Mem in my dreams are better then my boyfriend
I really need help with this one.
I've been with my current boyfriend(lets call him bob) for 3 years he loves me and i love him. For the past year things have been going down hill. He treats me now more like an expendable friend the a lover.
For the past year i've been having dreams about other men.
I never know who they are and i never remember there faces when i wake up. Its a different guy in each dream. In each dream the guy makes me feel special and i feel like im the only one he will ever care about. I feel as if he will NEVER let anything happen to me and that i will be happy forever. The dream then gets sexual. If he holds my hand or touches me any where, i feel more pleasure and get more aroused then i ever have in real life. When he starts to take my clothes off, my body goes numb and starts to tingle. When we actually start having sex or "making love" the feeling is unexplainable.
Bob does exist in these dreams and i feel terrible for about 2 seconds then i realize how right this other guy is and forget about Bob.
When i wake up i feel great for about 5 seconds then feel like the worst person on the face of the planet because i feel like i just cheated on Bob.
Im sorry i cant give setting or whats happening because there have been so many and they all VERY different. The only similarity between them is this guy.
I'm looking for any kind of interepretaion of this dream.
Please help :(