hello everyone newbie question!
im new to the forum wanted to say hi and post an experience. i used to be quite interested in lucid dreaming and astral projection when i waas about 12-13 whoever fell out of it and stopped practicing after a wile. now im 18 and i recently had an experience where i woke up in the middle of the night completely in sleep paralysis which at the time freaked me out but now i realize what it was. this has re ignited the interest and last night i attempted to enter sleep paralysis to do astral or lucid dream. i layed down and waited until i felt the heaviness and knew i had tricked my body into going paralysis however it seems whenever i get to this state my eyes (while closed) seem to go wild with movement that feels very strong and last night seemed to break my paralysis trying to control the movements. im curious if this a normal thing for other people or if i should just let my eyes do whatever they want thanks in advance