Hello out there

Sorry for my grammar (eng is not my first lang)
Hello, this is my first post here.
I reach this place ... well like everything in life just by the flow.

I have LD since a long years ... mostly just by accident.
Mi life is kinda a mess and after a few years of james bond style information collect in little pieces inside dreams .... i have the feeling that my dreams are used by something to create stuff. (can this be possible?)
Since kid i have always be a creative person, from the "research" most of the time looks like i have been creating computer games or giving ideas to this some people or something.

There is more .... but with time.

Right now i'm trying to improve my cappabilities to archieve the clarity in dreams and the process of getting in to.
Most of the time after a few minutes of closing my eye's, i start to see a very blurry shades or "ghost" but when i focus my attention to it is like they disappear.

Any ideas?

Tnx.

Are you saying that your dreams are collective, and are trying to achieve or create something by themselves?

In some of the chapters of this madness, between some kind of ... narcotic blurred lucidity ... i have realized that some of the characters are others souls, others dreamers ... yes, collective.
I have the creation power and something is using it.

Is like, throwing a party at your house, invite several musicians to a jam.
When everybody is in a highly drug state, just push record. Make and album, and sell it under your name.
Then just trust in the power of the drug that everybody is gonna forget what really happens.
At the next day it was just another wild party.

Hmm, interesting. Not sure what advice I can give though. A lot of people are trying to research dream sharing.

I have never tried to archieve it ... i just get it...years ago after realizing i don't have the feeling of dreaming since a long time (2 or 3 years) i start to research on a way to remember dreams.
So, after a couple of months i develop a way, which is like pulling the film of a movie from the end to the beginning, with time and some internet research i found is nothing new under the sun. But it worked for me.
Is like smuggling bits of information through a firewall, bit by bit and reconstructing in the other side.

So in this last 2 years of constant search i have crossed deserts, found golden temples of such a size and complex design that escapes my imagination, meet different persons, crossed stone bridges, seen green dwarfs traveling the sky in purple clouds .... the quest is personal, it always is.

But my problem is not What actually happens inside dreams, is getting with the first step behind the door with my eyes open.
Because when i found that i am dreaming is like the sand clock have taken several turns, and i can't get the previous tapes back :)

Dreams have always been fascinating. For some people it can be a life changing experience, but yes, for every person it is personal. I'm not really sure what you're asking, but if it's a personal quest then you should take it alone. I don't think we'd be able to help you.