Thread: Twoshadows' Dream Journal

Originally Posted by Mr_Jinsue

Haha, good to hear you're still around. Looking forward to some interesting reads

Thank, mr J.

Here is last night's dream that I remember. I'm not sure how "interesting" this one is though.


Dream:

I had traveled somewhere and I was about to go home. I had this baby with me. I'm not sure if it was my own baby or someone had given her to me. We drove down the road and it was covered with snow. I started to slip around a bit. I noticed my friend Teresa in a car in front of me. I felt better knowing that if I went off the road she would be close. I waved and she waved back.

She pulled off to go to a gas station. I decided that I would fill up here to just so we could stay together.

I also went into the bathroom. I was able to go --surprisingly the bathroom was normal and not extremely and grossly dirty. But of couse my mind fixed that by letting the baby's pacifier fall in the toilet. I went to wash it off in the sink right next to the toilet. But before I could put it into the baby's mouth, it fell right back in to the toilet. I fished it out and again went to wash it. As fate would have it, it fell right back into the toilet. Right as I was about to start screaming with frustration, I looked at the baby. She was finding this delightfully funny. She gave a giggle and then to my surprise started talking. I looked at her in amazement. This baby was only a few weeks old, yet she was talking like a two year old. I knew this baby was special, and I looked forward to the future to see just how special it would be.

I went back outside to find that my friend had already left. I was disappointed becasue I really didn't want to drive along that icy, snowy highway all night long by myself. Then two ladies walked out of the gas station and got in my car. I realized that they were my friends and that they were coming with me. I couldn't believe that I have forgotten that they were with me. I felt better and took off driving.

Two dreams. I think they might have been connected.

One:

I was a child. My dad looked like Pierce Brosnon. I had this ability to float. One of the games we liked to play was with me floating and my dad running and pulling me behind him in the air. It made me so happy, we did this over and over, and I remember us laughing.


Two:

I was not a child anymore. I suddenly remembered that I could float. Like I hadn't remembered that I had this ability and hadn't used it since childhood.

I stood in front of a mirror. I watched myself float. I was horizontal laying on my back. I slowly floated up to the ceiling.

I wondered why I hadn't done anything with this ability. This was a big deal to be able to do this. I tried to think of all the ways it would change my life now that I was aware of this. I would never have to be careful while hiking next to a big drop off. I could rock climb with ease. The possibiliteis were endless. The more I thought about it the more excited I became.

I then stood again in front of the mirror. I jumped up and did the "Trinity Matrix kick". I looked so cool. I did it again and again. It was so amazing and fascinating to watch.

I just remember a fragment about reaching into a closet and seeing a large funnel web from a spider. As I pulled my hand back out, it got caught in another web that had two spiders in it. One was a black widow. I could feel myself touching it. I tried to pull my hand away, but it was almost like I was being shocked and could not release. I felt a panic as I realized that I was still touching it. Still touching it. Still touching it......

I have had several lucid dreams lately where I have been flying. I think I'm only partly lucid because all I can think of to do is fly (I'm not thinking fully like I do in real life or a really good LD).

I don't have very good memories of these dreams, only that something triggers lucidity and I RC by flying. I do remember in one dream I was flying oer a beach. In another dream I was flying to to top of this stone henge looking thing. In another I was flying down a street trying to go faster but not having much luck.

I feel like I have been flying so much lately that it seems like I should be able to do it in real life too. Like I'll be looking up at something and suddenly think how easy that should be to get to...how I can just imagine what it would feel like, look like, to fly right up to it. Things look so much closer, more tangible. It's neat and weird. I kind of like it.

Lucid dream from two nights ago:

I remember the dream starting out rather creepy. I was supposed to visit this little boy. The boy had this skeleton. Well, part of a skeleton. It was just the skull and the spine. It still had some skin on the bones. I saw it in my mind even though I hadn't gotten to where the boy was yet. The more I thought about the skeleton the more freaked out I became, almost to the point of panicking. The thought of having to be in the same room as that skeleton was absolutely horrifying. I didn't know how I could handle it, but yet it was something that I was going to have to do.

At some point I became lucid.

I was in the room with the boy. I wanted to do something significant with my lucid abilities. I didn't want to just waste my dream flying and then hardly even remembering it. I wanted to try something--a new lucid skill. The idea of developing my lucid talents really appealed to me.

I looked around for something to give me an idea of what to try. I saw a piece of construction paper on the floor. As I picked it up I coudl see that it must have been one of the boy's art projects from school. It was in rough shape, crinkled with one corner ripped off.

I decided that I would poke my finger through the paper. Not ripping a hole through, but just magically sliding my finger through. I put my finger up to the paper and gently pushed. The paper just moved with my finger. I told myself that I could do this. That was was really good at developing lucid talents.

I tried again. This time my finger just slid though the paper. I pulled my finger out. It left a perfectly round hole. I concentrated on that hole and slowly I could see the edge of the circle come in and the circle became smaller until it was finally gone.

I was so impressed with myself. It just looked so cool. I had to do it again. So I stuck my finger through the paper again, pulling it out and then concentrating on making the hole go away. I did this at least five times.

I then looked at the ripped corner. I concentrated again. Slowly the paper stated growing, filling in the missing corner.

When that was finsihed I looked around for something else to mess with. On the floor next to the boy was another art project. This one was a very large figure of a person. It was also made out of paper and very crinkled up. I decided to use my lucid powers to flatten it. I concentrated, starting at the feet and flattened it. It was really cool to watch. When I was finished, it was complelty flat as it it had never been wadded up.

There is a trasition here.

I am outside again. I decide I need to complete a Task. The only one that comes to mind is DV's follow the yellow brick road one. I decided to go look for one. I was at the edge of a forest and I flew around looking. I flew for what seemed like a long time and finally I found a brick road. It was not yellow. Instead, it was red. I was tired at this point of looking for a yellow brick road, so I decided to just follow this red one. I was hoping to find something very interesting. I followed it into the woods. It went past trees and big boulders and up hills. But nothing unusual came into sight.

Had some B6.

Dreams:

Dream 1:

We were on a mountain top involved with some sort of building project. Whatever it was that we were building was right on the edge I kept looking down that very long dropoff.



The next dreams I had after drifting into sleep after a WBTB. After each one I realized that I had the dream when I thought I was still wide awake.

Dream 2:

I was looking at a picture of a truck on a computer screen. I was trying to take a picture of it for some reason. Then I saw my friend Ed sitting next to the computer. I backed up so I could get him in the picture too.


Dream 3:

I was outside in my garden looking at my roses. On one of the rose bushes was on lone pink bud, just startig to open. I stepped closer and got a better look and saw that it was covered with little green aphids. I started to knock them off.

Dream 4:

I was outside in my driveway. I suddenly noticed that all the neighborhood cats, including my own stopped moving. They all stood very still. I suddenly had a bad feeling. I remembered how animals could sense things like earthquakes. I tried to decide if it were better for me to stay where I was or to run back inside.


Dream 5:



I had a fish tank. I realized that I had started to clean it days ago and never finished. I had taken the fish out and laid them on the kitchen floor. I had been sprinkling water over them to keep them alive, but I had this awful feeling as I realized that I hadn't waterd them for at least a day. I looked at them closer and saw that some were dried up. Others were getting dry, but still moving a little. A few looked ok.

I grabbed the small fish tank which was empty except for wet gravel in the bottom. I started to fill it up. Once I did I saw some fish come out of the gravel that I had never taken out of the tank. One was a large white Oscar. I then started picking up all the fish and throwing them in the tank as fast as I could. I saw that some were really dead. The bigger fish started eating them.


Dream 6 (Lucid):

I was in a backyard I was with a boy who looked about 13 and two young women about 20 years old. I saw that they were tutoring the boy. I realized that this boy had superhero powers that he just learned about. The two women were also super and were helping him learn how to do all the things that he could do. I saw that they were about to teach him how to fly.

At this point I suddenly became lucid. I wanted to take off flying with the three of them. I already knew how to fly. I crouched down into almost a squat ready to spring up and fly into the air.

At that exact moment my stupid alarm went off.

In that split second that I was still in my dream, the sound startled me so much that I fell back onto my butt.

What a graceful ending to a lucid dream cut way too short

I even had my goals all planned out....

I just got done reading your dream journal. You have some interesting dreams.
I look forward to reading more of them.

You read TS' entire dream journal? Wow.

Aww, too bad you didn't find anything exciting on your red brick road.

Originally Posted by Tpiskor615

I just got done reading your dream journal. You have some interesting dreams.
I look forward to reading more of them.

Originally Posted by ninja9578

You read TS' entire dream journal? Wow.

Aww, too bad you didn't find anything exciting on your red brick road.

I read this last night before I went to bed, but was too tired to respond.

So I responded in my dream!

What I wrote in my dream was very close to the following:


Wow...you read it all. I'm very impressed...and very flattered that you would spend the time doing so. I hope you got some inspiration from it.

Thank you, Tpiskor615!


And ninja...yeah, it was just the way it happens sometimes. At least I was able to find a brick road. Makes me feel like not a complete failure.

I read the dream about you holding a baby in your hands and dropping the pacifier in the toilet several times. I've noticed during my dreams that the scenes keep repeating and I felt like I was frustrated. How strange! Our dreams are like the same.

Originally Posted by Green

I read the dream about you holding a baby in your hands and dropping the pacifier in the toilet several times. I've noticed during my dreams that the scenes keep repeating and I felt like I was frustrated. How strange! Our dreams are like the same.

Hey Green!

Yeah, that's always so frustrating when you brain keeps doing things like that to you. Maybe we'll start becoming lucid when that happens. We should think positive!

I had a total lucid pig out session last night.

I don't remember how the dream even started. All I remember is becoming lucid at a table absolutely full of goodies. I decided to take full advantage of the situation. I started grabbing handful after handful and stuffing it into my mouth. I ate cake, cookies, pie, and my favorite-- a chocolate peanutbutter cheesecake.

I remember grabbing something off the plate of the person sitting next to me knowing that that person was a DC and didn't matter.

Another thing I noticed was how much could fit into my mouth at once. I was almost able to "inhale" large pieces. Then when my mouth felt full I would just swallow it down. I don't actually remember chewing alot. The food mostly kind of slid down my throat. The flavor was there. I enjoyed everything.

I also remember grabbing a piece of a decorated cake. It was in the shape of a teddybear. I scooped off the head and inhaled it all in. It was a chocolate cake with very creamy--almost pudding like-- vanila creme frosting.


Man, it was all so good.


So yes, if you are curious, I'm still depriving myself very well in real life.




I had other dreams I need to get to, but for now I'll just jot down some notes.
1: Best friend ignoring me.
2: College friends ignoring me
3: Cold Blooded living next door, beekeeping
4: At festival, kissing Oneironaut

I'll fill these out later.

Kissing Oneironaut! Hmm hmm, that should be an interesting read. I'm a big reader of you two. And inhaling food sounds like a much more efficient way to eat but how were you tasting everything? Could you just taste it all the way to your stomache?

I've had those lucid dreams where I just pigged out. I always just slide food down my throat too, it's like where Scooby Do eats an entire sub in one gulp and you can see it go down his throat Hey, we don't have an eating emoticon

I'm back. I have had a crazy last few weeks. I think things will be less busy now. I have had some interesting dreams. I haven't written them down, but I remember some of the better ones and will get them down soon.

I had two vampire dreams. Three short LDs. Two where I visit friends that I have really wanted to see. And a creepy one last night. Seems like there was a blackwidow dream too that I am only getting vague glimpses of in my mind. Oh, and another one where I kissed Oneironaut.

So, yes, I'm still having cool dreams.

Welcome back, TS. Hope you had a Merry Christmas.

I responded to your journal, over at MM, a little while ago.

I was wondering where the beautiful Twoshadows has been hiding. Huh, I've had a recent spike in vampire dreams too I want to read about a dream where you're kissing me

Welcome back!

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

Oh, and another one where I kissed Oneironaut.

Ooh. I just noticed that that said another dream where you kissed me. I thought you were just talking about the previous one. Nice.

Hey O and Ninja.

I'm doing good. Had a great, but busy Christmas.

I have so much catching up to do. I got a few typed up already. But not all.

Here's the start:


The Vampire Dreams:

First:

This was short and really uneventful, but it was cool because I was moving in with Jasper and Alice Cullen from Twilight. We had this really big yet very empty house. It was two stories. Each floor was one big square room. They were helping me move a few things in. And that's it really.




Second:

I was inside my old house and I suddenly saw Angel (vampire from Buffy). I was instantly attracted to him, yet part of me was afraid that he was evil (in the show sometimes he was good and sometimes evil). I decided to be cautious. I ran out of the room and grabbed the first weapon I could see, a knife. I knew that a metal knife wouldn't kill him. But I hoped that it might slow him down if I stabbed him just right.

I ran out to the backyard. Angel was already there standing in front of me. He looked so incredibly sexy that I decided to not run anymore. He smiled at me. I then looked down and saw that the knife I had was only a butter knife and not sharp at all. I held it up to him and laughed. I said, "Look at the knife I was going to try to stop you with."

He chuckled a little than said, "Maybe you should give it a try." He then took off his shirt for me.

I walked up to him and placed the butter knife against his chest. He was very pale and muscular and had a small amount of dark hair on his upper chest. I paused as I was mesmerised by his incredible beauty. Then he chuckled again. I pressed the knife against him a little harder and said, "I could hurt you if I really wanted."

Then the next moment we are kissing . It was extrememly passionate. I felt dizzy. Then we are laying on the grass with him on top of me, still kissing. I was about to give in and let what ever was about to happen happen. But then a little voice in my head stated asking me how far was I actually willing to go.

Then I woke up.





Creepy dream:

I was standing with a large crowd of people. We were on a hill at night standing in front of a tall circular tower. There was a lot of excitemnet because a new star had appeared in the sky. There was a big telescope at the top of the tower. Everyone was waiting for a turn to see the new star through the telescope.

Suddenly I was up at the top of the tower. The room was dark and I was standing by the telescope. I thought I was all alone. It was so quiet after being with the large noisy group of people.

Then suddenly I knew I wasn't alone. I knew who else was in the room with me. Maitreya.... I could feel an icy cold darkness creep down my spine. It grew in intensity until I snapped awake.


I'll get to the rest in a bit.

Okay...

Oneironaut Dream:


I only remember a little fragment. I don't know if there was any more to the dream or not. I only remember standing in front of O . He was wearing a white sleeveless shirt. I could see the muscles in his arms and shoulders. I walked to him and lightly rubbed my hands up and down his arms to feel his muscles. Then I leanded in and very lightly brushed my lips against his. I did this slowly taking in the whole experience.


Robot Butler dream:

Like the one above, I don't remember how I got to this point in the dream. I was standing with RB and we were looking at this large fabric mural like thing that was hanging on a wall. It was very pretty, but it was all a monochromatic blue.

RB told me that we had the power to change it. He lifted his finger and pointed at the blue sun rising over the blue hill. As I watched the sun started changing colors until it was a beautiful bright orange. I told him that that was amazing. RB looked at me and told me that I had the power to do it too. All I had to do was to point my finger and focus and really believe that I could make the change.

I decided to give it a try. I trusted RB and knew that if he said so, that I could do it too. I lifted my finger at another part of the mural that also showed a sun rise. I focused on the sun. Before my eyes I could see the color change from blue to a bright yellow.

I got real excited at this point. The next thing I know is that both of us are pointing and changing various parts of the mural. It was empowering and I was laughing.

One of my lucid dreams:

Very short memory. All I remember is that I was lucid and flew around with John Taylor from Duran Duran. He was wearing a white sport jacket and white hat like I think he wore in their video Rio (or maybe that was Simon le Bon?) Anyway, I remember seeing his beautiful smile.

I even found a picture that looks almost exactly like he did in the dream.

Another Dream I had was about the band U2.

I had somehow gotten the privilege of having U2 come for a private concert.

I had invited a group of people I supposedly knew from my area. We were in a big room like a school gym. U2 staretd singing and it was really fun to listen to them.

Then they came out and started giving music lessons to those who were intereted. There was a guy and a black girl that wanted to learn to sing better. Then they put on a home video that they had filmed. it was funny becasue they had done their own effect sna had a dinosaur chasing them.

Then Bono came up to me. We talked for a few minutes. Then he pointed out a hole that I had in my sleeve. I told him that I had forgotten that it was there, that I had meant to sew it up. He laughed. I then hugged him and thanked him for coming--that I had had a great time.

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

Robot Butler dream:

So, I guess I will be flattered you had a dream about me... not jealous that I wasn't invited to the make-out-fest

What a great dreaming holiday season

Originally Posted by Robot_Butler

So, I guess I will be flattered you had a dream about me... not jealous that I wasn't invited to the make-out-fest

What a great dreaming holiday season

Thanks.


Don't be jealous about missing the "make-out-fest". Anyone can make out, but can they paint with their minds? What a cool dream that was.


Still catching up on dreams...

Lucid dream

I was in a dream when I suddenly felt that dream-like feeling. I tested it by foating and found that I could indeed float. I floated to the door to go outside so I could fly. But before I went out I decided that my last few LDs hadn't been that tactile. I decided that when I grabbed that door knob that I would really feel it and notice how if felt in my hand.

I reached out and expected the knob to be cool. I was a little disappointed to find that it was the same temperature as my hand and didn't really feel like anything in particular.

I then had another idea. I remembered how when you rub something against you lips you can feel a lot more detail. So still holding the door knob I knelt down and leaned over and brought my lips to where the doorknob was supposed to be. I didn't feel anything so I leaned further. Still nothing. I pulled back to find that the knob was gone.

Since the door was already opened I flew outside to the street in front of my mom's house. I saw my friend Becky in the road. I landed by her. She was very happy about something and grabbed my shoulders. I remember really feeling that sensation. She told me something which I no longer remember.
Then I had an idea. I decided to ask her about the future (My dream self somehow thinks that if I ask a dream character the future there is more chance if it being true, I don't know why). So I asked her to predict something. She then said like "Pretty soon the planet Mars will be..... " [and she said something that didn't really make sense]. But the meaning to me was that something spectacular was about to happen concerning the planet Mars.

And that's all I remember.