Halluciation Update

An update on what’s been happening.

Well, I still hallucinate, and all the advice and treatment I sought (medical and non) have proved totally ineffective. I still have these vivid hallucinations happening all around me all of a sudden during my sleep, which cause me to physically sit up and take notice. I now see members of my family, deceased and living standing at my bedside, full of questions.
I now hear voices a lot more now, not my voice, sounds of others.

What all this means and what is happening still remains a mystery.

Also since my last “post”, my girlfriend of 3 years said she can no longer cope with my sleeping behaviour, what a B***H, she’s not the one tortured with this.
It’s hard to find someone who even remotely understands.

On a lighter note, I just this week bought a 2nd car, a 2003 Skoda Fabia Vrs, and for a diesel it’s damm quick. Also I’ve been ordained so I guess I’m now Reverend Vandrosdis.

If anyone can help with my on going problem, or give some feedback, It would be much appreciated.

Vandrosdis.

I am sorry that things aren't working out for you, man. I hope that everything gets better. Perhaps you will find someone with the ability to understand. :hug:

Reverend Vandrosdis:

I looked over your posts and noticed something that may be useful. You said in all the testing you did that you have an over active right brain. Are you putting any attention on strengthening the left side? Take up a hobby or sport, like building model planes or tennis. You need discipline; creativity is running amuck.

I also noticed in your profile that your (former?) occupation was Vehicle Technician. I’m assuming this is an auto mechanic? Even a job like this, which is left brain, can become so familiar that you aren’t using you brain any more but running on automatic. The same could be said of a hobby or sport that you have been doing for a long time; it's no longer a mental challenge.

Now you’re a Rev. (congratulations), and you’re back into right brain activity. Grab a hammer and some nails and build something.