. It gradually gets foggier and foggier, and to me it seems like we're going further away from the city. The guide starts saying that this is the reason why we don't go out boating on days with weather like this, and I start telling the girl to turn back, but she says we're just along the shoreline, and we are. Eventually, the skys getting darker and darker, and suddenly huge waves start coming at us. We turn around quickly, and start speeding away as the huge waves are behind us and water is everywhere. I'm really freaked out, and eventually we get near this ramp, and under is a street. A gigantic wave comes at us, we go off the ramp and another a huge wave is coming from another side, we get hit by it and that's the end.

59:
This one's pretty fuzzy, especially the beginning. I'm on some hill, and on top of it is a trailer or something. I'm waiting for some family to get here. For some reason, I go in the trailer and there's a guy from school in there. He's really panicked and freaked out, and there's his girlfriend dead on a couch. He presses a button and the couch rotates and turns into a table. He tells me that I have to help him, that hes been looking for her because she's been missing for days, and that he found her here. He says that now everyone's going to think that he killed her, and that he needs my help to get away. I instantly believe him, and some people are coming so he hides. I think I manage to drive the people away, but I can't remember much after that. End of dream.

Just remembered part of a dream and part of another one from reading a thread, seems a lot of old dreams are coming back to me lately.

60: I can remember from the point where I'm in a car with my aunt and some other relative. We're on the highway in France. There's a bunch of french food and stuff in the car, and in front of us is a REALLY strange car. I can't remember exactly what it was like but it was some sort of deformed jeep with only one wheel in the middle of it, and it seemed really unstable. At some point, it starts completely swerving around, and we have to swerve off the highway into a tree. Nobody's hurt, but suddenly everyone's in a panic. The car is still partly on the highway, and people are scrambling to get the food back from the car. I tell them it's not worth it or something and that's all I remember.

61: I'm part of some strange expedition, with a bunch of armed men or something. In this dream it feels like I've been through the entire dream before, so I have knowledge of what's already going to happen and stuff, and I know that eventually the people with me are going to betray me except for a few of them. We're in some sort of large underground temple, with torches and stuff everywhere. Everything's very detailed and ornate. The people start asking me what to do, and I start jumping around and lighting the torches. We're looking for some weird mask thing to open a secret doorway. After a while, I'm unsure what to do, but I start explaining lots of different memories that I have. Eventually, we end up under some weird tent with some magician guy there, and he's selling a bunch of artifacts, and that's about it.

Well I woke up a couple seconds last night and wrote a couple things down. They're not really complete dreams or anything, just bits and pieces.

62:
The only thing i can remember from this dream is, I think I was looking at a webpage in the dream, and there was this really strange thing. There was a white background, and there was a drawn parallelogram. In the middle of it, there were the letters LD. In the bottom left, top right, and bottom right, outside of the shape, there were some weird symbols. One looked like a face, one might have been an E. I remember thinking something about it being an "LD-In-The-Box"

63: I wrote something about a dream where my brother was playing some songs on the guitar and I was listening. I remember something of it, I think it was a fairly long dream, I went through a whole normal morning, but I can't remember anything in detail.

About two dreams last night, I think I might have remembered three at one time, but not anymore

64: This one's pretty vague and short. I'm upstairs, and my brothers are there. For some reason, one of them has gone pretty much completely insane, so he's blabbering some stuff that makes no sense. My other brother's reading some sort of comic book that he got from my OTHER brothers room or something, and he won't let me even read a page of it. Eventually, I'm alone with him in the room, and he just keeps on reading the comic while I just stand there. End of dream.

65: I'm flying above some skyscraper, and I'm sort of like in a video game. I'm using different 'cheats' to fly, and I remember 'typing' a bunch of ones from different games. After a while, I suddenly start falling at insane speeds, and I literally feel like I'm actually falling/near barfing. I scramble to enter some cheat, and eventually it works. I end up on the ground, in some place with a couple fences. I walk out and that's about all I remember.

Can only remember one from last night, has to do with an inside joke between me and some guy.
66:
I'm at school, in some corridor. There's a table in the middle of it, and about two people around me, one guy and a girl I think. The guy tells me that I once said (in the dream) that if I had a choice between taking 150 dollars, and three one dollar bills, I would pick the three one dollar bills. The guy is holding this plastic bag with 150 bucks in it, and there are three dollar bills on the table. All I remember is reaching for the bills on the table, and that's about it.

67: I'm in math class, but everything is sorta inverted. The tables are facing the other way, I'm sitting on the opposite side that I usually, the teacher's at the other end of the room. Everything goes pretty normally, but after a while there's some laptop or something behind me and some song starts playing but it sounds sorta distorted, I'm not sure if I'm the one who made it play or not. The teacher doesn't really seem to care or he's gone or something, and everyone seems to be enjoying the music. That's all I remember from that one.

68: I'm in the street somewhere, near a train station, and I'm pretty much just standing. My physics teacher suddenly walks up to me, and starts telling me a ton of stuff. Suddenly, she starts asking me if I'm not late for a class, and I realize that I am. I run off and go into the train station or something and that's about it. End of dream.

Well.. I just realized that I never really typed down the 'lucid' dreams I've had so far except one, I say 'lucid' because they were pretty much uncontrolled, I acted and thought way differently than I know I would. Anyways, I'll write them down since I haven't got much to do anyways and it might motivate me some more

69: This one's the first lucid I had, and it was pretty weird. I was in France at the time, but in the dream I was waking up in my room in the US. I instantly knew I was dreaming, so I got out of bed in the dark, tried to change scenery but it didn't work. I walked out the door, and ended up in some alley with a couple lights. Thinking of trying to fly, I jumped up and floated over a building a couple seconds, then landed back in the alley. I checked out a gatorade bottle that was near some garbage cans, and was thinking how vivid the colors looked. There was an elevator at the end of the alley, and I went up to it. The doors wouldn't open, apparently because of some guy at a desk in the alley who wouldn't open it. I walked up to him, spawned a gun and told him to open it. Around that point, I 'woke up' in another dream. I got up from some couch, and there were two guys there, obviously hiding something from me. I ignored them, and went back to sleep. Suddenly everything was black, and I did an RC, and woke up (still in a dream) in my room in the US again. That's all I remember from that one.

70: Before this LD, I had a dream about some guru guy teaching me to fly, then woke up like a split second and fell back asleep again and knew I was dreaming. I started trying to fly, jumped up but fell back down the first time, reminded myself that i was dreaming, then it worked. I ended up at the pool at my grandmother's house, and that's about all I remember.

There's a couple others but they're pretty short or not really interesting.

Well had a ton of dreams since the site's been down, and lost some of them or don't remember them as clearly as I did . Anyways, I had a pretty weird LD but it was pretty cool anyways.

Anyways, here's what I can remember from the notes I wrote down:

71:

I'm in some huge mall, and I have to take one HELL of a leak. Every bathroom I check though is either locked or like right in the middle of the mall or broken or something. Eventually, I cross this like police line and go to some bathroom. End of dream.

72:

All I can remember from this is seeing Arnold Schwarzennegger, as the Terminator, and he has a broken arm or something. I think he attacks me or something, but he eventually gets reprogrammed.

73:

This one was the 'lucid' dream I had. I can't remember all of it, and I wasn't really that much in control throughout. The first thing I remember is just knowing that I'm dreaming, and I start walking and end up in this dark place, theres like a river of lava in front of me, and it looks like I'm in some sort of factory or something, there's machines building stuff. I decide to change where I am, everything goes sorta black, and I see a "screen" with a bunch of squares on it, the first one has a picture of where I was or something, and the second one has a picture of some hill or something with a japanese cartoon character on it, and I remember thinking that I saw him somewhere else in the dream. I somehow end up playing a game of Starcraft, but I instantly kill anything by scrolling on it. I can't remember much from that part, but I end up outside a temple or something, surrounded by sand and dunes. The place is called the Plains of the Forsaken or the Brave or something like that, and I remember thinking of trying to summon a dream guide, but I guess I forgot soon after. Once again I can't remember what happens, but I end up in some place, sitting at a table. To my right, there's a guard rail and some sort of never ending pit. In front of me is one of my friends and he 'knows' that I'm dreaming too. I can't remember exactly what happens, but another of my friends arrives and he ends up falling from the rail. I do something like move my index fingers in a backwards motion, and everything that happened reverses, except for me. I see tons of people falling in reverse and stuff like that. That's about all I remember.

74:
I only remember a few parts of this one. One of them, I'm an airport or something, talking to a guy (whos an actor in a movie I watched that day..). I ask about some mansion thing or whatever, and he obviously knows about it, but he starts backing away and doesn't want to talk about it.
The second part I remember, I'm in the mansion or something, and there's some huge weird monster behind me, and I have a gun or something. I can't really remember what happened, but after a long chase or something I think I finally got out.

75:

I'm in Texas, and I go and meet some guy who's playing football. Although I've barely ever played since I pretty much hate football, I ask if I can join in. He accepts and I get on his team. The play starts and he gets the ball, and I run alongside him and ram through dozens of people until we finally score a touchdown. End of dream.

76:
I'm in some evil mansion (again...) with my parents. Everything is really dark, and I'm pretty creeped out. At some point, we enter this corridor, and there's some huge mutated thing at the end of it. We somehow kill it, and enter some room where we can make potions or something. We stay there for a while, until we end up in some room. My parents are on one side, and I'm on the other. Another mutation appears next to them, and we have no weapons at all. All I have is some pencil, and I throw it with insane force at the monster, and it gets hit right in the middle of the head like a bullet and falls to the ground. I eventually tell my parents that we should get more potions if we wanna make it out of there alive, and that's about all I remember clearly.

77:
I'm at my grandmother's house, and apparently there's some zombie invasion or whatever. I'm with my brother and my mom. We slowly walk around, and go towards the pool. Interesting thing here as I go up to the pool, I start thinking of a dream I had a while ago where there were snakes near the pool, so I look around carefully. I'm not really sure what happens here, a bunch of stuff flies into my face, and I feel my shoulder being bitten (by a snake) and I toss it off into the pool. Apparently the snake had the zombie disease, and my brother is telling me that it's my own fault I got infected, because I didn't think about my priorities. I start thinking that I'm going to die and everything, and I know that in real life I was breathing really pretty fast because I woke up for a couple seconds or something. I guess that's what might have triggered this part, I end up at the top of a hill, and I think that I might be dreaming, but I decide to not affect the dream because things start going black.

I hate to write so little about the dreams when I know a lot more happened, but I can't remember well enough. As a side note, I've had a couple of dreams the last few nights where I think I'm dreaming, but I don't really think of it and go on with the dream.

Here's what I can remember from last night + a dream I forgot to write down before.

78:
I'm on AIM or something and a friend of mine is frantically messaging me, he types my name like 5 times until i answer, then he starts talking about this offer on ebay that I should definitely check out. That's pretty damn short but that's about all that happened

79:
I'm in my mom's car or something and she's driving. We're going up some weird like bridge thing, but there's a series of ramps with REALLY narrow pathways. At some point, she accelerates too much and misses the turn, and we go plummetting off the ramp and into the water. I'm frightened as hell, but poised to survive and I start like yelling "Live!" a bunch of times, and I think my mom starts doing it too. We're underwater or floating or something, and everything goes pretty dark. I open the door and start swimming out, and see my mom's purse in the distance and start thinking of getting it, but then realize that it's going to be difficulty enough to survive. That's all I remember.

Sorta weird night last night, took me a while to remember these this morning, all race related (No I'm not at ALL racist)

80:
I'm at some huge mall, with a bunch of other guys. We're in some town, in the mexican quarter or something. We decide to get a bunch of things, but when we get to the counter, a mexican guy there says that we can't shop here and that he won't allow us to buy stuff. We argue and keep asking him, but he refuses to let us buy anything. We hang around the store, and eventually go outside into some alley. Eventually, some police cars arrive and some black guys come out and say that this is their territory and they ask us to get out, threatening us with weapons and stuff. We go to some part of the building, and I'm really pissed off for some reason and start punching a wall. After a while, someone calms me down and we head off or something. <Not sure what happens, or if this is even part of the same dream> I end up at some store that I go to near my school, and there's another mexican guy at the counter, and the guys I'm with and I are starving. We ask him if we can get some food, but he just shakes his head. I start making some huge speech about how racism is messing everything up and making everyone enemies when they shouldn't be, and after that ask him if he's changed his mind. He only motions that he'll let me buy a total of half a quesadilla. Eventually, I don't know what happens, but he disappears and everyone's looting the store. I'm taking some weird cream things, and suddenly I see a teacher of mine, and ask me what he's doing. He says he needed some materials for his class so he came here. End of dream.


81:
All I can remember from this one is that I'm some assassin or whatever, and I'm desperately low on cash and my car is out of fuel. Someone offers me a job and I accept. I have to take some really weird, trashy car all the way to some place, kill two people, and bring the car back. On the way there, I have to refuel the car (I think it was at a 76 station). I think I somehow ended up jumping from a helicopter into an alley, and the two guys were there. I take one down and take his gun, but the other one's behind me. I spin around or something and shoot him just in time. After that, the helicopter comes back and I get on board. End of dream.

Pretty weird night last night, sorta ended up waking up after every dream cycle without wanting to, and had a bunch of different dreams, some which I can't remember and one which I think might've been an LD.

82:
I'm playing the game starcraft or something, and something makes me wonder if I'm dreaming or not, so I try some weird test to see if I am. There's some unit in the game, and he's moving forward in some direction, and I try to see if I can make him change direction just by willing it, so I try it a couple times and it works, and I think to myself that I'm dreaming. I don't remember exactly what happened, but everything was pretty shaky and unstable, so I looked at my hands, and had read some thing that night about looking at the ground to stabilize your dream, so I tried it, but eventually the dream faded away.

83:
Having a really hard time remembering this dream from what I wrote. Had something to do with Ronald Reagan's death, and his wife mourning him or something. Eddie Murphy was in there, trying to get something from her or whatever. Really can't remember much at all, had something to do with a pool and a dog...

84:
This one was sorta weird, I think I was just on the verge of dreaming, but still a little bit conscious. I was playing starcraft (again), and had some mission to do. Just as my troops are moving in or whatever, I can't remember exactly why but I moved my arm or something in real life, and I was still sort of in the dream but it faded off pretty fast and I woke up.

That's about it. There's a lot more but I can't remember exactly what it is..

Bunch of stuff happened last night, except I'm really having trouble remembering it, most of the stuff I wrote has no meaning to me right now.. so all I can remember are a couple fragments

85:
I'm at school or something, and there's a swarm of people around me, and especially one guy which I can't stand. They're all talking REALLY loudly and I'm getting really tired of it, and their words are literally like projectiles coming at me. I do some matrix-style thing, where I freeze all the words coming at me and make them drop to the floor. Can't remember much after that, something that had to do with LDing but I don't think it was an actual LD; it had something to do with someone get hit in the face with a hammer, might've been me.

86:
I'm in some grass field, playing soccer or something with a bunch of people, except it's on rollerblades. I'm the goalie and I block tons of difficult shots, and everyone's cheering. Eventually, near half time, I go out of the court to switch rollerblades because I have some problem with mine. As I'm switching them, one of the rollerblades disappear so I'm looking for it. Eventually, there's some problem and it takes me the rest of the game to get my rollerblades back on, and that's about it. End of dream.

87:
This one's pretty messed up.
I start out at school, and because of some new rule that you can't leave your bag in the corridor, I can't find my backpack because someone put it somewhere else. I spend a couple minutes looking for it but don't find it. At the same time, I'm aware that I have to catch the bus, but I really need to take a leak. I go to the nearest bathroom, but theres a huge line outside of it. Deciding to go to the one on the 2nd floor, I start running up the stairs and get there. On my way back down, the theater teacher starts talking to me. I can't avoid talking to him, so I waste a couple minutes there. As I run outside the doors, I ask someone if the bus has left and she says yes. Deciding to make sure, I run outside and there's a bus INSIDE the campus, but it's not the one I need to take. I go outside and see nothing. Suddenly, my mom arrives driving a bus. She tells me to get on and I start wondering if she really knows how to drive a bus. We drive off, and eventually my brother appears on the bus. We're on the highway, and we get to some point where there's a bunch of trees. My brother and I ask her if she really knows how to drive this, and if she's not going too fast. Suddenly, she loses control and we head directly for the trees. Suddenly, everything goes really slowly, it seems like the bus is moving at 5 MPH towards some huge post, but my mom dodges it. Suddenly, the bus starts flipping over, it does a full flip until it's back to its normal position, then stops. I'm not really injured, my brother's gone, and my mom is crushed under a seat or something. I lift it up and she gets out, seemingly okay. Suddenly though, she starts driving or something, saying something about how she can't live with the embarassment and we make a HUGE jump off this rail over the ocean. The bus goes crashing down and, like in a game, I frantically try to "load" at another point, and just before we hit the water I'm transported to some other place. End of dream.

88:
Last night was pretty messed up, I feel like I had tons of dreams that were sort of linked, wish I could have written all of it earlier because I forgot a huge chunk of it, so I'll just write the couple scenes I remember.
First thing I really remember is doing a breathing RC, and still being able to breathe, but I can't remember what happened after it.
At some point, I was on this shore and the sky was pretty much all red, and some person I knew in the dream came up and talked to me.
Last thing I remember is that I was in some sort of scene from a flash movie I saw lately, then had a false awakening where I woke up to my mom walking and serving vegetables from this tray or whatever. That's about it..

89:
I'm on the bus, and I'm talking to some person, and I make some speech that I guess was considered racist (although im not racist at all) by some kid, and she starts making an angry speech against me, and insults me in the process. I get really pissed off, and respond saying that her speech was completely illogical and that she was contradicting herself by saying something that had to do with duct tape (?). Anyways, she goes crying running off the bus, and I walk out into some park. An old friend of mine is there, and we start some game that involved pretty much punching each other. Another friend of mine comes, and the old friend starts talking about how he's been working out and that now he has "Perfect abs, tanned skin, great hair..." and the other friend interrupts him to tell a really lame joke, and that's about it.
I have a lot more to write but I have to go, so I'll write it down tommorrow..