Trying to find an answer

A little over a year ago I was hospitalized out of no where for 10 days. Now, the reason I'm posting HERE is because I cannot find any answers. After I left the hospital they gave me no conclusion. Here is my story, I hope someone has some insight.

I was able to lucid dream quite easily as a child. Over the years that ability slipped away. I didn't even know that phenomenon was universal, until a few years ago.

I got very involved in yoga, and was practicing for over 2 years. I felt good, free, and happy. For whatever reason I became obsessed with Pranayama. It's a type of breathing that allows you to experience higher consciousness by arousing the primitive brain.

Over the course of a few months I started relying on my intuition, and seemed to fall into good situations. I was having feelings that something big was going to happen, and I even divulged this information to several co-workers.

I was out late one night, did not get much sleep. All I remember is coming home and feeling very unsettled. I went to work and felt like I was still dreaming. Literally, I was still dreaming. I kept thinking to myself, this must be a dream. I served tables at work, all having an eerie spiritual twist. Every time I looked outside the number was 7 on the cross walk. I trusted in whatever was going on. I did not panic, because, I really thought I was in a dream! I thought I would wake up! I went outside for my lunch break, and seriously tried to fall asleep to wake up. I laid under a tree and all of a sudden my coworker was trying to wake me up. I felt like I could not move. I heard her talking, and asking me if I was okay. I felt like laughing, because I still thought I was in a dream, she had other people come out and try to wake me. Then someone sat next to me while they called an ambulance. This whole time I did not open my eyes once. I felt like I could not. I felt as though I was laughing and crying, but honestly I do not know how I appeared when the ambulance took me away. They kept asking me if I took any drugs, I remember shaking my head violently, no! But, I could not speak so I don't really know if I could shake my head.

I was in the hospital for a few hours before my boyfriend arrived. I did not talk to him, I did not talk to anyone. I could not eat. They put a tube down my throat to feed me. I was in and out of dreams that were absolutely obscure for days. I was not aware and I kept pulling the tube out while dreaming. They deemed me mentally incompetent, put me on a 4 day hold, then a 10 day hold. My mother flew 3,000 miles to sign over on the tests they wanted to do, and the medications they wanted to give me. Meningitis spinal tap, they gave me Zyprexa and increased my dose over the next 6 days from 5 milligrams to 30. I had no comprehension of time, and felt like everything was subliminally pointing to something else. Before my mother came for a few days or what felt like a few days they had me in restraints for taking all of my clothes off in my room. After putting me in the psych ward for days they let me go and said they could not find anything wrong with me. I spoke to 5 different therapists. None of which said there was anything mentally wrong with me. During my stay over the first few days I had waking dreams that my dead grandmother was with me. My hard bed felt like clouds and I could smell her perfume next to me. I saw her reflection in my windows, and I talked to someone. Or something, that told me I was pregnant. I made them give me 2 blood serum tests for pregnancy. I was not. A month later I got pregnant while I had been on a contraceptive. I also had strange dreams about my body looking like a fish tank, with all of my organs floating around and blood instead of water. Someone was putting a claw (like the games) down my throat and removing each one of my organs. They took my uterus, and whoever was taking it out said "You'll still have a baby." I also dreamt that I was an experiment, and I was mixing up DNA physically to create a baby. While the doctors were watching I could project what the child, and child's children would look like out into the air like a hologram. Like I said, very obscure and strange.

I thought at first what happened was that I had been drugged. Upon looking at my medical records I realized they tested me and I came back clean. I thought maybe this was some kind of sleep paralysis but now I'm not sure. I stopped taking my medication two weeks after leaving the hospital and have never had an experience like that before or since.

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