Originally Posted by
Lucid Seeker
Arghh, bad luck last night, i got up at 4 because of my stupid alarm clock, then i went downstairs and my stupid brother was still on his laptop thus taking the good couch i used the previous night, so i had to use the other couch in which i knew for sure i would be woken by my dad when he comes down because he never listens when i tell him i'm gonna do something. I lay down, started, i got a bit numb and i think i fell asleep because i awoke 3 hours later to my Dad shaking me asking me why i was sleeping downstairs when i'd told him the night before i was going to try something. I'm so angy right now, he really never listens, if my brother hadn't been up so darn late non of this would of happened. Its impossible in such a stupid family like mine. I'll see if i can try tomorrow but unfortunately it will be the weekend so theres a high likeliness that my bro will be up late so he's just gonna ruin things again. Anyways thanks for the last minute tips last night Clairity, i didn't feel excited, more annoyed, i'm sorta glad in a way that i didn't have a lucid from it because i just had this gut feeling that i wouldn't do it and it always is proven to be right. Anyways its 7:10am here and i may get some more sleep, i tried my best.