I'm so glad you are doing your part to keep occult mysticism alive. |
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I wrote out a prayer which offered a blood sacrifice in exchange for scarring Dick Cheney's face. My friend happened to be keeping a spider in a jar and I decided it would make a perfect sacrifice. She wouldn't let me light a candle so I lit a cigarette instead. After completing the prayer I doused the spider with hairspray, made a makeshift blow torch and lit it on fire. |
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Last edited by Original Poster; 03-18-2013 at 07:39 PM.
Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
I'm so glad you are doing your part to keep occult mysticism alive. |
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I think the spell backfired. I went camping over St Patties weekend and fell head first on the fire while black out drunk. I currently have a sizable cut on my face but I don't think it'll scar. I'm not sure if the cut came from headbutting the fire but it would make sense since I burned the spider to death. But I can't recollect any details about what transpired so I can't say for certain, apparently I was also shoved into a ravine, so it may have been from that. According to one of my friends, dark magic is more likely to backfire if the ritual is performed during a waxing moon. But I figured there would be a karmic reaction no matter what. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
For whatever it may be worth.... |
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That spider might.... might.... have been a retroactive reincarnation of Dick Cheney. It cannot be proven that it wasn't. |
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How do you know you are not dreaming right now?
I haven't transcended culturally imposed morality though, that's the point. It's still kicking and I haven't decided that I want to, either. Even this experiment I had to find justification for. My justification being that I kill spiders all the fucking time, and this one was going to be killed anyways so it's basically already sacrificed, I just so happened to direct the prayer. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
One way I think about this blowback effect, is that if I train a part of my mind to prey on people, its going to prey on me if I'm the most convenient target. It doesn't care. I think that this is one way to look at what motivates a lot of self-destructive drug behavior. Not a completely true way of looking at it, but not all wrong either. |
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Yeah, I switch back and forth between killing spiders and transporting them. I don't really follow a no harm principle regarding insects all of the time. I do agree though that once you understand you're not actually separate from others, a natural sort of morality develops. I think it's still integral toward magical philosophy that one tests which rules exist for a practical purpose and which agreements one makes blocks power or happiness. I would prefer a natural morality that serves me (in the larger sense) than a socially imposed morality that I follow because everybody else believes it's true. But I also intend to approach the dissolution of agreements with caution, if possible. Granted, eventually being cautious only goes so far, because it does feel risky to dissolve many of our agreements. Becoming something unjustified is a little scary. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
You'll graduate to sacrificing prostitutes within a year. |
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you are no devil worshiper you must sacrifice your best friend to be on any santanitc shit you what to be on kill your best friend and you will learn the sahriagan lmao no im serious lmao |
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sharingan* |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
Your problem is that it wasn't a meaningful or substantial sacrifice. As that spider's death was guaranteed anyway, and you kill spiders all the time, how was this, in anyway, a worthy sacrifice for your "spell?" The backlash on you was probably due to such a petty excuse of a sacrifice. Should have went with the neighbour's puppy instead, or perhaps something even more substantial, such as a person. Maybe how pure the soul is makes a difference as well? The puppy is again a good idea, but if it has to be a person maybe you should sacrifice a baby. |
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That's horrible. Why would you do that to a poor, defenseless, innocent Satan? |
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How did you learn about chaos magick? |
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This is a good start: Liber Null (intro to chaos magick) - Peter J Carroll pt. 1 - YouTube |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
Thanks, that's a really good start in fact. |
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Why would you kill poor spider? |
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You dun goofed. You never screw around with the devil, Even atheist fear that guy. |
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You better burn a cross and rub it all over your body until on the lust and lore is burnt off of ya. It wasn't a smart a idea to go screwing around with the devil to fufill your earthly desires. Just use LOA&NLP dammit. |
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Maybe you got injured because you were drunk. |
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ya gwan fok wid de Baron? ye gotta nodda ting comin. (Formerly known as Baking Nomad.)
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