I know this is redundant...

I figured this sub-forum would be a good place to post this, as I said I'd check in every now then... that was back in march of '06 by my post history. I'd like to spill my guts on this post, but I'll keep it as short as possible about my life since then:

(in chronological order:)

-was an immature fart on these forums back in '04
-stopped dreaming in '05 because... well I don't know
-had a horrible skin infection that left me badly disfigured from the neck down, so nobody but me and my doctor knew about it (nodular cystic acne if you have to ask, or just zits if you want to be a prick about it). And in fact, you wouldn't have any idea I'm so messed up if you looked at me because my face was spared (awesome!)
-had an emotional breakdown from said disfigurement, and hid it, and became alienated from everybody in my life
-going slowly nuts ever since (still haven't had my first kiss because I'm afraid to date, even though I'm way past being nervous around the opposite sex)... did I mention I turned 18 three months ago? ouch
-oh, and I just returned from the hospital to visit my dying mother (lung cancer)


I'll post back later... maybe. I've said that before.

Tough times bud.


Remember, no problem ahead of you is greater than the power behind you.


Maybe seek some professional assistance, it can be very useful/comforting.