Gonna be sweeet!

So after about a year of trying to become Neo in my dreams, I am going to get serious... .-. the downfall of me was my horrible dream recall, and I thought about it. During the summer, I had epic dream recall, I was almost familiar with my dreams enough to start doing reality checks (I didn't want to do them yet so I could focus on recall, lol) Then, school started, and by this time I had really messed my internal clock up (that's... every kid in high school) then I basically forgot how to walk :(
I guess I am going to start all over again, by getting decent some decent zzz's... it's almost 8p.m. right now, I think I am going to read a book... (about dreaming!?) xD
I'll have to buy that one book by LaBerge, meanwhile I'll stick with Afterlife (which is sorta Lucid Dreaming-y... it's got an OOBE d: )

Hey, welcome to Dreamviews! I am glad you decided to get serious about it and get more lucids!

Yeah, the book by Stephen LaBerge is great, I have read it about ten times. Like you, I am always messing up my internal clock. Sleeping in, waking up early, sleeping in, not sleeping at all, sleeping all day, etc. :D If you have any questions, feel free to send me a PM.

Also, what technique are you trying in order to get lucids? Also, how good is your recall?

Whoa hi, thanks. I've tried the WILD like 4 times with the WBTB (3/4 Lucids :D) One was really vivid, while the other two I got really scared with the Hypnagogia and woke up. Other then that when I first started out I was doing RC all the time, with no recall, so I focused on the recall once school ended and then school started again >.< My recall now is like... one normal (not too long or short) blurry dream every 2 or 3 days, it used to be like at least 2 per day. I actually had a random DILD last week, it was short but it felt really cool...

I was in the backyard of some random house, it was fairly big, there were many tables and chairs, and some food on some of the tables. Inhabiting the tables was my family, about 10-15, but I don't really remember them, I know that they were there. There were some trees near the house, and it was raining a bit. I am sat down with my step father who is eating, I think I eat because I end up spilling some food near his plate (don't remember what food). He grunts at me, and I quickly pick it up with a napkin. I look at my mom, who is standing, I dunno, something just clicks, I get a bit curious or something. "It's raining..." I think. I look down, then back at my mom, I can feel my own eyes widen up in excitement, I think I quietly say "I'm dreaming" or I at least think it. I feel some sort of adrenaline run through my whole body, I stand up and start running (no clue why xD), as I run I look at my hands, I think I wanted to scream, "I'M DREAMING" but I couldn't, besides running, I don't really remember seeing anything besides my hands, I guess I should have stood still and rubbed my hands... to be able to talk?

The other time I did a WILD, I woke up in my room, and without going into much detail, I couldn't talk, and because I couldn't say "I'm dreaming" I got too frustrated and woke up.