I just had a lucid dream and i need to talk to someone about it. it is my first, and i jave so many questions and worries
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I just had a lucid dream and i need to talk to someone about it. it is my first, and i jave so many questions and worries
Hey man, welcome to dreamviews. Nice work on your first lucid. Probably not a good idea posting the same thing in two different places, people can get pretty anal about that.
But anyway what is it you need to know?
oomg thanks!!!!!!!! i dont care hah this is important to me. --- First of all I guess i should add, I've NEVER tried lucid dreaming or done any techniques to obtain it. This just happened to me by accident tonight the reason im posting is because my mind is blownnnnnnn. I just a crazy dream I had my first Lucid dreamtonight!!!!!!!!!!!
I was about to fall asleep when my friend called me and was like hey see if i left my wallet in this dudes car after the party last night.
I was like ok and started to try to sleep again i remembered and texted the guy about the wallet, then this girl texted me again as i was falling asleep.
I texted her back she replied once more and i then got a text from the guy with the wallet haha.
So then I rolled over and just tried to sleep i guess.
I feel like I should have had a jumping awake dream, because i almost notice a few patterns about my dreaming state now that I've had this dream.
a pattern that I've had jumping dreams or falling when i keep texting and waking myself up rite before i fall asleep multiple times.
Or for instance, I have never been able to consciously wake myself up.
I've also never been able to realize that it was day time in my dream and that I know it's night time in real life.
So anyway, idk if I was just thinking and eventually crossed into the dream state,
where your sort of daydreaming then realize ur dreaming and jump awake.
But anyway I was long boarding down a semi familiar parking lot in an apartment complex. I had two long boards.
I was riding them like one foot on each vertically. like I had them longways.
I was riding and it felt completely normal to have two long boards and be riding them like that. I then like went into a parking garage or something, and Inside was a station wagon.
I kinda wanna say I got creeped out by it or maybe I didn't want to run into it so i got off and started long boarding in a different direction,
I then was outside again on the other side of the garage, when i encountered a slightly chunky, tallish guy in red.
I don't remember the exact chain of events here.
I think I was totally creeped out by him and like did a spin kick to him and it kinda pushed him back a bit but he was virtually unharmed,
and quickly recovered.
I turned to run away, with an almost invisible friend who was with me (after fighting for a sec).
He would sometimes be there but when I think about him, he wasn't there and would appear and help me fight the guy in red.
As I turned the same man in red was behind me. He sort of appeared.
I sort of just realized I was dreaming, I think because of the illogicality of the double man in red. So about the chain of events,
I don't remember if he appeared and then i decided to kick him because i knew i had control of the dream,
or if I was creeped out. Kicked him then realized.
But anyway one of the guys came at me and in a split second I realized I was dreaming,
and sort of made a mental command for him to stop. He instantly froze.
The other guy came and I did the same thing. Then I got this crazy wavy feeling inside me, almost like sleep paralysis,
if i could imagine what it would feel like to have it. I almost felt like maybe I was waking up into sleep paralysis,
even though I've never had it, but it was more like i felt like the cover of fear and loathing in Los Vegas.
I felt like a pulsating wavyness inside me. All throughout my physical body,
but i felt it in the dream and more of a reality distortion waviness.
Almost like in movies when someone wakes up from a dream they see that visual wavy rippling effect.
I have no idea. But I felt that physically and visually sort of.
I felt wavy and like an incredible surge to wake up, like I was being ripped out of the dream.
Like I was still fighting the jumping awake feeling.
Like as i kept realizing my consciousness within the dream I felt as if it was triggering me to wake up.
An inner sensation invigorating me to wake up.
I then maybe opened my eyes slightly or maybe caught myself just in time.
It was almost like i was rising out of the dream but had time to think about it.
Not alot of time but it was like instead of jumping awake i had a chance to barely catch myself.
I remembered something about, thinking of an object in real life or something,
I don't remember what i thought about but I thought about fire or something
and like I sort of was sucked back into the dream or never fully left.
Then I was back at the dream, it was like the setting I was in originally on the front lawn of the apartment building,
but I think the red guy was still frozen or gone. But I still remembered I was awake or re realized again,
and I got the wavy feeling but i kinda overcame it.
So then I was like well if I'm in a lucid dream I can do anything.
So I was like " Ninjas!" I said a verbal command which I felt symbolized the image I was simultaneously creating my head.
I imagined a detailed dojo and a little squad of ninjas. It took a split second to create this image.
then there was a sort of outdoor monastery or kungfu place, with high walls and mountains peeking over them. and a squad of ninjas in the middle. Then I thought about fighting them, since that's why i created them. DUH! haha and they came at me in a sort of characterized manner.
I began fighting. But I'm not sure if I actually was fighting or if i assumed I was
because I almost feel like moving made that wavy feeling come back.
So I was fighting and if I ever started to lose or get hit I just said stop.
Thought a command at the same time. everyone would stop.
I think I either don't remember part of the dream or lost control for a sec,
because I was kinda cornered in a bathroom with all the ninjas masks off.
But I was only fighting one.
I said stop and he stopped and i started to walk out,
but became distracted and for a split second he started moving again but i reiterated the stop command in my mind.
Anyway, I then realized that i had been dreaming for 5-6 minutes probably, and i sort of felt the ability to lift my head.
I tried, and it felt possible, but my head felt heavy, and I'm not sure if i was even moving it.
Even though I only tried for a split second.
Then I sort of just decided it had been long enough and I should wake up
and like got the feeling again and like woke up, but then I wasn't sure if I was awake,
so I had an instinct to look at my hand to see if it was real for some reason.
Then I remembered hearing something about like reading stuff,
and it looking weird or being like indistinguishable or a different language seemingly.
so I looked at my clock.
as I was sitting up and looking over, I saw my phone charger on my pillow or a portion of it and jumped because i thought it was a bug.
So I'm not sure if i was awake until that point or if i was awake before.
So I looked at my digital clock and realized it had been an hour ( if not 2). and I could read it and i felt awake.
But i wasn't sure still kinda. so i sat in awe for a minute thinking about what just happened,
and went upstairs and called my friend who i know used to practice lucid dreaming.
He was half asleep and couldn't focus at all on what i was saying and wanted to sleep,
so I let him sleep came up here wrote a blog on a different site,
about it then googled a way to find a forum where I could talk about it,
because i have some concerns.
How do you wake up from a lucid dream does your body wake u up,
or do u wake yourself up.
I can be a compulsive thinker, so I'm afraid what if I jump to thoughts
and give myself a nightmare or worry about compulsive thoughts etc.
I also feel like that wavy feeling was a safeguard so i feel uncomfortable passing it kind of.
I also just kinda wanna bring up that usually when i dream its rare, and always vivid and in color etc.
but i cant recall as man details as I did( and still do as it is halfway through the next day) for this dream.
This dream also felt distinguishably different.
Also I have tried a couple of things like 2cE and shrooms,
which i feel boosted my dreaming pattern or something. I've become a much more spiritual thinker,
which i think ties into astral projection.
Also the night after I tried shrooms i had a vivid dream that I was grabbing bowls out of my cupboard
and they were all covered in plastic wrap as if filled with leftovers,
and I remember being puzzled, and then reaching to a different section of the cupboard to grab a clean bowl.
idk if this has anything to do with anything since the dream was weird but not too unusual.
but very vivid. Then I guess it was last night.
I had 4 or 5 dreams that I remember. I recall hearing that you can only remember one.
But I distinctly remember 4 or 5, I obviously can't remember them now in full detail.
but i remember telling my friend about them the morning after they happened.
Also I think it was the night after the bowls night,
I had a dream that it was winter and i was in Siberia looking for Anastasia.
Whats really weird is i had hardcore dejavu.
I swear I've had this dream before. But I've only read the book Anastasia recently.
So anyway can anyone talk to me about this,
I've never lucid dreamt before a s far as i know.
I'm not sure how to take this. i feel kinda afraid to go back to sleep not knowing if it can happen again.
or what to do exactly. like i said i kinda feel like that sensation to wake up is a safeguard and if I'm supposed to surpass it.
I'm also a compulsive thinker, adhd etc.
So I'm afraid my compulsive thoughts may like interfere with my dream.
like I suddenly, decide a serial killer is after me or I'm falling.
or idk I also wonder how you wake yourself up.
I think I just decided to wake up consciously. but I'm not sure.
Also I posted in the dream discussion forum about my first dream and I realize my first ever dream i can recall i think.
was a lucid dream. I remember making it up,as a kid
but i didn't recognize the fact until now that dreaming but making up the dream is a lucid dream.
This is the first dream i can remember.
The dream is, I'm in the woods or I leave my house and go into the woods or something,
and there is a tetrahedron or a prism hovering around the tips of the the trees projecting a white ray down at an angle to the forest floor.
Idk, but anyway I hope someone can give me some insight,
because I really have alot of questions regarding lucid dreaming.
welcome to dreamviews,good luck with your ld and.
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I normally would, but I typed this so fast and with many grammatical typos everywhere because I'm just soo like mind blown rite now. but thanks :D i have a feeling i may be on here in the future lol