Hi, my names Kye im 18 and im from the uk :) i thought id join this forum to expand my knowledge on the subject and hopefully reduce my insanity at the same time.
It has come to my full awareness that controlled dreaming is in fact a skill that can be developed and kept forever. after about 15 minor lucid dreams, i started to loose hope and get frustrated with not having more then 1-2 minutes of lucidity, then i had some more where id have a good degree of controll, fly maybe, but still not be explicitly aware of the dream. Last night, i had the most intense dreaming session ever, there must have been at least a days worth of dreamtime, severe level of control, sex (with orgasm and not waking up), teleportation, and generally feeling really like i was 'in the pilot seat' and could really feel my bodys sensual responses to it being a dream, and what sort of feeling meant it was going to disapear, and how vibrant the realm would become the more in-tune i became with it. I woke up 6 times into more dreams, there was astral projection, seeing myself laying down, all absolutley phenomenal and has really inspired me to want to learn it as a life skill as i have some planned 'uses' for it :D
There definatly seems to be a knack to it, and it seems that the deeper i hold the questioning reality to my heart in day-to-day life, the more likely it seems i will be lucidly dreaming that night.
Are there any natural lucid dreamers out there? Will i be able to get to a point where its effortless to have a fully aware dream?
Also i seem to be experiencing normal reality look like a dream sometimes, riddled with sacred geometry. Especialy when i stand in a big field, i can always see grids in the grass towards where i am standing.
am i on to something? :D
