First lucid Dream . . I think, maybe?

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Originally Posted by Vampireboy

You must find lucid dreaming a pretty smooth ride other than the occasional FA though, right? :)

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As of late, my lucid dreams have been nothing but bizarre :(

Is that necessarily a bad thing? as in hauntingly bizarre? were they non-lucid dreams? or just lucids that are out of control?

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Originally Posted by Vampireboy

Is that necessarily a bad thing? as in hauntingly bizarre? were they non-lucid dreams? or just lucids that are out of corntrol?

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My dreams have been out of wack for about 4 months now. They're slowly getting back to normal. They were consistent nightmares for about 3 months. That is if I could even remember them. My most recent lucid dream was of me in a room. Dimly lit and a baby was crying. For some reason my emotions were out of control and I got angry easily. I decided to walk over to the baby to pick it up so it would stop crying. As I grabbed onto it, I felt the rubbery flesh of it. I got ANGRY and launched it across the room. Then I got mad because it was dim. So I said "lights on" Didn't turn on. Got angrier. Vision went blurry. Started to spin to become more lucid. At this point i just woke up. For more go to my dream journal. 8l Most of my lucid dreams are nightmarish.. This month however I'm on the roll. I remembered 3 of my dreams from the other night! No normal lucids though, besides the baby =)

Hate to make a statement about your personal life, but are you suffering from stress or depression?

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Originally Posted by Vampireboy

Hate to make a statement about your personal life, but are you suffering from stress or depression?

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Depression/Anxiety. Though I am on medication for anxiety so that's under control mostly. Strange. I'm a sensitive person yes, though I do not get angry easily. At all.

Emotions are amplified in dreams, perhaps you just let out the anger you had bottled up inside?

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Originally Posted by Vampireboy

Emotions are amplified in dreams, perhaps you just let out the anger you had bottled up inside?

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You're very right. Though I'd have to dig deeper. I've had a really good past few weeks I see nothing that could have possibly triggered it. The medicine. However. Amitriptyline. Has made my dreams noticeably more vivid when I do have them.

A large step up from the normal lucid-inducing herbs? :P

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Originally Posted by Vampireboy

A large step up from the normal lucid-inducing herbs? :P

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PEANUT BUTTER JUST WASN'T CUTTING IT. :cheeky:

More an apple juice person myself . . .
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