:welcome: Souless!
And this thing that is bothering you, I need a little more information on it before I can be sure of what it is, but if Im ot mistaken, it sounds like you're going through Sleep Paralysis (SP). This happens to everybody every night, except many havent experienced it yet. People usually experience it when they're still consciously awake while their body is going to sleep, and hence paralyzing them for the REM stage of sleep.
But before I go into more detail about that, here's the
Acronym List to get you started here at DVs!