Hi all, this is quite difficult to explain but I will try my best. Somedays as I go about my normal routine, a sound or a smell will trigger a reaction in me which I can best describe as deja'vu, the problem with this is that mine doesn't stop the way normal deja'vu does when you recognise it. For a period of time, which can last for a while, I genuinely know what is going to happen next and it has a very physical response associated it with it, I feel very sick, light headed and almost in a panic.
I have tried thinking this through rationally, is it a panic attack? am I reliving an old memory triggered by the smell or sound? am I going insane? and only the insanity one seems sensible =)
When it starts I get so freaked out by it I deliberatly have to force myself out what I was doing to stop it. So for example, say I'm reading something online and the TV is on in the background and suddenly this "feeling" starts, I know what I'm going to be doing next before I do it and I keep knowing what I'm going to be doing next for a period of 20 seconds or so until it makes me feel sick and light headed, so I have to force myself out of the situation by doing something very different. I have tried staying in this "feeling" to see how long it will last but to be honest after about 30 seconds or so I feel so sick and paniced I have to force myself out of it as I feel I'm losing my mind.
I hope this makes sense as it's a very difficult experience to put into words. My point is, does anyone else get anything this and if so, what is it and how do you stop it or control it because mine is becoming way to regular?
Thanks for listening.