Ophelia's Book O' Fun

[OpheliaBlue]

12/28/04 Joy! Had another LD. Was another tornado dream (tornado=personal dream sign). So I was watching 3 tornados doing a square dance of sorts when I decided I better do a reality test which came out positive for lucidity. So I was like, "Woohoo, alright...been a while. Now what was it that I wanted to do next time I attain lucidity?!" So I thought and thought and thought....but I couldn't remember that I wanted to hook up with CT and *bleep*. Like *bleep* is such a hard *bleeping* thing to remember to want to do. This coming from a woman who hasn't *bleeped* in over a year. Anyway, I lost lucidty after a few minutes of really uncomfortable concentrating (I don't like using my brain too much if it can be avoided). But yay I'm happy that i finally LDed after such a long time.

[CT]

Bleeping will commence in approximately 30 hours.

[whoeverwearevox]

Way to go!!! I had an LD a couple nights ago *first one in two weeks* Christmas Vacation = SUPER LDING Vox

[Placebo]

I can see this dream journal becoming the only one to have a lower percentage of posts from its author, than the peeps replying to it. Maybe that should be turned off, for sanity's sake Anyway, congrats. I'm doing real bad lately, in both the LD and LD w/ bleeping dept.

[OpheliaBlue]

Getting back into the journal thing now that vacation is over and I'm temporarily out of work. Having trouble remembering my dreams this morning, even though I remember having an extensive dream. Perhaps I'll remember bits and pieces later. All I remember is some stupid HI of Harry Potter just before waking. Probably because I watched the 3rd movie yesterday. [edit]Remember some more: something about finding my son's shoes that were lost, and lending my brother some underwear. [/edit]

[OpheliaBlue]

Meeeeeh, the crazy false awakening within a false awakening (etc) where I THINK I'm masturbating, but I'm really asleep. Then I wake up and I'm all horny, so I think, "I'll masturbate now," but I fall back asleep before I can get my hands anywhere near where they need to be, and dream that I'm masturbating and before I climax, I wake up and again, my hands are no where near, etc etc. So annoying.

[Xisdence]

Didn't CT fix those sexual urges when he visited, or did you just develop a bigger appetite

[OpheliaBlue]

Originally posted by Xisdence Didn't CT fix those sexual urges when he visited, or did you just develop a bigger appetite Hehe BOTH!!!!!!!!! I had, like, 14 million mini-dreams last night. Let's see how many I can recount: 1. Underground bomb shelter thingy. 2. Making out with Shalom Harlow (I was a guy) 3. shaking hands/hooves with an over-ridden bull 4. sex with 2 different CT's (one was a large, one was an extra-large ) semi lucid 5. weird guy in the elevator that stole my baby stroller 6. other weird guy that used complex calculus equations to crack security codes (who ended up trapped in a giant aquarium) 7. guy being swallowed up in the middle seat of an airplane 8. 2 girl scouts came by collecting money for the Red Cross relief fund. I gave them a $20. (Which is weird because i was just about to send it anyway irl.) I'll add more details to some of them later.

[CT]

2 of me eh? fun

[OpheliaBlue]

This time I dreamt that I was back in time, in college. But I was the age I am now. Was so weird because I kept questioning all my old friends, "Do I look 30?". "Yeah, you do." "Then how come I'm back in college and all of you are 18-20?" "Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh......." Weird. So I was living in the dorms. And my friends appeared to be a mixture of people I knew in college AND high school. This one dude, Michael, was there. He was an old high school band mate. Anyway, in the dream, I started hitting on him, trying to get something going. And it worked. Then I remember looking out the window of one of our classes, and I could see a parkinglot where Mike's car was parked. Then suddenly this bright yellow jeep started doing wheelies and other tricks, and totally landed on Mike's car, smashing half of it. So for the whole dream, I'm trying to make this guy fix Mike's car before he sees it. And I have all this angst throughout the dream, becuause all our friends are like, "Well Lisa, since you two are an item now, YOU have to be the one to break it too him." By the end of the dream, when I had to show him his car, it was repaired. There was a bunch of other random junk too, but I'm too lazy to post it in detail: Broken elevator, and some drama with my clothes, and I got a haircut I think. My recall is improving thanks to this journal. Hopefully I'll be back up to my 2 LDs/week again soon.

[Lomebririon]

4. sex with 2 different CT's[/b] Then I wake up and I'm all horny, so I think, \"I'll masturbate now,\"[/b] I fall back asleep before I can get my hands anywhere near where they need to be, and dream that I'm masturbating[/b] I sense a common theme. I hope you get back to your 2 LDs a week soon. It's been a really long time since I've had even one.

[laracroft21]

wow your dreams seem very similar to mine. I have a recurring tornado theme too (I'm terrified of them). Also about being back in school, or marching band, broken elevators, some other things you mentioned that I'm too tired to remember.....of all the dreams i've looked at so far on here (and I haven't been on here long) yours are the closest to the kinds of things I dream about. Except the bleeping stuff, I don't get very lucky in my dreams! BTW, it's cool that you are willing to share dreams that are that *personal*.

[Mystical_Journey]

Sorry not to keep this in the context of the post , but i just noticed your name 4 the first time. Have you listend to Natalie Mechant's album called "Ophelia"? Its great!

[CT]

Originally posted by Lomebririon 4. sex with 2 different CT's Then I wake up and I'm all horny, so I think, \"I'll masturbate now,\"[/b] I fall back asleep before I can get my hands anywhere near where they need to be, and dream that I'm masturbating[/b] I sense a common theme. [/b] Um... Duh?

[OpheliaBlue]

Originally posted by Mystical_Journey Sorry not to keep this in the context of the post , but i just noticed your name 4 the first time. Have you listend to Natalie Mechant's album called \"Ophelia\"? Its great! No I haven't. I didn't even know she had one out called "Ophelia". I'll check it out though, thanks man. DISCLAIMER: Some not so nice junk to follow. We'll just call it Rated NC-17. Read at your own risk, I ain't editing shit. Had another heap of dreams last night. 1. guy trying to rape me in the college bathroom and the ejaculating booby 2. shunned by David McKee 3. other red-head dude who wanted to "blow" on me at the restaurant 4. para-sailing with Nikki and the red bean-bag 5. star-spangled banner chorus, "play ball!" and the "shhhhhh" joke 6. shopping for baby food (pasta) 7. Erick singing "Una furtiva lagrima" with new hair

[OpheliaBlue]

That's it. No more journal for me. I don't know what the deal is, but ever since I started this up again, my recal has improved, yes, but I see more clearly WHY my subconscious was working so hard before to block them all out! They're full of sexual perverts and exboyfriends (NOT necessarily mutually exclusive btw). I don't need a dream journal, I need a therapist. Gonna take a break from this until I've destroyed a few deamons. [edit]Disclaimer: same as before. Ok, I don't want to break my journal just yet. I'll add the only parts I can remember from last night: David McKee again, only this time we were "back together" again. No idea why. Highly emotional. And stupid. Then this girl just started getting ass-raped by this guy who was alot like that guy from the movie Monster, and I was about to turn into NOT THE GIRL (earlier today I thought that, but JUST now I REMEMBER RIGHT!!!!!!!) I was about to turn into the GUY!!!!!!!!! But I woke up just in time. Was so horrible. What is WRONG with me??? [/edit]

[laracroft21]

sorry to hear that. Good luck!

[OpheliaBlue]

Originally posted by laracroft21 *sorry to hear that. *Good luck! Thanks laracita! I decided to enter a tid bit from last night into my journal afterall (see edit). Guess I'm not a complete chicken afterall. Either that or I just have enough morbid curiosity to find out what kind of hell my brain will make up tonight! BTW tell wheelz to PM me back god damnit.

[CT]

good luck with happy dreams this night, darling!

[laracroft21]

BTW tell wheelz to PM me back god damnit.[/b] I will, he was supposed to come back from Cali today but he's staying another week! Having too much fun surfing and bleeping with Laura I guess..... :yumdumdoodledum:

[Lomebririon]

Sleep well my dear!

[CT]

Originally posted by Lomebririon Sleep well my dear! WHATS GOING ON HERE

[Mickeys_Elbow]

LMAO Get him CT!

[Lomebririon]

Originally posted by CT WHATS GOING ON HERE I'm stealin' yo woman! Whatcha gonna do about it huh?

[OpheliaBlue]

Uh oh. I'm staying out of this one. Disclaimer: same as before. Anyway, my dream last night was still pretty sexual in nature, but at least not scary or derranged. I was with a sorta-CT at his sorta-house with his sorta-family. We were trying to have sex on the livingroom floor in the middle of the night (for some reason that was the only place we could get any privacy), and then his dad walked through the room. CRAP!!! Was so frustrating. OH and CT had this, like, foot and a half long penis too. lol I'm so sick!! So anyway, his dad goes into the kitchen without saying a word, and starts making breakfast at like 4am. CT is on top of me, but stops moving, and just sorta sighs and collapses and says, "Damnit dad!!" So at that point I though it would be really kinky to keep moving, so everytime he tried to say something to his dad, I gave him a good pelvic thrust, making it difficult for him to speak. Was really fun. Then his mom arrived and helped his dad make these weird blueberry scones in the kitchen. So playtime ended. Fucking Dutch and their 4am breakfasts. Another dream I had involved my exhusband Arturo and some serious car trouble. We had a 1998 Ford Windstar van. Needless to say, those pieces of shit are all lemons. Was a bit stressful but not too bad.