greetings

Erm, yeh
So ive been wandering around here for quite some time now, but today I finaly decided to bug down and register.

So hi Im insomnia, yet another dutchman, 16 years of age
err lets skip to the lucid part aye?

About , no precicely 1 year 9 months and 6 days ago fate smacked me in the face with a baseball bat, and still continious to do so everyday really
That day i got seriously injured when grinding a rail.
I wont really go into detail here becouse people who i tell the story often react a little shocked, witch can also be fun in its own little way :oops:.
Since skateboarding is the funding my entire life is build upon, this obviously hit hard.


After that my life changed alot , i started to get alot of moodswings, insomnia attacks(hence the nickname), and a whole eco system of various mental disorders, which i do not really wish to discuss ;)( our bloodline is prone to such things) .
Also i got alot of nightmares, not your common " im running from evil" nightmares, mine where more of the " im running towards the evil" kind.
I oftend found myself cousing harm to myself (in my dreams mostly ;) )
and about 4 months ago i got my first lucid wile having such a nightmare, shortly after more followed and i found this site.

So basicaly my objective is to contact my subconscious and see if i can get some knowledge outta him .

I already sucseeded in calling him forth but failed to ask him the questions
what a waste :| .
Im also fully aware of the risks when taking such measures, my subconscious has already blocked a various things out of my memory and some are better to remain unfound.

Well i geuss that pretty much summs it up.
Thank you for your time :).

Welcome to Dream Views comrade. I hope you will have a good time here ;)

I am sorry to hear, yeah whatever happened to you. It must've been quite a strike on your daily life. Maybe you can turn your nightmares around and make them lucid dreams instead?

Thank you ^^ heh, my post seemes to be much more dramatic as i intended it to be, so dont worry :-P

Annyway my nightmares lack anny sort of dreamsigns, they are structureless in terms of settings and DC's .. it all varies with each dream
Il find a way though

Welcome to Dreamviews.

Sounds an awful lot like me. Right down to an injury on a rail (mine wasn't too bad, and I'm intact). I used to be plagued with uncommon, disturbing nightmares, and my family is prone to mental disorders also.
I found lucid dreaming to be quite helpful to aid in battle against nightmares. Hopefully you will too.

0h, thats interesting really :shock: , annyway i take it your still on the board then? i hope to be back aswell one time
enjoy it mate! :D

That's one interesting story. Enjoy your stay on Dream Views, and good luck LDing. :wink:

Still on the board... like the message board?


...oh,..OH. Oh god no, I didn't have it that bad, I guess I got lucky.
:shock: I'm in pain by the thought. I feel for you.

hahaha thank you :D but dont worry, i can always dream skate :P