these dreams ive been having..

okay.. first of all, im a newbie. been reading alot of posts though. i really need to know bout this dream i had(in need of some insights..). when hvng this dream im all lucid but cant do anything. in this dream theres this clock that ticks sooooooo sloooowwwllllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy. n the clock just keep getting slower(and smaller, or should i say go farther?) n i would wake up suddenly with this oh-so-strange feeling(to be exact it feels like when youre feeling guilty n(or) panic.. throat feels dry n harsh.. paranoia.. n adrenaline-rush like feeling) n i just hate it. is there anyone else that hv this kind of strangely-no-meaning-yet-disturbing kind of dream or is it just me??

btw.. theres other, uh, forms of this dream. coins falling out of nowhere. one by one. n theres this other one with me in a very laaarrggee white bright room with no door(i dont remember being lucid in this one though). uughhhhhhhhhhht i just hate the feeling i get waking up from these dreams.

First of all, welcome to Dream Views darta (I already sent you a PM).

I know I have had dreams like that, and even woken up with sleep paralysis and was completely lucid when it happened. Was really scary! But it's only ever happened to me like, twice that I can think of. So I never even gave it much thought.

So do these happen to you alot?

Maybe those dreams could be your subconsious awareness of the fakeness and limitations of what you are presented with. For example with the clock. time is slowing right down and trapping you, it does that in life too. The guilt and panic may come from the out of control of the unknown, and what you did to be like that, like what have you done? of what you think is somethign forced upon you in relation to something outside you, that you know you are not overcoming and at it's mercy. and whatever you are feeling may come from something that has either happened to you or something regarding your consious vibration at the wavelength in which you are interacting with your subconsious processing, to produce something which as a result needs to be expressed and felt and has come out in your dreaming....
if that makes any sense. well That is what I am feeling and I tried the best way I could to convey it to you form what I remember. :)

these dreams are not frequent. its like once or twice a year. to tell you the truth, i hvnt done anything bad to make me fell guilty or anything like that. but then again, i might feel that way out of actually not doing anything for myself.. wasting my time doing n learning things i never wanted to do and learn. i dont know..