Thread: Queen Zukin's Dream Journal

i drank a lot of vodka before I went to sleep so this is probably why I had this dream...

just not a good day

I was so freaking thirsty. I kept downing water to no avail. I was apparently also doing rotations at the hospital, and my preceptor asked what was wrong with me. I told her that I had already drunken 31 bottles of water and was still thirsty. She decided to admit me to the hospital, where we conveniently already were. During my hospital stay, we find that I have not-just hospital acquired pneumonia, but also bacteremia and osteomyelitis. He says that we can't take care of the osteomyelitis right now (gee, thanks) but he will treat the bacteremia. (finals week dreams)

can you tell what i've been studying?

Hypertensive Urgency

I was on rounds when for some reason I decided to check my blood pressure. It was 247/40 mmHg. Jesus. A doctor came in and injected something into my arm. I asked him if it was labetolol. Yep - 2 mg/min. The doctor was super cute and was impressed by my knowledge of pharmacotherapy so I asked him out. He said yes. Hahahaha oh my god i can't wait for finals to be over it is infecting my dreams.

sacrificing myself to satan

I was going to visit a Holocaust memorial. It was not what I thought it would be.

The "memorial" was indoors and was structured like an escape room, in which you have to solve a puzzle to move on to the next room. This escape room was a series of 7 or more rooms one after the next, and they felt very...evil. Not a corny kind of evil either, the dream was legitimately disturbing.

I started out in the first room. There was a myriad of misplaced things scattered around the room. But they were scattered in a very symbolic way. If you've ever seen The Shining you'll know what I am talking about - there are these scenes where there are knives pointed at the characters' heads, like below.



The paint in the room was peeling. Someone had painted a string of human teeth onto the wall and there were mirrors everywhere. When I looked in the mirror, I saw behind me a portrait of a woman. Overlaying her face was a horizontal sword that was hanging from the ceiling. It was perfectly positioned under her nose, I think it was supposed to be representative of the hitler mustache. It was creepy.

In the corner of the room there was a chest of drawers. I opened the bottom drawer, the enter set of drawers fell backwards, and on top of me fell a string of intestines that immediately wrapped itself around me like a net. It was really difficult to come undone from.

I eventually made it into the next room, which was a greener (not in a good way). There was a TV mounted on the wall, and it showed what was going on in other rooms. In one of the rooms was a girl, and she was throwing up and eating her own vomit non-voluntarily. I was kind of weirded out by the entire thing now and watched as a new group of people came through to this room. They seemed like they had been here before and knew what they were doing. I watched as they lit themselves on fire in a furnace and died...and went on to the next room.

I wondered if this is what we had to do to get to the next room. I talked to my friend about it and we decided to try it. We had incenses that we were using to light the fire, but we quickly realized that catching yourself on fire is harder than it seems. An older guy I know then came into the room, kneeled down in front of the ashes, and started whispering an incantation. we joined him in kneeling. As he was whispering this incantation, a nun with a massive axe began walking around us. His incantation mentioned how to "transition" to the next room, but then he gently whispered to me, "don't do this." The nun with the axe, who was about to chop our heads off, slowly walked away.

What a weird fucking dream, it just felt so evil. I couldn't sleep after it and I was already so sleep deprived, too. Finals week, man.

May 3rd 2017

psychic dream

In my dream, Kestrel and I were driving down the highway at night when we saw a giant mushroom cloud appear on the horizon before us. Turns out, Russia had bombed us. We were taken in as slaves and forced to dance for the Russians. (psychic dream because when I told my apartment-mate about this dream, he told me that at like 2 am that night he was watching a show about russia bombing the country. interesting synchronicity).


May 4th 2017

OOHHH THE LEG PAIN

In real life my lower calves were hurting SO BADLY. I think I danced/hooped a bit too much because all night long they were hurting. They hurt even into the morning, when I finally gave up and took a naproxen, which helped with the pain. In my dream I was sitting at a desk and I couldn't sit still, because my legs hurt so much. Someone asked what was wrong with me and why I was so squirrely. I also had another dream that it rained chocolate candy in the parking lot and that was a nice dream.

another psychic dream? haha

In my dream last night, I was attending my friend's hoop class when she said she had to cancel, because someone drove a car into her house. The person who drove a car into her house told me she would have to cancel our plans for Saturday. Ironically, IRL I had plans Friday and Saturday with these two people and both of them canceled. I knew Saturday might not work out, but it was surprising that Friday's plans/class got canceled too because her children have diarrhea. Later in the dream, we were being chased by police or something.

havent been here in a while but school/rotations is over and i have more time now. but no recall from last night, besides something about orphans.

Had a night full of dreams last night

another scream dream

During the time I've been away from DV for the past month, I have developed a weird sleep paralysis thing RIP room mates. What normally happens is that something in the dream jumps out at me, I scream, but apparently I wake myself up screaming, but not all the way because I get locked in a weird sleep paralysis. I've been trying to make it so that I can exploit this into a method of getting into a lucid dream, but I usually FA. But hey it happens like once a week now so I have plenty of opportunities. >_>

I'm a hopeless romantic

OKAY - time for an introduction for a new character in my DJ. I always take names from characters from Dance Dance Revolution (it's where my username comes from, too!!). So this new guy's name is going to be Domi, because I thought it was a pretty sexy name and he is a pretty sexy dude so it is fitting. So, I was at a party with a bunch of people and Domi was there. I think we were at Kestrel's place, but it looked a bit different. Out of nowhere a bunch of kebab's appeared and we ate. And then we drank and all talked and I cuddled with Domi and it was wonderful.

sex...in a dungeon...in a castle...on a full moon

I belonged to a private school/SOMETHING in which we all lived in a castle. This castle had a dungeon that was accessed through the vent systems, but there was a ghost wolf that would sometimes appear in the hallways and if it saw you then you died. Well a bunch of us students decided that we should go have an orgy in the dungeon (naturally). During the orgy, one of the students realized that she was a werewolf and it was a full moon (I think it actually is a full moon tonight?!!!) and ran off into the distance. Upon learning that there was a werewolf in our presence, we all decided to go take cover somewhere where we wouldn't be found, which was strangely outside the castle on a big hill.

Repairs

Kestrel, me, and my dad were working on repairing an old dilapidated school. It was really in disrepair, and once he fell through the porch trying to fix it. I remember on our way walking back home, I realized I could jump-fly and thought maybe I must be dreaming.

Definitely haven't posted enough, but thought I'd share my dream from last night in which my boyfriend (Domi) became an all powerful wizard and shared his magic with me by teaching me to teleport using a chicken sandwich.

I've been having a lot of emotional dreams lately, but this one has been the worst.

I was at a party with some acquaintances, no one who I know really well. I find myself alone in a room with a guy I used to know, and he starts questioning me on boyfriend status and starts putting his hands on me playfully. I tell him to stop, I have a boyfriend, get the fuck away from me. He tells me to stop playing hard to get and knocks me down to the floor. I don't know what's wrong with this guy but suddenly he's on top of me. I'm not sure if he thinks this is a joke and I try to make it abundantly clear that I'm not playing. Suddenly he has his arms around my throat telling me to stop resisting him. I manage to get away and then he pulls me back by my ankle. I struggle with his strength against mine for a solid five minutes before I escape his grasp and run out of the room. People are asking me what is wrong why am I crying but I cannot speak. He gets away.

1. I was with Domi in a mall that I had visited before in a previous dream, but never in real life. We had snuck in after dark to do the kinky. While we were in a shop, we saw lights come on in another room. We stopped the kinky and listened...and heard moaning. The shop owner and his wife were doing the kinky, too! So we continued on.

2. I was in the hula hoop olympics. I only had one other contestant. Later I was in compounding lab when my professor hands me the rubic for how I will be graded during the Olympics. I continue compounding and forget about the Olympics.

Rough night...

strange man fragment

I was hanging out with a pile of people and they were all giving each other back massages. Out of no where this man comes up to me and says, "I'm going to ask you some personal details." He stood out so much from the rest of the dream I instantly became a little lucid and a red flag went off somewhere in my head and I told him to go away. Massage orgy ensues.

dark abyss

I was walking uphill in a forest with a bunch of other people, though I didn't really know them and we weren't walking together.

I found myself standing in front of a large lodge, where I knew I would be staying the next couple of days with these strangers. The building was white and consisted of probably 3 or so stories.

As the days go by, I am feeling weirder and weirder. When I go to sleep at night I have nightmares about things that aren't real and being trapped in darkness. When I wake up the uneasiness continues as I have persistent deja vus all day. I start feeling like things are less and less real because yesterday's exact same scenes & dialogues are unfolding out before me. I feel so unsettled by all of this.

Eventually I find myself walking up a staircase when I see two of my fellow campers talking with one another. I can guess what they are going to say before they say it because I have seen it all before. The uneasiness mounts and I find myself falling into a dark abyss.

I run and run but there is no escape. I see shadow figures walking towards me and I know they aren't real because nothing's real but I can't help but be afraid anyways. I wake up screaming.

I also have a vague memory of waking up finding myself just standing there in my apartment before realizing if I'm going to be sleepwalking I at least should put on some clothes...but it may have just been a dream.

Lost in Space

I was standing on the lawn of my college when I looked up into the sky and saw a formation of strange looking stars. This oddity caused me to become lucid, and I decided to investigate what these star things were.

As I flew closer, I realized they weren't stars at all BUT A PORTAL INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE GALAXY!!

I flew through the portal and immediately found myself floating right next to a big rusty old satellite. This steampunk satellite had skyscrapers growing from it from all angles and it looked like a seashell of skyscapers. I landed on it and looked towards the universe. There were smears of pink and blue and purple among hundreds of thousands of stars. Next to me was a GIANT planet. What I was seeing was so amazing that I decided I needed to share it with those I loved.

I summoned some people that I love, including Domi. We sat together in a glass room I built and watched the wonders of the universe around us. We talked and embraced and shared stories. Occasionally the skyscraper satellite would go floating by. It was so beautiful and I woke up in such a good mood.

The Hunt

I was outside of a shop downtown when a homeless woman stole my purse. I took it back from her, but apparently I made the wrong choice because she was involved with the mafia.

6 mafia guys came out of nowhere, along with their head honcho. The head honcho told me that he was going to kill me. He told me that he was going to hunt me down, but I could hire people around me to try to kill him first before he got to me. So I did.

The dream was spent flipping between mine and the mafia guy's perspective, with me running everywhere trying to change my location, and him being stabbed in the leg by one of my men whilst enjoying a canoe ride (I don't know how that happened).

I woke up before anyone ever died.

Maybe the strangest dream I've ever dreamed

I was eating dinner in China with my family at a restaurant. I decided I need to use the bathroom, so I find the toilets. I notice that in the toilet there are fish swimming around! I find this absolutely fascinating, so I investigate all the toilets and they turn into fishbowls. I realize that we have been peeing into fishbowls the entire time! I think how weird living in China must be.

I go back out to the restaurant, and see that the family is already waiting for me at the door so they can leave.

Later in the dream, I am sitting by a lake with my dad. Suddenly there are two gorillas fighting next to us. We decide it's a good time to leave and get on our paddle boat and paddle away. And as we are paddling, we notice there are also albino tigers swimming next to us. We hope they don't eat us. We paddle our boats into the city, as the streets are flooded with water.

Out of no where I discover that my friend Anna has been abducted into wonderland. I was really fucking distraught about this. she was ABDUCTED and being held hostage IN WONDERLAND.

There is a part of the dream where I am with my dad looking for Anna. We enter into a park, via a tunnel that goes through a very tiny rock, and we looked for her in that park. We find a well that leads down to a bar full of dwarves. We decide Anna probably isn't there.

In a later part of the dream I am with my friends looking for Anna still. We approach a house, whose LITERAL queen was a dryer that was out of control. It is shaking the house so violently that all of the other household appliances are afraid of it. We approach the dryer queen and we are too afraid of her and her violence, but we decide Anna is probably not there.

I decide to recruit Kestrel on my hunt for Anna and we go into wonderland. We were walking through someone's closet, and into their bedroom. Every thing is wack. The computer on the desk comes alive and starts talking to me, and it tells me to start moaning sexily. i am like...fuck yeah kinky computer. So I moan. It tells me to moan again and of course I do it. I am getting really into this moaning now, when a bunch of dicks come "poking" out from under the darkness of the bed, where Kestrel is currently looking for our friend Anna.

Kestrel gives me a look like would you stop it please??

Heart Attack

I was doing a rotation at a hospital when suddenly one of the patients standing in line told me she thought she was having a heart attack. She described her symptoms and we took her out of the line and had her sit down. I talked with my team about what to do with her, because our hospital apparently was severely under-equipped and didn't have any way to treat or diagnose her.

You're great but...

I was at a clothing store when I started talking to a guy. We discovered we had a lot in common and we spent a lot of time together in the dream. I think the reason I liked him so much was because he reminded me of my current boyfriend. And on that note I realized I should tell him that I couldn't be romantically interested in him because of my current relationship. He seemed a little upset at first, but then I introduced him to a friend of mine and they got along very well instantly and went on their merry way. I walk around the mall aimlessly.

Witches

I don't remember much from this dream except that there were evil witches in a corn field. They liked to possess people. I guess they couldn't have been too evil though because I befriended them at one point, though I'm not sure what shenanigans we got into.

Parking Garage

I parked my car in a parking garage. Riveting, I know.

hula hooping to class

I was really late...4 hours late...for class so I was running there, but I was also hula hooping while flying. And to make my late situation worse I kept running into outdoor concerts on my way there, so I had to keep dancing but while flying. It was fun. But I never made it to class.

I've been having weird dreams recently:

-yesterday: I was at a school when suddenly flaming, glowing, killer goats began attacking everyone.

-today: I was caught in Uganda with a pound of drugs. The police were searching through my stuff and I was in huge trouble. I was so relieved to wake up from that...

I had a crazy dream last night that I was driving along the road at my parents house when I side swept a car. I got out of the car and realized I was dead. I was suddenly attracted to a hotel on the side of the road. And in the hotel there were dead people. These people still looked the way they did when they died, some had nails in their head or arms missing, etc. They told me it was safe here at the hotel but I needed to find my sister. So I went out into the limbo to find my sister and walked into a literal ghost town. In the center of this town there was a well, and voices came from it. The voices called themselves, "the Sisters of Quell" and they would try to sell you on a wish, but you would never receive your wish, instead your soul would die. I tried to find my sister at the edge of town but evil wild boars appeared.

I dreamed I was playing a video game and accidentally fell into a deep cave and met the boss of the game, who was a giant octopus. I was totally unprepared, no armor no weapons or anything. I decided I had to do what I had to do - have sex with the octopus. I still died. It was good, at least.

I'M BACK!!!

After a very long hiatus not posting due to grad-school, not having internet (ugh I know), and other various life stressers, I have resumed in the pursuit of lucid dreaming. I had a conversation with a friend the other night that made me realize how valuable lucid dreaming has been to my life and how much potential there is to find myself in the unknown. I also feel strangely called back to it...like...something is waiting out there...

Last night I found a journal that I hadn't touched in years (and had never written in) that I decided to use as my new physical dream journal. Upon opening it, stuck in the pocket was a photocopied page from the Russian Dreamhackers book from at least 5 years ago that was mentioning finding entities in your dreams...talk about holy mother of synchronicity.

Once I can get a large posterboard I will be starting up my dream cartography again. Something is calling...

Last nights dreams

Dream 1: Show me your energy

I was at a tavern - lucid though I don't remember how. I was sitting at a wooden table that was high off the ground. I think the conversation was important, and I should have been paying more attention, but I was in awe at everyone around me. I remembered having read something online awhile back that said that every person you saw in a dream was someone you have seen in real life, even just in passing. I thought about that as I scanned the faces of everyone around me, and they were surprisingly stable - especially the man sitting in front of me. He had curly brown hair, stubble, and seemed to be the one leading the conversation.

For whatever reason, I got the idea to try the Casteneda technique (probably as the photocopied page I found last night also mentioned Casteneda) of pointing at someone with your finger and shouting "Show me your energy!" I have tried it years ago and usually dream characters just looked at me funny and walked away. But this time, upon shouting it to the character next to me, he inflated 10 times his size into a giant ogre. I woke up.

Dream 2: brief party

A friend of mine was having a party, but it was at a stranger's house - and the stranger wasn't home. It turned out to be a pretty brief party as the host was spooked that they would come home at any second. It took us a while to clean up, especially since I kept forgetting where I had left all my belongings.

Dream 1: lunch break gone wrong

I'm working at a pharmacy inside of a church and decide to take my lunch break early. I walk down to a Mexican restaurant and decide to get take out. I order a chicken quesadilla. I take a seat and wake for my food, but its seeming like hours. I wait there (literally) all day until it is dinner time and my food never arrives. I decide to go back my workplace.

However, upon arriving, I find that it has burnt down. Half of it is just ashes. It turns into my parents home and I decide to stay there for the night.

An old friend of mine, who was significant enough probably to have his own code name in my journal, is hanging out with me. He keeps trying to kiss me but I tell him I have a boyfriend!

I hear a TV in the other room turn itself on....I walk into that room and the news is playing, actually showing the footage of the building burning down. Suddenly, from out the window, there are very bright car lights beaming into my eyes. There's a car parked outside the house, with their brights on...staring...watching. Seriously creeped out, I stay close to my friend.

Dream 1.5: U-haul planes

Not sure if this was its own separate dream or just a branch off of the other dream.

My parents are in the process of moving out. Instead of renting a truck to move their stuff and driving it to the new house, they are renting a truck and then putting the truck on the plane. Very inefficient.

Queen zukin⚘

I just made two posts in this thread

↘️↘️↘️

https://www.dreamviews.com/dv-academ...ml#post2229250

↗️↗️↗️

Then came back to dv front page and found your dream.
Your dream feels significant to my posts. ⚘

Originally Posted by Queen Zukin

Dream 1: lunch break gone wrong

I'm working at a pharmacy inside of a church and decide to take my lunch break early. I walk down to a Mexican restaurant and decide to get take out. I order a chicken quesadilla. I take a seat and wake for my food, but its seeming like hours. I wait there (literally) all day until it is dinner time and my food never arrives. I decide to go back my workplace.

However, upon arriving, I find that it has burnt down. Half of it is just ashes. It turns into my parents home and I decide to stay there for the night.

An old friend of mine, who was significant enough probably to have his own code name in my journal, is hanging out with me. He keeps trying to kiss me but I tell him I have a boyfriend!

I hear a TV in the other room turn itself on....I walk into that room and the news is playing, actually showing the footage of the building burning down. Suddenly, from out the window, there are very bright car lights beaming into my eyes. There's a car parked outside the house, with their brights on...staring...watching. Seriously creeped out, I stay close to my friend.

Dream 1.5: U-haul planes

Not sure if this was its own separate dream or just a branch off of the other dream.

My parents are in the process of moving out. Instead of renting a truck to move their stuff and driving it to the new house, they are renting a truck and then putting the truck on the plane. Very inefficient.

Originally Posted by EbbTide000

Queen zukin⚘

I just made two posts in this thread

↘️↘️↘️

https://www.dreamviews.com/dv-academ...ml#post2229250

↗️↗️↗️

Then came back to dv front page and found your dream.
Your dream feels significant to my posts. ⚘

PM me.

Dream 1: Tidal Wave

Kestrel's parents invite me up to their cabin, which is on a large body of water. This body of water is normally very calm and it's a beautiful sight to see. However today, when I arrive, I am taken aback by a massive tidal wave that is forming on the horizon. Even though their house sits about half a mile back from the water (on a hill, so you can see the water beautifully), the force of the tidal wave brings the water up to the edge of the cabin.

More tidal waves keep forming on the horizon. I am stunned by them, because they are so much slower than I thought they would ever be, and holy fuck they are massive.

Kestrel's parents say that I can only stay for several hours because they are having a large formal gathering. I forget to tell them I haven't made any arrangements for my way back home.

Dream 1a: False awakening #1

Apparently I had stayed the night in that house, as I false awakened from a stressful night's sleep trying to figure out where I was. I tried to turn on a light switch but nothing happened, so I did a reality check and found that I was dreaming.

Dream 1b: False awakening #2

I false awakened in the bedroom again. I woke up with the idea that Dom and his dad were going to meet me outside in the morning, so I checked my phone to see what time it was. My phone turned on with an error - saying that a virus was being downloaded. This was strange, so I did a reality check and found that I had 6 fingers.

99% of the time when I have false awakenings, it is dark and bleak and also mildly creepy. This was unfortunately also the case. I'm not a master at bringing light into dream scenes, so I decide to fly through the walls and to somewhere...less despairing.

I fly through several layers of dark house until I find myself flying outside in the night time air. It's really dark out here. There is a full moon above me.

I keep flying until I hear discordant music. It sounds like drumming. I look to my right and see a tiny festival happening below me. It looks as if it is a festival of walls or tiny rooms. There are just slabs of colorful walls, and then a large bonfire.

Intrigued, I fly over there and land where the bonfire is. I discover that this is actually not a festival of walls but rather a gathering of painters. They are painting to discordant drumming music. I dance.

Dream 1c: False awakening #3

I wake up again in the same bed, in the same bleak, dark room. I do a reality check to confirm that I'm still dreaming. In an effort to get out of there, I fly up through the ceiling but the room above me is still darkness. I fly up and up and up but nothing changes - darkness everywhere. I can feel every time I fly up through a new room because flying through the ceiling feels like passing through jello, and I am at least 5 or 6 floors up now.

I remember about the task of the month - to let yourself fall from an insane height and see what happens. I'm not sure the height I'm at would qualify as crazy high, but I am in some weird dark hellish void that won't let me escape and honestly I have nothing better to do so why tf not?

I stop flying upwards and let myself succumb to gravity. I don't feel myself falling through the individual floors, but I do fall for quite some time before falling back onto my bed (& still in total darkness..). The weird thing is that I definitely felt myself hit the bed the first time, but several seconds later I felt what can only be described as a warm G-force feeling all over sinking downwards into myself. I false awaken again.

Dream 1d: False awakening #4

Here I am again, in this dark void of a bedroom. I feel like I am desperate to illuminate my surroundings and my subconscious knows it.

I fly upwards again but still only darkness. I feel myself in some kind of ball pit, and I tell myself that for every ball I move, I will get just a little closer to the light.

It works. But only slowly. I was starting to wonder if it was just the claustrophobia of being in this ball pit, or if I was really suffocating in my bed sheets in real life. I finally move the last ball out of the way and find that the entire time I have been under a drain built into the side of a house.

I escape and lose lucidity at this point. In an effort to exert my freedom, I free a cage of mice and then go walk down to the beach.

Dream 2: something else

I'm standing in a field that slopes downward. I'm talking with some other people and walking around. We are examining old artifacts that were left behind probably from farmers from a hundred or so years ago. I suddenly remember a lucid dream that I had this night, that wasn't the one(s) above. It was supposedly a really good one. But upon awakening I tried and tried and couldn't remember wtf it was.