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Hello. I began following this website about 2 months ago and I'm set on LDing for a multitude of reasons.
I'm joining today to voice a problem.
I've been practicing recall techniques and RC's intently, and attempted to WILD last night. I fell asleep at about 12 and was woken at 6. However, my will failed me, and I decided not to get up. Later, I had along series of dreams, culminating in one particularly vivid one. I was at home (a different house) and my parents and borhter were there, as was a very attractive woman. I was naked, as was she. I basically chased her around the house, performing sexual acts on her, and she submitted. She eventually left. When she came back, her jaw was broken, yet I still insisted on gratifying myself. I eventually caught up with her an, effectively, raped her.
None of this felt conscious.
Afterward, I walked over to my brother and said, "You know, I would never do anything like this in real life." He replied with, "It's good we're close enough to be open with each other about things." I don't remember an epiphany: the words slipped out of my mouth, and the dream continued on - it was realistic, but I don't remember feeling much.
What happened?
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Hi jblpright and welcome to the forum :okbyenow: don't worry about that dream after all it was just a dream, they don't necessarily mean anything. If you want to go in detail with it, then try putting it in the Dream Interpretation forum.
Hope this helps :)
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That isn't my concern, though. I'm wondering why I made a blatant statement of understanding that I was dreaming, but I didn't act on it.
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I don't think you were actually lucid, I mean your dream self mentions real life but to me it doesn't sound like you knew, it just sounds like you dreamt knowing.
