Hi Everyone, I'm Demi from Switzerland. 22 and studying economy.
I've been lucid dreaming all of my childhood until all of a sudden i realised I couldnt do it anymore, why ever. I simply blamed growing up for it. People always said back then that when you grow up you lose your ability of imagination and fantasy. So i accepted it as a part of my life.
Anyways, many years later (i had already forgotten about my childhood passion) i found myself a couple of times laying in my bed unable to move with something evil trying to take over me, kill me or whatever the hell. Of course I asked myself what was wrong with me - and so did my ex girlfriend because i sometimes woke up screaming in horror - and as I kept looking for a solution I got more aware of what was happening to me and am now able to control what happens when i'm in paralyis and sometimes I manage to lead it over into a lucid dream.
unfortunately I'm not always able to induce a lucid dream intentionally yet, or just verry rarely. But still I want to get back this wonderful ability which I was born with back.
:)
I hope to find interesting people here who share this ambition :)
