Wildman's Journal

[Wildman]

7/19/09: Hi, welcome to my journal. I've been writing in it for four years now, and still going. I took a few long breaks, but besides those I've tried to be relatively consistent with my journal. For any prospective readers, my dreams are fairly random: ranging from vivid to muddled, mundane to fantastic, with a good number of influences (mainly, video games). The journal is somewhat uncensored, but generally there shouldn't be anything TOO disturbing. Enjoy! (hopefully) I love comments, so please don't hesitate to post one! Later on in my journal, you'll see I start adding lengths to each dream. These are in no way precise, as it is very hard to give an approximate time for dreams (at least mine), so they're more used for relative length between dreams than anything. 2005 post begins here: __________________________________________________ _____________ Well here it is, gonna start by writing down some past dreams i still remember.. feel free to post any comments. #1: Crazy taxi ride Night time. I'm in some sort of parking lot and get in a cab that arrives, once im in it drives away extremely fast, burning rubber with every turn, worrying me a bit. We get to the highway and there's a huge truck in front of us. For some reason, the truck stops suddenly and we're about to crash into it. I somehow know what the taxi driver is going to do, he decides to try some elaborate manouever to avoid the truck by going into reverse and doing some 180 degree turn or something of the sort.. Needless to say it doesn't work and we hit the truck. End of dream. #2: Houston we have a problem. (extremely short dream) Night time again, driving along the highway in a car again, we get to a sharp turn and the car doesnt brake fast enough and plummets off the rail. End of dream. #3: World of Warcraft guild member riot So I'm a character in the game World of Warcraft, and get invited to the guild which im already in in the real game. I accept and the two guys who invited me take me to like a welcoming banquet/party that is EXTREMELY boring and tedious. After 30 minutes, im so bored out of my skull that i decide to leave and make up an excuse for having to go, figuring that I could spend this wasted time levelling up instead of staying at the party. I tell them that im really sorry but i have to go eat dinner and there's no way i can postpone it. I message one of my friends to show off how i've tricked the guild, but realize i accidentally messaged one of the guild members, who in turn tells the rest of the guild my plot. The two guild members from before come after me, and i'm running like a madman. I end up at a dead end in a room with chains hanging from it, and i'm not really sure what happens, but the two guildies arrive and <blank>. Later on, I've somehow escaped and i'm hiding behind some staircase in a city. Can't remember anything past that. #4: The not-so deserted deserted island So I'm on a 'deserted' island (I don't know why this description sticks in my head) with my family for NO reason whatsoever. We eventually walk up some hill and find some weird indian tribe that speaks fluent english and that are all supposed to be extremely intelligent. We're invited for no reason to some banquet at the edge of a cliff, with flags hanging from each edge of the cliff. One of the indians falls back off the cliff, and grabs on to a flag and is hanging for his life. No one really seems to care that he's about to die. The chief just says: "We're such logical people that for example, that guy who's about to die knows he has no chance of climbing back up to the cliff, so he'll just let go of the flag and let himself die" which is exactly what the guy does, lets go and plummets to his death, while no one cares. So we're sitting back, and i move my chair backwards and fall off the cliff, grabbing on to a flag and hanging on for dear life. No one really cares and im not calling for help either. So i somehow swing around the flag, jump up and land back on the cliff. <Blank where i cant remember what happens> I end up in a rich evil business guys limo, and the indian guys in front but not in the drivers seat. The busines guy explains that he wants to exploit the indians to get power and money, and that he's gonna cause an intentional car crash for some reason which i cant really remember, to make it look like hes dead or something. So he orders the indian to slam on the brakes, but the indian although incredibly intelligent cant drive a car. The indian ends up in the drivers seat but accidentally accelerates. We hit a car, glass breaks, etc. End of dream.

[Wildman]

Remembered only a small part of this dream: #5: Untitled I'm some sort of assassin, on some balcony overlooking a room. I have to kill some girl that's in that room, alone. I jump in, shoot three times in the chest and she goes down, but not dead yet. I start leaving the room, then go back to check if she's dead or not. She's still breathing but I don't do anything about it. I'm going back up to the balcony and check once again if she's dead. After a couple breaths, she dies and I walk away or something. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#6: That longass dream that ressembles the movie 'Saw' So I'm in a stranger, larger, creepir, darker, more roomy mansion-like version of my house and I wake up in my bathroom. So i'm in there with two or three people. One is like a friend of mine or something but im not really sure who it is, one is a black kid named Robert who's like a mix of two people i know in real life, and there's one other person. We're all wondering how the heck we got in here, and all the while someone's trying to get in so im putting all my weight against the door to keep it shut, and the lock isn't working correctly or something. The bathroom's a lot more roomy than real life and there's some weird stuff everywhere. Above the door there's some skin lotion or hair gel or something called Gauld lotion/gel or something like that. On top of the lotion/gel theres a bottle of tequila . So anyways, im jamming the door and someone helps me out, but after a while we realize the guys outside have stopped trying to get in and are sealing us inside instead using furniture and stuff. So we're like god damn we gotta get out of here, we're shut in and just standing there in the enlarged bathtub trying to find an escape route. I point out that theres a window we might be able to get out through, but for some reason we forget about it. Then, like in the Freddy Krueger movies, for some reason everyone thinks that if they fall asleep, they're as good as dead. I'm asking my 'friend'/assistant if he thinks he can stay awake all night, and he just casually says yeah i guess so. After a while, one of the guys is COMPLETELY freaking out, so he yells that he's getting out of here and he somehow opens the door and runs out. Im saying God Damnit... and i run out to get him. He's collapsed on the ground from being so tired, no one else is around and i drag him back in and wake him up. A couple moments pass, and suddenly, totally out of nowhere, my old school bus driver appears. I'm just thinking What the heck? and I ask him how the hell he got in here. He just mumbles and hesitates, and changes the subject by saying: "Hey, a bottle of tequila". But at the same time, i start noticing that he is slowly opening the door. I tell him not to change the subject and ask him once again how he got here. He just points towards the lotion/gel and picks it up, saying that he loves this type of gel, while he sniffs the lotion and starts grabbing the doorknob. One of the guys with me realizes something is wrong because he always said he hated that type of gel/lotion, and that that must not be really him. The bus driver vanishes. So i start talking to my friend about how just because some people look like a certain person doesn't mean that's really them, and that i knew that wasn't him because he never answered when i asked him how he got here. After a while, im just discussing how we can escape with my friend, and suddenly everyone runs out in a scramble, saying this is the only chance to escape. So my friend asks me if we should go, and i tell him it might be a trap so we decide to wait about ten minutes. After ten minutes, i say aw what the hell this might be our only chance, and run out with my friend. A guy passes in front of us, but just ignores us. Suddenly no one is hostile at all, and i can walk around in front of everyone and they dont mind. I look around and walk into what's really my brother's room. I see a guy in there on the computer, with head phones and long dark hair. I start talking to him and he explains how he's like been doing this for years, trying to improve people's lives and that he's just known as the 'Reaper' and he wants people to appreciate their lives (see the movie Saw). So i feel really understanding and thankful, and I ask why he kidnapped certain guy for this, since that guy was always generous and everything. He just says something about how that guy needed to open up, and i ask him if i get some sort of reward for escaping. He hands me like a bag with a hundred gold and silver coins which look like those cheap edible ones, saying its part of his huge inheritance. So i go into the garage, and someone in there just says, 'Well it took you long enough...', no ones shocked at all that we were kidnapped. Anyways, i realize that i dont know where i left the cash the guy gave me, so i go back into the room and don't see it anywhere. I decide to just leave. Near the end of the dream, i see the actor Bill Murray smoking a joint and looking at the sunset on railroad tracks. Not sure if thats supposed to be me or not , and i realize that the cash i lost is in the mail. I see my friend in the distance in a car waving his cash at me. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#7: Two two second dreams Shortest one: Im in my room at night and I'm running away from someone/something but i have no clue why, it's a mix of real life and a video game or something. It's kinda repetitive though since the room is pretty small. There's a timer and a map i see, and i have to 'survive' for 5 minutes. After a while, we go into 'blindfold' mode and we can't see ANYTHING. A couple minutes later, we decide that the mode sucks and we somehow switch back to 'normal'. End of dream. Other one: Im IN the game world of warcraft, in a group with two others, one of which is someone i know. After a while, i lean over a cliff and fall off. I land on the ground, completely unscratched, and make my way back up through a ramp. After, im not sure what happens but i somehow get a fishing pole, and SOMEHOW i use it and it ends up hooking/killing george bush. I end up at his funeral and they're passing around his 'coffin' and i start shooting it for no reason. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#8: Nightmare on Elm Street sequel I start out in some house, in front of a TV, talking to some guy whos behind the TV. Weird stuff has been happening and people have been dying mysteriously, and people are starting to think it's like Freddy Krueger from the Nightmare on Elm Street movies, killing people in their dreams. There's been a lot of strange happenings, like at that moment when i'm talking to the guy, i see a pale dead face appear on the TV screen, with eyes removed, and suddenly it starts bleeding from the eyes. I walk down a corridor and into a room where a kid is half dying. They need some stuff to help cure him, four oranges and some things with powder in them, so they send me out to go out. I get in a cab and a guy pays the cab driver 60 bucks to take me where i want. Except, once im in the cab, I suddenly already have all the things I was going to get for the kid. The driver starts driving around in circles, when i actually really want to just get out and go back to the house, but i dont tell him to stop or anything. Eventually, i get back and theres a bus where the house is. I go in, and go to the back and ask my friends what happened. They tell me the kid died. The bus starts driving off and they tell me that the teacher was so freaked out that he decided that the bus will drive non stop for two days till we get home, where we'll somehow be 'safe' from getting killed. But everyone's afraid of falling asleep because they think they'll die if they do and they think staying in the bus is suicide, but i tell them that if we're all in the bus we can wake each other up when we fall asleep and stay awake for the two days, and that we're fine. The bus starts driving off. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#9: Chinese Revolution Im in china, and I'm some leader/emperor/general and i have a small army with me as we approach a village. As we arrive, we start realizing something is weird, and we realize too late that we're about to be ambushed. We're completely outnumbered and tons of soldiers come out from all directions and slaughter us. Somehow, I go back in time or something and end up back at the moment before i entered the village. This time i know we're going to get ambushed. I see something gleaming in the distance, and tell my men to fortify themselves in the few huts in the village. Me, a friend, and some royal family member go in the largest house with 5 soldiers. There's a barricade in the middle of the room. There's two front guards to the left and right of the barricade, and one extra guard behind the two on the right side. My friend, the royal person and I take cover behind the barricade. Swarms of enemy soldiers run in, and slaughter the 5 guards. I stand up to fight, get hit by two arrows, fall down and im trying to somehow 'exit' and see myself getting stabbed by a soldier with a sword. End Of Dream. #10: Future I'm in the future on some planet, except there's nothing really futuristic about it. There are two empires, each of them have two planets. One of the planets is a 'war' planet and the other is a 'peace' planet. Im on one empire's peace planet. The planet gets invaded, and I escape to the other empire's peace planet, which is extremely dangerous because on the planet i can be easily recognized and captured. I go in some house, and hear someone coming in. I manouever around the house, hiding and listening to the footsteps to know where the person is. I end up outside, at some fence. Somewhere along the way, some japanese girl followed me and i dont understand a word she's saying. I scale the fence, and she pretty much just jumps over it in one leap, even though the fence is extremely high. We end up outside somewhere and im trying to figure out how we can get cash without being discovered. That's about all i can remember...

[Wildman]

#11: Boxing match I'm at some boxing match or something, might be a boxing match for the show Contender, except i never really see anything from my view, i see more of a general view of everything. The first boxer is announced, and steps in. Then, as they announce the blue corner or something, they keep announcing random things. They announce some actors and stuff who step in, but never the boxer. After a while im starting to get impatient and they announce the actor Steven Seagal. He steps out and i'm starting to wonder what the hecks going on, and I can't remember much after that. End of Dream. #12: ????? I'm in theater class and totally randomly, the theater teacher decides to start an LOTR play and cast me as sam even though i look NOTHING like he should. I ask him if he has the first page of the script because i never received it, and he gets all pissed off saying that he gave one page to EVERYONE and if i lost it then its too bad and i'll never get another one. We eventually walk away to another room to rehearse while the teacher just stands there, and i'm asking around for the pages of the script. <Huge blank here> Not sure if this is another dream or not, but i end up in a totally different place, on top of a submarine (That never goes underwater....) with two others. We're heading away from some floating city, but we eventually crash and the submarine needs to be fixed. We somehow gather some materials from a bunch of rocks, and fix the submarine. We start driving back to the city, but stop for some reason and get off for minor repairs or something. Suddenly, i see the submarine driving away without me. I start yelling at the two people on it, but they keep driving. I jump in the water and start swimming at an insane speed, but eventually a boat comes back to go get me... Apparently the submarine driving away was just a practical joke. We eventually end up the harbor town and i just mess around there for a while. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#13: Battlefield 2 I'm pretty much in the game battlefield 2, and i'm some commander or general or captain or something with a squad of like 6 people against the US 'team', one of which is a friend of mine and my 2nd in command. So at first i'm alone, get in a tank and drive to some US outpost, shoot down a couple people, claim the outpost for the middle eastern coalition. Suddenly, my squad appears behind me and i tell them that we're going for the enemy's stronghold. I order them to follow my lead closely, and do exactly as i do. We navigate through some sort of forest, I take cover behind the trees to avoid being seen and my soldiers do the same. Eventually, my soldiers wait behind the last tree, and i charge towards the outpost. The 5 or so enemy soldiers are all facing the other way in a prone position, but they notice me so they start to get up and turn around, but my soldiers are already swarming them and they all get shot and we claim victory. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#14: Too much comp games.. I'm in what seems to be a mix of battlefield 2 and world of warcraft, and i start on some really high platform in a deserted mountainlike area. I have to go to an elevated platform somewhere, so i transform into some bird and fly over there. The platform is tiny and i can barely stand on it, so i'm near the edge of falling. Suddenly, i hear a helicopter above me, my vision turns red and i have a 'lock' on it and shoot missiles at it. It flies off. *Blank here* i end up at my house, my parents wanting to see a movie. But eventually we decide it's too late to go to a movie. End of dream. #15: Lecture I'm at some sort of class presentation or lecture or whatever, and we're all divided in different groups to recite stuff on i dont know what. Im with an old friend of mine and another person, and we go up to do our part. Suddenly, my friend asks me to say his part because he didn't memorize it all the way. I start telling him that it's his part so he has to have learned it, how am i supposed to know his thing. Eventually, i accept and start reciting his thing, but after a couple seconds i get pissed off, can't remember anything else of his presentation, and tell him to do it himself and he finally accepts. The next group comes up, and they're two of my old friends who aren't even supposed to be at the presentation but they got invited by the teacher because she thought it would be 'fun' if they did some extra work. So they present their thing and it's all planned out, there's some good comedy and a video and everything and everyone's wondering how they did that overnight. Pretty much all i can remember. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#16: Matrix massacre Really short messed up dream... I have a general view of the three characters from the movie the Matrix Reloaded/Revolutions, Trinity, Neo and Link. I'm not sure if i was supposed to be Neo or not. Either way, Trinity gets close to Neo and he strangles her, then he tosses a knife at Link and it pretty much goes straight through his eye... As a sidenote, during the whole dream i kept hearing a whisper saying "RC RC" but i ignored it . End of dream. Couple flashes of dreams: One of them I was at some charity fair for the middle east or whatever. I walked around for a while looking at different things and eventually came upon a table with 5 or so children from Iraq lined up around. A couple of people started giving them food and they were really happy and wondering why we they were being given things, I had a bunch of carrots on me for no apparent reason so i gave most of them to the kids. Can't remember anything after that. I'm in an identical version of my house except for the fact that outside at the end of the road there's a huge mountain. I go up to the mountain to complete some 'quest' only to find out that i'm missing some random item, an eye of something. I go to my room, and find a red, crystallized eye thing. The eye is partially 'alive', it has a pupil and it sometimes moves, opens or closes. As some people pass by, i hide it and eventually go to the mountain and throw the eye in some pool or whatever, then i can't remember what happens. #17: Fishing I'm fishing on the shore, nearly in the water with somebody who's teaching me all the old secrets of fishing. He shows me different angles to cast with, etc. After a while, i start catching stuff and seeing my 'skill' go up. At one part, i catch some "deer meat" (???) and asks the guy if he wants it. He says to always give him the deer meat, that's the only thing he wants. I gladly give it to him, saying it's the least i can do for him teaching me all the stuff. But before i can give it, he walks off to some bus on the beach for no reason. I catch up to him, and ask him once again before he gets on the bus if he wants it. He says yes, takes it, and walks away from the bus and back to the shore. As we get back, night suddenly falls and he says that we have to stop fishing for the day. Somehow, though, an underwater platform gets set up in the middle of the ocean and we stand on it and are pretty much floating in the water. Attached to the platform is some sort of lighting so we can keep fishing. At one point in the dream, my brother arrives and he has to build some sort of tile wall, but suddenly, he places a part of his wall on seaweed and everything pauses, and a message pops up saying "NEVER place a wall on seaweed", and a gigantic shark arrives and eats him. The fisherman and i pretty much ignore it, and keep on fishing. After a while, the sun starts rising but it's even harder to see. Suddenly, something is biting on my hook. I try to pull it in but it's stronger than me, and i see the HUGE shark is hooked. It comes right at me, and the fisherman and i start trying to swim away, telling everyone around to run, but we eventually all get eaten. I somehow get revived and parachute into a city. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#18: ? I start out in some place, all green and there's a river in front of me and a couple of buildings around. I somehow end up in the river, and the current pushes me down. It's going faster and faster, and i get launched up into the air above the ocean. I go up to an insane height, doing tricks and things in the air. I got tossed so far up that i land on a dirt path on land, in front of two surfer guys. They tell me that was insane and awesome, and tell me i'm a great surfer (even though i have no surfing experience at all in the dream or in real life) and they take me to their house, which is more like a one room shack. There's cupboards EVERYWHERE, and they're asking me if i want to join their 'group' of surfers. They explain they have a monthly fee of $5, but in exchange i get 50 burgers a month.. Thinking that i'll get tired of eating burgers really fast, i tell them no. Suddenly, a friend of mine appears and he's telling me that im insane because 50 burgers for 5 bucks is a great deal. After a while, i finally accept to join them, they give me a surfboard or something, and we walk on a highway into a tunnel. In the tunnel, we just stand there back to the wall and talk for a while. Eventually, they decide that we're gonna go surfing. We go down to the beach, and stop at some ruins of an old building, where we sit down and get ready. Suddenly, i realize i don't have my surfboard with me, so i tell them im going to go check if it's in the tunnel. I get to the tunnel and there's nothing. I go back, and the surfers tell me to check the cupboards in their house. I go to the house, open lots of cupboards and eventually find one full of strange exotic artifacts and small statues. Even though the statues are very small, i decide to 'open' them somehow to see if my surfboard is hidden inside, even though a surfboard could NEVER fit inside one. I look through all the statues and eventually stop, but never find my surfboard. End of dream.

[Wildman]

#19: Run! I'm not sure if this is one or two dreams. I start out underwater, in a submerged cave, there are 8 caves in columns of 4, with a sort of ravine in between like this: o o o o o o o o A bunch of other people are with me, each in a different cave. Even though we're underwater, we can breathe perfectly. My vision is perfectly clear and I'm not floating up or anything. After a while, most of the people are meeting around in the middle and we realize that we need food. We start scavenging in some of the caves, and find some things to eat. After a while, one of the people takes a bite out of some meat that was diseased before i can warn him not to eat it, and he becomes 'diseased'. He swims off to some cave where he isolates himself. After a while, the rest of us decide that we need to gather all the food that's left and store it to survive as long as we can. We search every cave at least three times and get all the food there is to get. <Huge blank here, now im not sure if this is another dream or part of this one> I end up on a beach, in Africa. Everything's going fine, and suddenly people are starting to panic and scream. I ask whats going on, and find out that a HUGE tsunami is coming in a few minutes. I have a flash of a computer screen where i saw a prediction of a tsunami coming, and decide that I'm not going to give up that easily and start running as far from the beach as possible. I go up some stairs and see the father of one of my old friends, who acts really hostile at first, saying we're going to die and that no one is persistent enough to survive this. After I argue with him, he tells me that if I want to survive this I can never give up and that I have to keep running and stay with him. We start running up some stairs, across a bridge into some small building. He points to a... bathroom stall and tells me that's the only place we can be safe. I go into a stall, lock the door. The stall is EXTREMELY cramped, i can barely move, and there's no toilet... *Blank here* I end up outside, alone, apparently the tsunami hasn't hit yet. I suddenly have a grappling hook and a jetpack i can use at will. I start running at insane impossible speeds. I go over hills, jump over ravines and go through different areas, all along the coast. After a while, I end up in the USA even though i was in Africa and never crossed an ocean. Apparently, im safe, can't remember much after that. End of dream.

[Wildman]

Well i've been in france for 5 weeks and it's almost over. I've had a good amount of dreams but lost a lot of them, i didn't have anything to write them down and forgot some. EIther way, here's a few a remember, more to come. 20: Rock climbing..? I start out in some strange dome, in the middle of a city. I'm there with two people, friends I guess. Apparently it's some rock climbing center. We end up either walking or on some small cart thing, and we go through a tunnel with a guide. We pass by complicated rock climbing courses with a bunch of people on them, and end up in a HUGE room, with a wall that must be a couple miles high. <Blank here> I end up near the middle of the wall with the two others, and at some point one of us finds some abandoned cat and we decide to take it with us. After a while, we decide to go back down. There's some sort of lift contraption to bring us back down, like one of the ski lifts. All three of us sit down on it, and it starts going down at an INSANE speed. We're going so fast everything is blurred but I'm not too scared. After a while, we end up back at the starting dome, and realize we left the cat somewhere over there. We go back to the huge room and I can't remember anything after that... While typing that I just remembered part of another one so here goes... 21: Airport So I'm going to take the plane back to the USA from France. I end up at some booth where I have to pay for the tickets, but they won't accept dollars so I end up having to convert them to Euros. I end up with a huge mess of bills, trying to get the right combination to pay my ticket which is like 180 Euros. I'm watching out because I don't want to get my cash stolen and it's all over the place. Suddenly two people start running off with my money. I run after them, catch one and get my cash back, then start sprinting after the other. He vanishes in a parking lot. I start looking around and find his car. Suddenly, two other people are with me and we all get in the car with the robber in it and start interrogating him. He says he never touched my money but i start searching the car and find the money hidden in a seat. End of dream. 22: I'm in a plane.... again. After a while, the plane still hasn't taken off. There's an announcement that some people are still missing because there was a shootout or a robbery or something somewhere and that they were involved in it. I end up getting off the plane and start walking around in the night. I end up at a store that's half in flames, but there's a bunch of criminals in it. Before i realize they're robbing it, I go in the store. One of them spots me and starts shooting. I run off, trying to slow him down and avoid him, tossing a bunch of stuff at him. We end up outside of the store. He shoots and runs out of ammo, tosses a grenade at me, i toss it back, he tosses it back again, i toss it away and it blows up. He tosses a molotov cocktail or something of the sort at me and I run off to the police station. There, I tell some guy that the store's being robbed and all. They send some elite cop guy who's specially trained and everything, and i come with him. Strange part, he has as a partner... a Joker card from a card game (???? Well i played cards that day..). Anyways, he approaches the store from behind, but i go in front of him and see too late that a criminal is posted at a window in the distance. I get shot in the left shoulder and move back. The super cop goes on and leaves my sight. There's another cop next to me and my vision starts getting blurry and I'm stumbling around. The cop tells me I've been hit and that I'm going to fall into a coma soon for who knows how long and that i need to get to a hospital ASAP, but he stands there and does nothing. After a while I'm about to pass out and he tells me to try to imagine an object moving forward and backwards. I imagine some stick moving forward and back and my vision starts clearing. But after a while I guess I pass out anyways... End of dream. 23: Terrorist attack This one's pretty gruesome. I know there's more to the beginning of this dream but I don't remember it. All I can remember was that I was around the White House and it gets blown up by terrorist bombings. Anyways, I end up back where the White House was to celebrate it's reconstruction, it's completely repaired and renewed. They cut the ribbon and everyone's celebrating and happy. Suddenly, I see a spark or something in the house and i see fire coming and realize there are more bombs exploding inside. I start running/diving away from it and it explodes along with pretty much everyone around it. I'm running as fast as i can, there's a terrorist bomber/helicopter or something in the distance and every building I approach explodes and burns. I run off and somehow get a jetpack and start flying off toward the shore where I hope I'll be safe. At the shore, there's some lightning storm and I see my dad and another guy hiding under the docks to protect themselves. A bit further off from them is a corpse of some terrorist general or something with a gun in his hands. A terrorist arrives, grabs the gun, walks up to the two others, shoots them. He starts heading towards me and I start thinking that I have to prevent him from being able to see so that he can't aim the gun. I run at him and tackle him, covering his eyes. Eventually, I..... gouge his eyes out with my fingers and the dream ends. Nasty. Just remembered another one by writing that one so here goes... 24: Fahrenheit 451 I'm outside in a street with my mom and brother, and the entire neighborhood has caught fire (but it's not my real neighborhood). Houses are burning up, firefighters are scrambling everywhere. We end up standing in front of a building with a ladder leading up to the roof. Suddenly, my brother starts climbing up the ladder. The firefighters try to stop him and we yell at him to come back but he keeps going. One of the firefighters climbs the ladder and brings him back down, but he runs back to the ladder and climbs back up. Two firefighters start going up the ladder, but theres some problem and they're stuck near a window. There's an explosion at the window and a wave of flame comes out and they get fried. I'm thinking why my brother went up there, and i go around the flaming building to the back side. Through a window i see a room full of... liquor which hasnt caught fire yet, and suddenly my brother runs through a door with a bag in his hand. He runs off and gives the bag to the authorities or somebody. He had gone through some passage on the roof down to the bottom floor to get that bag that was full of something valuable to the government or something like that. That's it. End of dream. Well that's all for now, more to come.

[Wildman]

25: Anaconda I'm at my grandparent's house with my brother, and walk up to the pool and there's a large snake on a table nearby, hissing and curled around on itself. I back away to the other side of the pool. Some other relatives come by and i tell them to watch out for the snake. They just say it's not dangerous if you don't bother it. Eventually, I can't remember how but the snake isn't there anymore. I decide to go upstairs, and my brother's outside on the way there. He's near some bushes, and as he gets closer I hear hissing. It gets louder and louder, until he pretty much sticks his leg in the bushes and I hear hissing and biting noises. My brother looks in pain but 'sucks it up'. He comes out of the bushes with the snake hanging to his leg. He's saying something like: "God damn, I can't get it off!". Eventually, he rips the snake off his leg, slams it into the pool, and tosses a rock at it to make sure it's dead. End of dream.

[Wildman]

Couple flashes from last night.... At some point I was at my grandfather's house and pretended to be sick or something to go to some infirmary, don't know why. Something happened and I end up in a weird mad scientist's lab, à la castle wolfenstein and its like a first person shooter. I have this huge futuristic sort of hammer/drill thing that charges up and then releases its energy. I walk up to some scientist, he runs and tries to press some alarm. I knock him out with the hammer thing and 'load' the scene a couple of times to try to see the different things the weapon can do. That's about it..

[Wildman]

Well last night I did a WBTB and had the best/longest LD of the few I've had so far. I woke up in a space station and immediately knew I was dreaming. I walked out, and it was almost like i was in the game Half-life. A swarm of aliens moved towards me, and I shot most of them down before I ran out of ammo. One HUGE guy was left, in a sort of robotic suit, listening to his Ipod and just standing there. He starts walking towards me, and I have no ammo to shoot him with. So I say: "Well, it's just a dream anyways so do your worst." The guy tries to trip me, but he has NO strength whatsoever. While he's there trying to trip me, I hit him in the stomach with my knee and he vanishes instantly, I didn't even really feel my knee hitting him. Something happens and I end up in some bathroom, just standing there thinking I guess. My mom walks in and asks me what im doing. I turn around and in the mirror I see like, dead feet sticking out from the top of some shelf, just like in a morgue. I ask what the heck that is, and my mom just says it's an optical illusion or something with the reflection. I make it disappear from the reflection, and walk out. She tells me that people are sleeping so to watch out to not make too much noise. I end up walking somewhere at a high altitude in the ship, I look down and see another swarm of aliens some hundred feet down, and jump down and take them down with a rocket launcher. I know theres a missing detail here but i can't remember what it is, something to do with the last alien. Anyway, I decide to leave the space station. A river appears right in the middle of it and i surf off. I do some surfing tricks and then realize that I'm in third person view and it doesn't even look like me. Thinking that it's not really realistic, I decide to try to change to a first person view. At that point I woke up. I'm still not controlling my actions entirely but it's getting better.

[Wildman]

27: DOH! Not once did I do an RC through this whole thing :/ Had a dream this morning that I was on some website that had absolutely EVERYTHING about lucid dreaming and I went through some complex process to sign up for it. So after reading some huge text I went to some part of the website where they were explaining........ e=mc2. There was some sort of square grid with pictures of mona lisa in a couple spots and the rest were filled with shapes and stuff... It was some sort of animated movie and I felt like I understood it perfectly. Then the phone rang and it woke me up. End of dream.

[Wildman]

Was reading someone else's DJ and just remembered this from a while off... 28: The Hobbit For those of you who've read the hobbit, this happens in that one forest, Myrkwood I think its called. Anyways, it looks sorta like where i went camping the year I had this dream, and there's wooden tables everywhere. I can't remember if I'm alone or following someone, I think I was probably following someone. So anyway, I'm running from.. something behind me and jumping on each table as fast as I can. Eventually, the pitch black darkness around me fades and I'm running up some path, and I see Gandalf in front of me. There's people on bikes around him, and I'm supposed to follow him. Some guy on a bike is going past him, and Gandalf knocks the poor guy off the bike in a hilarious way, pretty much just throws him off, and hijacks the bike. PRICELESS moment. I'm still running after Gandalf but now he's on a bike so I can't keep up. Eventually I get to some place where a bunch of guys are blocking my way and piss me off. I can't remember what happens but they end up letting me pass. Except by this time Gandalf's way too far out for me to catch up. End of dream.

[Wildman]

Here's two things from last night. One of the dreams I was at my grandfather's house, and I went up to this tree and was trying to reach up to this high branch to grab some fruit or seed or something to eat. I tried jumping but couldn't grab it. Eventually, a sort of mini-hill appeared behind me and i stood on it and managed to get the thing. The other one I can only remember the end, it was pretty interesting because it was the first dream ever in which I had a sense of taste. I was coming back from somewhere and had decided to go eat at this like outdoor McDonalds (even though I hate McDonalds). When I was there, my mom was there with some woman who had a plate of spaghetti with her. My mom told me to taste the spaghetti, that it was a special Wheat-flavored spaghetti. The woman handed me a fork and some spaghetti, and I tasted it. It was kinda nasty but sort of good at the same time, it was like normal spaghetti with a sort of sweetness to it. After that I woke up.

[Wildman]

One from 2 days ago I remembered and two from last night: 28: Submarine warfare I can't remember this clearly at all but here goes. I'm in a game or something and I'm a russian soldier fighting against the US or some country. I'm on some dock with a couple other guys and we have a couple things here and there and a HUGE submarine. I decide to take it and start attacking the other base. They're undersupplied and can't compete with our weapons. After a while, I stop by our base. We received like a ton of food and supplies and stuff while the other team got almost nothing. Suddenly I get to choose if i want to become an admiral or not but I decide not to. I take my submarine back to the other base, but they start shooting at it with some rocket thing and it turns over and crashes into the enemy base and it's a huge mess. Can't remember much besides that. 29: Helicopter I'm in some extremely cold country, snow's everywhere and there's a couple cottages/houses here and there. Apparently my mom, my brother, and I are planning some trip to who knows where. My mom's in a helicopter that she's flying, and I ask her how cold it's gonna be where we're going. She tells me at least as cold as here, and asks me to start loading the helicopter with our stuff because we're going to be making several trips there and back to unload the stuff, which will be my job. My brother's nowhere to be seen. I get on board the helicopter, and we fly off. Suddenly we're like in France, and the helicopter is pretty much hovering on the highway alongside all the cars. At one part, we're at some place which is really narrow, there's 3 lanes and we're on the right one I think. A car in front of us starts braking as hard as it can. Expecting us to crash, I think to myself: "This isn't gonna be pretty..." Suddenly, the helicopter swerves to the left, where other cars are crashing into each other, and does a whole slalom between cars, avoiding an accident. Eventually, we get to our destination and I start walking off this mountain trail with all the stuff, walking at times and running at others. We go back and forth between destinations like this for a while and then I can't remember the rest... 30: Huge mess. This one's extremely unclear, especially the beginning. I start off somewhere in a sort of cave. I'm in some tournament where there's like ten teams competing against each other. My team is just my brother and I. At some point, I see a blue flag and grab it and claim it for France (apparently my team is France's). I start walking in some direction and I arrive at some huge red base with a red flag in the middle of it and like 20 people there. They head towards me and I run off, throwing grenades behind me to slow them down. I'm supposed to bring the blue flag to the red flag but I'm wondering how it'll be possible with that many guards. <blank point here> I end up in some house, trying to stay hidden because everyone's searching for me. I go outside through some back door, past some garden and I end up in some stagnant swamp place. My brother's there, and he's doing some 'challenge' where you have to jump on lilypads floating on the swamp and grab some floating locks or something before hitting the water. He tells me he's been stuck on the 2nd part of the challenge and he's tried and failed to do it 250 times. I decide to try the first part. I jump on two lilypads that are sticking out, and grab the floating lock just before losing my balance and falling in the swamp. When I get out, my mouth is FULL of nasty, thick green swamp 'water'. It has the nastiest taste ever. I start spitting it out, nearly gagging every time. It takes me around 5 times to get it all out. By this time my brother's gone, and I move on to the 2nd part of the challenge. The pattern is something like this in this poorly drawn schematic, o being lilypads, | being the shoreline, the two x's being the locks. | | o o x | o o x On my first try, I make the jump to the first two lilypads but then fall off, and get to spit out all the swamp water again. On the second try, I barely grab the locks in time then fall in and once again spit out all the water. And that's pretty much it. End of dream.

[Wildman]

Two dreams last night, but I've forgotten one. I know I could remember it if the right thing triggered the memory, but right now I have no clue what it could be. 31: This one was short or at least I can't remember much of it. I'm in some place which is white all around, but there's lots of buildings and things here and there. There are two other people with me, one is supposed to be Gothlark except i never see his face or anything since i have no idea what he looks like, the other is a random DV person, not identified. Gothlark's like flying around and stuff over the buildings, while the other guy and I are just like: "Man, he's lucky to be lucid...". Which doesn't make much sense, and i didnt do an RC . So anyways, I decide to try something, thinking that it's half as good as flying. This is the part that shows I've been WAY too much Max payne 2 lately... It has a glitch in it that allows you to jump at insane heights. In the dream, I start using that glitch and I'm jumping really high over buildings and stuff and i think the other guy eventually gets the trick and starts doing it too. That's pretty much all i can remember...

[Wildman]

Well i never got around to writing my dreams down yesterday, so here they are now. 32: I'm at my grandfather's house in france, and it's nighttime. I'm inside, about to go to sleep, when suddenly some guy I don't even know in RL appears and starts talking to me. I'm telling him he's taking a huge risk coming in here because he's supposed to be sleeping outside. He says that it doesn't matter since everyone's asleep, then my mom walks in. She's about to get pissed off but he makes up some weird excuse and rushes out. That's all I can remember from that one.. 33: Basketball game I'm on some basketball court, once again with the guy I don't even know. We're around there practicing for some upcoming game or something. Apparently the teams haven't really been made, but they're about to. Most of the people immediately put themselves on the same team. The guy asks me if I'll go on the communist team (I think it has to do with some inside joke among my friends) with him. Even though i'm not at ALL pro communist or anything, I agree. Anyways, we end up at the game, and its pretty much just us 2 on the team against the other team, which has definitely more than 5 people. I start out with the ball, and suddenly the whole other team starts rushing in on me, and they all jump on me . There ends up being a huge pile of people on me, but I hang on to the ball. I break out of the pile and go towards the basket. When i get there though, I suddenly have like no strength left, so i pass it to my teammate who makes it. I'm 100% sure there's more to this dream than that, but I can't remember it well enough to explain. So that's about it. 34: This one's really strange and unclear. I'm in some sort of huge mansion or whatever, and I'm like in some game with a couple elements from warcraft 3. I have some sword or something, and I run around, invisible. I sneak past enemies, kill some monster and claim the territory. I'm lurking around when I realize I can't turn invisible anymore. Suddenly, I see one of my relatives walking through some doorway, and she's pregnant. I somehow know that she's an enemy though. I start rushing at her, but she tells me to stop. She asks me if i can get her an aspirin because she's feeling horrible. I eventually agree, telling her that if she wasn't pregnant I would've attacked. I end up in my room, and I guess I've totally forgotten about the aspirin thing. After a while, my brother arrives, really pissed off. He tells me that I can't even go get him an aspirin without forgetting about it and doing something else (even though the aspirin wasn't even meant for him). He tells me that next time he'd better do things himself if he wants them to be done. End of dream. There's one or two from last night but I'm having trouble remembering them, if I remember more I might write them down.

[Wildman]

Still no LD but a cool night last night nonetheless. Four dreams, pretty detailed. Had the first dream I can remember where I actually see/remember well somebody's face. 35: Going medieval on your ass... I start out at my grandparents' house in France. Im standing near the front door, with a bunch of others around. We're all knights apparently, and each of us has a separate rank. The ranks go up from knight apprentice to the highest rank, and each rank has a separate set of armor. I'm the highest ranked one. We're all sitting and waiting around, in front of the bathroom. One guy steps out and I walk in. There's a mirror there and I see myself. I'm in gold plated armor and I might have had a helm but it didn't obstruct my view or anything. I take a leak and walk out, I think i leave my cloth belt behind. *Blank/warp* I end up at my old school, which has turned into pretty much a battlefield. I have a huge battle axe, and people around me are fighting. I see some girl fighting someone, and another guy comes to help her. He kills the person she was fighting, and she tells him he's pretty good for a new guy. She starts fighting someone else and I walk up to help her. I sling the axe over my shoulder, then slam the other guy with it and he goes down. She says something and then goes back to fighting. I start helping her, but I mess up my swing and miss completely. She comments on it and we start fighting again. That's about it for that dream... 36: The search for Bill Pullman's soul... Well lately I saw a movie with the actor Bill Pullman in it so that must've been why he was in this dream. I start out on some elevated, green land. There's a crowd around, and Bill Pullman is there. He's asking for people to help him cross the desert or something and to help him get his soul back or something like that. I agree to join him, along with about ten other people. We set out, and end up on an elevated dune. Apparently there will be 3 challenges that we'll have to make it through. As we're going down the dune, something starts arriving in the distance. We suddenly see that about 15 or so... goats... are rushing toward us. They're pretty big and it might not sound like much but it was pretty freaky in the dream, so Ii'm wondering if I'll survive this or not, thinking that I have to avoid getting rammed. I suddenly have a shotgun, and get ready to fire. (Note: In most dreams where I've had a gun, I already knew how to use it. However, in this one, it felt like I was unsure with one and had never used one, like in real life.) They get closer and closer, and I get ready to fire. The battle goes something like this. One goat rushes at me, I dash out of the way and shoot it and hit it right on. I see blood spattering on it, and suddenly another one arrives in front of me and hits me in the arm with its hoof. This REALLY felt painful. I get knocked to the ground, almost feeling like my arm is broken. I start getting back up and shoot another goat, and I think I get hit once again. I shoot another one, and the battle ends. I remember seeing some statistic saying that I killed 6 and a half (??) goats. Someone asks me how many I've killed and i tell him. Night falls, and we set up camp. I think my tent had a shower or something, and I think I took one. *Blank* I end up outside, on some street, with the rest of the people. Suddenly, the lights start to flicker and they all go out. Everyone crowds around, fearful. We're in a sort of diagonal line, and I'm about the third from the front. Some strange guy arrives, and everyone knows who he is and what's going to happen. He's some sort of soul stealer or something. He goes around, going face to face with everyone. He stares at you straight in the eyes, and if you show a slight sign of fear or flinch or something, he steals your soul. It goes something like that. Everyone is scared, he goes through the first people then comes to me. (Another note: I think this is one of the few dreams where I actually see/remember someones face). He had blue/grey eyes I think, and either black or red short hair. He starts looking at me, things get darker. I'm pretty freaked out but I don't move at all. He moves towards me a bit, I do nothing. Eventually, he moves on to the next person. I don't think anyone flinches. The rest of the dream is really fuzzy. I think the soul guy was supposed to be the 2nd challenge of three. I think I was in the third challenge and it was another fight and Pullman eventually got his soul back. End of dream. 37: Festival I'm at some sort of fair that's in an open field. I don't know what happens, but I end up in the finals of some contest/tournament with my class on my team. There's supposed to be a random challenge, and the one that gets picked is the hardest one, so we're expecting that winning is going to be very hard. The challenge is really hard to explain. Each person has to go up some ladder, then run past this moving carpet thing, into some tunnel. Once they're in there, they have to fight their way past a bunch of monsters and go kill this huge overlord mutant monster. Some teacher tells me I have to choose the order in which my class will go, since everyone goes one by one. I try to think of the most efficient order, and start telling people to go in. I can pretty much still remember the order. I can't remember much of what happens after this, at some point I go in and see the huge monster. I realize I can't defeat, and see that there are some items for sale but I don't have enough cash to buy them, and only with them can I defeat the monster. That's about it. 38: Soccer game I'm in some soccer game, playing against Hell's team... There's a couple people from my class on my team, one guy I know on the other team. The other team also has this HUGE guy that's like some demon or whatever. All I can remember are a couple plays to the game, mostly I was stopping them from scoring goals against us, forcing them to shoot above the goal. At some point in the dream, the other team is about to have a free kick or something, when a teammate asks if any one of us is right-handed. I tell him that I am and wake up. End of dream.

[Wildman]

Almost nothing last night, just a couple flashes is all I remember. I think I might have had a two second LD. All I can remember basically is being somewhere and this voice echoed/whispered "I think this might be a dream". I think I ended up doing an RC and woke up or something.

[Wildman]

Just a couple fragments from last night: One of them I was 'in' Venice, except it looked nothing like it. I was boarding some plane leaving Venice, and as I'm walking into the plane I hear my brother shouting from the ground to come back. I end up at the back of the plane, and I'm attached to the plane by some rope, and I'm being dragged by the plane as I try to ask my brother why I should stay here. I can't remember what he says, but I eventually end off of the plane and I'm pretty mad. I go into some room and that's about all I remember. I had one other one where I was in my car with my family and I think we accidentally hit some car or cut it off or something. We end up at my school, and we see the guy we hit coming, looking crazy and with some shotgun. For some reason, I get sent up to the library to get a dictionary and a book with french conjugation. There's an elevator but I don't take, and run as fast as I can up the stairs to the library. I ask the librarian if I can take the books, but she says that they're for use inside the library only. I go on the balcony to see what's happening down there, and the guy is outside his car with his shotgun. I'm not sure what happens, but he eventually leaves and I decide not to take the books and that's about it.