Hey guys, I'm Flex. I've been off and on the site for a few years now. Each time coming back with a new name, but never making more then a handful of posts. Then I would disappear. Not from lack of interest though, more or less devoting more of my time/thought to other things I'm interested in. Lucid dreams are something I've always hoped I could have regularly, though I've only had maybe four or five I'm my whole life. The reason I'm back this time is cause... Well I just need to be able to lucid dream haha! For almost a year now all I've had are nightmares. Every night it's pretty much the same thing. Every night I remember anyways. I'm running from something. I'd say 85% of the time it's someone trying to kill me or someone I care about, and I have to run with them to keep them safe. I've been reading about nightmares and I guess a lot of people dream of being chased. In my dreams I've never been caught though, and rarely do I ever see what's chasing me. I can only remember once. I'm sure there's more times I just don't remember though. It's not like I'm literally running either. A lot of times I'm driving out of state to get away, or I'm hiding out in some town or something. I feel like they last for a long time too. Dream days nomsayin?? Probably not haha. Anyways the other 10% are me running from the police, and the 5% left is shit like aliens and stuff like that. Last night I had a new dream though. It started out similar, running from from someone... I think it was cops last night. Long story short I was hiding in some giant tent in the woods with my girlfriend. Her best friend somehow found us. She wanted into the tent, my girlfriend wanted her in too. I was freaking out telling her we can't let her in. She let her in, and I shot both of them in the head. What the fuck?!?! I'm tired of stuff like this! Tired of fucking nightmares! It's gotten to the point where I hope I don't remember any dreams anymore, but I guess that's where lucid dreaming comes in. I figure once I can control my dreams I can change them or at the least remember some good dreams if there's any in there. I used to be afraid to become lucid during a nightmare just cause once I'm lucid it feels so real and I feel like if I become lucid ill panic and my mind will make it worse. Fuck it I guess. Won't hurt me to try hahah.... Hopefully...
Also since this is the introduction area I might aswell introduce myself a little better. I'm Flex (/flex). My real name starts with an A and ends with a drew I'm not gonna say it though for privacy purposes . I'm 19 years old. My two main interests are bodybuilding and my car. I have a black 05 wrx that I WILL eventually mod the fuck out of. The good thing about obsessing about a car is that it'll show up in my dream and I'll just hop in and get the fuck outta wherever I am haha! I listen to mostly rap ASAP, kendrick lamar, a ton of Texas/southern rap mostly older stuff, chopped and screwed. Also a little trap/dubstep. Hmm what else... Ahh! I was rank 5 (2500 mmr) on wow so any wow nerds out there hit me up and add my battle tag so you can carry me! Also, shout out to dem stoners! Smoke weed erryday!
Alright I'm done now, thanks guys hope some of that made sense. Not particularly looking for advice but if you have some let me know! Most of this is just rambling and it all sounded good at the time but if this is confusing at all, I'm sorry just ignore it. Peeeeeeace!
