Hm.. well, I still haven't done it yet, but certainly this site really has helped! (I really started all of this a year or more ago, and nothing has really happened until now). I don't really know what to ask for help, other than hopeful wishes!
I almost made it last night; I was in my bed, after waking up from a dream, I got some apple juice and went back to bed trying to sleep with binural beats. But my fatty headphones made it impossible to relax the only way I can (essentially face down on a pillow, I cannot sleep on my back!)
I then tried to just relax and keep my mind focused on lucid dreaming. I started seeing a bunch of colors swirling about in the blackness, mainly yellows and blues and greens. And occasionally I'd see basically a scene in a circle go by, sometimes it would stop and expand and grow in detail, but I'd lose focus.
Eventually I got to a point where I was still very aware I was asleep on my bed and that I'm just seeing this with my eyes closed, but the image was pretty clear and I could hear the guy talking to me.
I suppose I could use your help on determining if that was a dream or not. Link to my DJ, it's at the bottom, but I'll post a short summary here. It didn't feel real, like I was expecting a dream to feel, but I could clearly make out the grass, the lake, the 2 dogs. And I could clearly hear this guy talking to me. But I still felt like I was just in my bed. Then one of my favorite songs started playing (I could clearly hear it! But in the real world, the song wasn't playing), and as I started to forget that I was actually in bed, my head felt like it was spinning. That spinning excited me and I woke up.
I don't feel like it was a dream, since I was so aware of me in bed, but it also was so vivid, and clear, especially the sounds! So do you all think it was an actual dream, or was I just envisioning that?
Also, after skimming my book again, I really don't like it. The methods it describes seem to lack a few very helpful ideas this site offers! Such as the Reality Checks. I've never heard that until here! That book really goes in depth into what Astral Projection is and the whole theory behind it, not so much in the way of help as to achieve one.
Anyway, thanks for welcomes!
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