Just my imagination???

Today i woke up with my alarm at 3am, i change my position like it said in some post i dont remeber where in dv, and i said to myself i will have a ld, i started saying im dreaming like every 20 sec then i THINK i fell asleep because i remember i was somewhere else, but i wasnt there very much time because i said im dreaming and i got too excited and i felt like if i could do anything i actually felt the "lucid power" lol it was like if i was in dragon ball or something like that, the power wasnt visible, it felt like warm but 3 sec after saying that everything started fading away and i spinned and looked to my hands but they werent there anymore and i opened my eyes.
So, did i imagine all this and i wasnt dreaming at all?, the power i felt was very strange, it was nothing i had felt before, have anyone felt something like that or i just imagine things because i want a ld so desperately. If anyone thinks i was indeed dreaming is there a way to calm down like something to do in the dream not just counting to 10 or something like that plz, mmm well maybe that would have worked but something else???
:( i was going to fly:(

Yea, you were defiantly dreaming. I think that practice will make it easier to stay calm. Each time you LD it will be a easier because you will become used to it a little, and it will not be such a huge surprise.