what it is, the names ace
hey, so recently i have torn my acl, mcl, pcl, torn my knee cartiledge in an x formation, and fractured my knee bone, all at the same time.
tuesday, i go into surgery. ill be under immense anesthesia, and im hoping i can have an LD. but there is one problem. the only ld ive ever had is when i was a kid, but im not sure that was an ld so i said i had zero.
so im 14, and i had no idea what a lucid dream was before one of my friends suggested lucid dreaming to me. he showed me a youtube video "how to lucid dream" and i became monumentally interested in the subject. ya see, i have a story, and characters, and stuff like that, and after doing a bit of research ive realized that though it may be difficult, i can play through that story if i can ld a lot, and get good enough to control myself.
so tomorrow, im going to try the CANWILD technique, and hopefully have my first ld. i probably wont have good control, but im one of those kamina-like (if any of you know what gurren lagann is) people who know and believe they can do anything.
but! i have one important question besides just introducing myself!
ya know what i said about my knee being like... destroyed? will my mind trick me in my dream and make my knee unable to walk there too? if so, what can i do?
thanks, everyone. im really likin this idea.
