Did I have my first lucid dream? O_o
Mhhh... I was wondering if I really was lucid in my dream last night...
So there I was, waking up in the middle of the night for the 4th time or so. I had an awesome dream recall (the first time for me to actually remember so many dreams, and also in a lot of detail) and I didn´t want to spoil the fun by trying to Wild, so I went back to sleep. The last thought before going to sleep was: "Bah, to hell with gettin lucid for now!"
Then my next dream:
I was some kind of vampire, sucking peoples blood. I was hunting with some kind of female companion and because I was so foolish and attacked a guy in a public place with a lot of people going around, my "friend" was shot after they discovered that she was also a vampire...
I was able to escape and on the way home I found a little girl crying in front of our cityhall. She was upset and somehow lost her mother... dunno... anyway, I helped her to find her way back home.
Till then, everything was like a normal dream.
But, here it comes:
First, you have to know, that the multistory building where I live, is enclosed with a pretty high fence.
So I was walking around the fence and suddenly wanted to take a little shortcut.
I was just like: "Wait...I´m a vampire, so don´t I have those superpowers like they always have in all these hollywood movies?"
Yep, so I grabbed the top of the fence and pushed myself up with all my power... I flew almost 20 meters into the air and landed safely. It was awesome. And right when I was one my way to the frontdoor, I thought "Mhh...What did I read on dreamviews again...? I can make myself grow wings and fly... That´s pretty awesome too. I´m gonna try that!"
Well, I did... not much success. After a few seconds of trying I woke up >_>
But my question is: Was I lucid?
I mean, at no point of time did I do a realitycheck or said something like "I´m dreaming!" and I didn´t feel the dream fading, feel myself waking up.
I didn´t even feel that I had that much control of my dream... It was just like I could direct a few of my thoughts to certain things, but that was all... I couldn´t change my dreamworld in any way, nor did I think about it.
I always imagine what cool things I´d do once I became lucid, but in the end, I forgot all about it .__."