my first wild !

Hi ! im new to this great forum, i think theres really a huge scientific knowledge shared here. so thank you !

well, i have been interested in LD for about a week, and last night i applied a WBTB+ Wild.

altough having no prior experience and knowing it would be dificult i had some interesting but fearful experience.

i just wake after 5,5 hours sleep, waited 30 minutes mostly eating apples, went to WC..

and i went back to bed..lied on my back and had 15 minutes of binaural waves music and body scanning meditation ( btw im used to mindfulness for almost 3 years )

then my body eventually got sleep and i shift my awareness to my eyes, watching green lights appearing and disapearing.

i got gradually more excited, but eventually i felt strong vibrations ( mostly in my head i think, i dont remember feeling my body ).also my eyelids started twitching like never before. now i think i had seen something like that in Avatar movie :)

my heart rate went crazy and a feeling of fear ( for this never felt sensations ) developed.

i just gave up ( sry ) and opened my eyes. i felt like i was being carried away from my body and my thoughts became negative and scary.

i knew in advance it could be frightening, but i have to try again and see what happens.

despite intense fear, i got fascinated by this experience, by the halucinations. by now i hope to gain some confidence with DILD and then shift again to wbtb+wild

this way, if my next wild get that intense i might be more confident and assured

ill be back soon.

ty

good dreams

Welcome to Dreamviews!

WILD can get scary, but I think your experience is influenced by your thoughts. If you scared or have negative thoughts, you may have some scary HH. Try to fill your mind with happy thoughts and pictures of some beautifull place.

Read as much as you can on the forum, so you are ready. Just so you know, next time you may not have any scary stuff happening and even if you do, they can't hurt you.

Good luck in your next attempts. If you need any help, just ask. Happy dreams:alien:

Welcome to DV! :welcome:

Congrats on your first WILD :D

well, not yet a full Wild yet ( despite the thread name :cheeky:)..just an intense experience of HH

these Christmas nights just disruptde my sleep schedule :cheeky:

perhaps in 2013 i will really suceed

ty

Welcome! Seems like a good attempt there :D . You just have to get to the point where you know that whatever you see is just your imagination, and I think you've pretty much got it!

Oh, I understand. HH is still an achievement in itself though ;) Over the last few days of the holiday season my sleep schedule was way off! I hope to get back into it soon :)

Interesting stuff, I'm having some difficulty with the W.I.L.D dreams, can lucid dreamjust fine almost every night, but it's not as controlled as it would be form a W.I.L.D... good post my friend :)