Lucid dream or dream of lucid?

OK, so lately I have been having some pretty strange dreams. It seems that in all of them I am trying to fly or go through mirrors or get to different places through closing and reopening doors. I hear myself saying "clairty now!" and " Increase lucidity now!". Sounds like I'm lucid right? Thats what so strange about it. I mean i have been doing all this stuff that is exactly what you do in a lucid dream but i seem to never be actually experienceing it. Its like Im dreaming that im lucid. It seems like my conscious mind only awakens like 40%. I asked someone what was going on and they said I probably need to push my mind a little farther. Does anyone else ever experience this and have any suggestions?