Making Progress in Dream recall, will I eventually Lucid dream? WARNING: Adult
Hey guys. So I started my dream journal 10/4/2010. well i started wanting to remmber dreams maybe 1 week before that but i was not having success.
Now I'm remembering dreams almost everyday. I make sure to tell my self that "i remember my dreams" and what i want to dream about.
Well, so yesterday I said that i will remmber my dreams and notice that I'm dreaming so that i can have sex with a girl. Yeah sorry if it sounds bad but that's one of the things i like to dream about.
Anyways, it worked because I went to dream and I dreamt about that. It was the exact ethnicity and kind of girl i said to myself i wanted to be in my dream.
So that's progress, now my mind seems to be listening to what I tell it to do.
It wasn't lucid though. I don't think it was but maybe it was a little bit lucid..but i don't remember it being that vivid.
And then there was one weird thing, that kinda messed it up. I do not know why this came up but the girl was fine and all but when my eyes went to focus on her genitals, she had male genitals. Yuck.. but then she had the female genital just below that, and i proceded to have sex ignoring the male genitals.
That was weird. Could it be that the girl was not anatomacally correct because my dream was not Lucid.
Also i felt scared because I risked it and i thought "oh no... now she's gonna be pregnant". If it was Lucid, i wouldn't worry about this because I would know it was a dream, right?
Anyways, I'm just happy at least that I'm having more dream recall :cheeky:
