Let's get started (again).
Reality Checks:
- Looking at my hands
- Sticking finger through palm
- Holding nose and try breathing
- Look at text/clock, look away, check if text/clock changed (rarely)
Dream Signs:
- Teeth falling out
- My friend Patrick and his dog
- Hotels (maybe)
- Forests (maybe)
Short-Term Goals:
- Become lucid in a dream after only having one random one in the last 3 years
- Succesfully do a TOTM
- Find my dream guide
Long-Term Goals:
- Succesfully do WILD
- Get more control over my sex drive while lucid (had a lot of problems with this back then)
- Finally work off the list of dream goals I wrote about 4 years ago
Lucid/Dream Recall History:
- Very first lucid dream when I was a grade schooler.
Sometime in 2002 My very first lucid dream (DILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was at grade school and walked down a staircase to get outside because recess was going on. The other pupils of the school weren't normal people though. They were all sorts of fantasy figures. One of them was a big Schwarzenegger-like guy. Everytime someone said the word "evil", something snapped inside of him and he got the sudden urge to kill and destroy everything. If someone said "good", he would turn back to be normal again.
A few kids played around with that until this ability "broke" and the guy just staid on evil. He went totally crazy and started raging like Hulk. At one point he got some kind of laser-bazooka. I got hit by one of the shots and lost my hand. I was absolutely terrified.
At this point I became lucid, but that didn't help. I ran away, hid behind some kind of small shed and screamed for my family, hoping they would wake me up from this nightmare. Unfortunately no one heard me in IRL...
Shortly after a giant tornado approached the field and took everything with it. This is where my sister finally woke me up and I was never happier.
- Years later when I found out that this was called lucid dreaming I started reading about it and practice it. My very first intentional LD was a DILD.
It started non-lucid with me going on a walk with a bunch of IRL friends near a lake. I checked my hand for an RC and even though the hand looked totally normal I suddenly became lucid. I wanted to make it snow. It took a while but after some time a few snowflakes came down from the sky and the lake started freezing. I guess I woke up after that.
- I had 12 LDs since then over a course of 4 years, the last one being in August of 2013, which was an absolutely unexpected DILD.
About Dream Recall, I rarely wrote anything in my DJ in the last 3 years, but I started doing it regularly again a few days ago.
Current Technique:
- DILD. Doing RCs everytime I think it's appropriate
- I try WBTB / WILD / MILD nearly every night.
Why do I want to lucid dream?
Well, why the hell wouldn't I want too?
Personally I was always absolutely amazed by regular dreams. I loved talking about them and I loved hearing what other people dream about. So when I found out there is an actual scientifically proven way to learn to control your dreams there was no way I could pass that by.
What I want do in my next lucid dream
Revisit the hotel from my recent dream "The Familiar Hotel" to:
- Find out why it felt so familiar
- Find out what happened in the part of the dream that I don't remember
- Complete TOTM Basic II
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