Thread: Bro's Inner journey...have a peek

Will compile the REM times fully and try to chart them once I finish tracking

12 5 16
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College campus. There with mom and bro and dad. We are walking around. Looked like bro's old university. University is building new buildings. scam. because the new buildings are being built (similar theme to Svitlana's ongoing construction dream!) just because the college can offer /bill for more services with more buildings. college dream sign, bad/up to no good dream theme
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I a lobby of some modern large building. There are vending machines in this lobby. My clients are nearby. They are asking me for money. Family member near. They get asked for money too. Irritating.

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Water dream. Beach dream. Water is dirty. Not sure in what way. danger, insecutiy dream theme
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Images of house near shore. Someone talking about what it would be like to have house on shore, dangers of having house there are being "discussed". Dangers inland too. Narrator talks about a boat barelling toward shore at night as a "close call" one subject of this narration had. would i accept help from family to finance the house? (of course!) romanticized life dream theme, danger dream theme
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12 7 16 300am awakening with recall. 420 awakening with recall
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“Travel dream”....forgotten =(

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“Something about scaling a tree. Explaining to someone how to Shimmy up it slowly”nature ds

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Dad's old summer camp. A real “free love/hippie” kind of place. My viewpoint is observing this camp from an aerial view. A commenter, somewhere near my consciousness talks about how “times have changed, everyone's more uptight now”.nature, camp ds, observational type dream narrative theme
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Version of work. Client giving me real hard time. Told client I need to take break. She gets very mad. Fictional “break room”. Work mates sitting indian style on ground. Everyone ding mindfulness meditations. Even Nurse B. Should I sit near her? I think “There's no way I could deal w/ that client without these meditations!”. social aprehension dream theme, altered work dream sign
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How to get someone else to come to come to concert. Someone that I might want more, than the person I've asked. (exact paralell to WL)

Pretty exhausted from recording throughout the night.
Looks like during the week, my best shots at LD induction lie of course around 430 AM, but also (From most to least likely) :a little after 300am, around 200 am, and around 1230 am Time to sleep naturally for a bit. Then I'll play around with this!

12 7 16

On bus. Going to new high school. bad area. I won't know anyone. I think my friend L goes there now. She's nice, she'll be a friend. School in view. Outdoor "cages" visible, fitness equipment. They look much stronger than me & I don't like working out publicly. Principal welcomes us. body image shame theme, school dream sign, unprepared dream theme
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Bro wedding. I have no "best man" speech. cake in hallway. cousins are there. Room off wedding room is a "lab room". with microscopes around picnic tables. I keep "slipping" under the table and bumping into nurse B across from me, it's embarassing! Sit still man! out of control dream theme, unprepared dream theme
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Verbatim (gibberish) "Kind of a merry go round where each side will be shown to onlooker and every once in a while it will rotate and each side was a side that stirred some actions on the sides of it. people saw it rotating. A Collection. " "Employees and chairs"
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Verbatim: More detail on how clients will be presented to the doctor and how this will impact the clients coming in for intake" work ds

12 8 16

Semi lucid. A room of house. Arousal. This sexual scenario is very unsettling. I know it's within my own head. With every "hesitation" I have in this experience, the dream "pauses" as if waiting for me to feel "okay" with what was playing out . With all the karma reading recently, I worried a little about negative karma to others from this dream


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Work. Altered work place. Curly hair client is rolling way too fast down hall in wheelchair. She's got a broken leg (When did that happen?) She's rolling toward bathroom. Try to get nurse's attention to have her helped in bathroom. Checking a ...mailbox?...on wall.
altered work ds, danger ds, out of control dream theme


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I am looking for bathroom in underground metro station. I am in bathroom. Rushing. Then out on train platforms. Where is my train? I hope I didn't miss it while in bathroom. I'm lost.unprepared, lost d theme, rushing dream theme


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mini motorcycle, folds up. Interesting to me. Scooter is parked both within my house. Dad is dissaproving of my fiddling with bike. Soon I park it at old high school parking lot when space open.technical fascination dream theme, interesting device dream sign, high school dream sign, shame dream theme


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I'm falling through the ice. Dark glacier. How will I get out? There's nothing to grab onto. Will slip under. No one will find me out on glacier at night. What if I fall in, will it hurt or be quick?danger ds, isolation dream theme


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Police officer is driving over short concrete barrier to get to other lane of highway. The lanes are merging anyway but he is impatient and cuts in quick. highway ds


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"Something about outer space"/planets/capsules technical faascination dream theme

I'm trying to find that balance. Last weekend was a set of LD's that blew me away. And felt "effortless", versus these snippets of lackluster "not quite lucids" for which the effort felt exhausting. Mind is a tricky, unpredictable thing I am reminded. One guess I venture is sleep deprivation. I hadn't slept as much before these attempts, than the ones last weekend. Trial and error! 12 9 16


Semi lucid- Floating above a big room. Frustrating. Gymnasium. Some folks way below. Can't make them out. Very little control. The thought of science fiction comes to mind. I try to synthesize an impossible item as i float. Soon I am near "ground". Scared. The ground is a "mush" and I know as soon as I contact it, it will gobble me up, suck me in. I get pulled in like quicksand. attractive women walk by watching me. I remind myself no harm can come to me as the quicksand seals off my mouth and nose (yikes) ( I think I emerged somewhere but I don't remember) floating ds, out of control ds, danger s, erotic d theme
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Semi lucid- can't see through my "eyelids" in this one. Remember that I have no eyelids in dream. I'm looking down at my feet. Wearing skis. This is strange though that I'd find myself here, haven't been skiing in a long time. See the snow below, but can't "look up" to see what's in front of me.
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Semi lucid I'm in SP and or/ a very shallow lucid experience. (Probably was already dreaming...Gah! Wake up man!) I'm floating. Feel like I'm tipping over and flipping, floating in my room (in hindsight, good sign!) but My ear hurts (I had earplugs in and one was irritating my ear cannal Can't get into the dream, just can't get in, too focused on my hurting ear. floating ds
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Semi lucid?"A dark one in which I was aware, in a city"
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(possible semi lucid)
Looking down in cabinet in kitchen, below food I move aside is a Hidden vault below. I know that with my will, I can get the door to that scary vault far below to slam shut. The opening and closing of the scary door is "tied" to my fear of it. hidden passsage d sign, scary dream theme
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Looking for a bathroom. there are little bathroom pods in this building structure. Someone has placed a person to take a nap, within the toilet seat of one of the bathrooms/porta potties. Awful. bathroom, unsanitary ds
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10 or so fireman's poles affixed to outside of a big glass structure. This structure has a "glass core"/sphere filled with candy, 40 or 50 feet across. This glass sphere structure filled with candy is part of a stomach of a "powerful being". Others and I land on ground below at night time. Disturbing. comradery/belonging d theme (this might be stretch)
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I'm near old friend T's house. on a trip. I am driving a ford van. There is a man in car with me. I want him to leave. Be clear with him. tell him headed to see my friend nearby and then headed home and he needs to leave my van. We are passing railroad crossing. trip dream sign, intrusion/danger dream theme

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I'm in my room. Bed is up against old wall. Computer desktop on the wall. Trying to log in, trouble logging in.
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In mansion. Doctor P and Boss N are in front of me. Boss N tells me he is proud of me. Doctor P picks me up above his head. feel safe. Runs with me "like airplane" down an "infinity hallway". Turns into a race with another father-holding-child-above- head- & running next to us. Race ends at a solid tile wall with showers and urinals. We stopped just in time. approval, belonging dream theme, unsanitar bathroom/facility dream sign, irregular house ds
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I'm in a dark house unfamiliar. Solo sexual activity. Someone from fam will be coming into uknown house to find me out. I don't really care. unfamiliar house ds, erotic d theme