Thread: I did it! :D

I did it! I did not do WBTB though, as I stayed up a little later watching a movie with the family
and I have band practice in just 10 minutes. However, I still set my alarm clock to at least
wake me up at 4:30 which was about 4 hours after I had fallen asleep. I was doing the trance
induction of OBE and I must have blacked out, but the next thing I know is I have a baby who
is supposedly my son, in the bathtub and I am cleaning him. He has thicker black hair and
beautiful blue eyes. The next thing I remember is I am listening to a documentary on some
strange type of big blue astral creatures that look like insects and how they breed. Apparently
the females of long prods just below their mouths that poke the males when they breed,
causing the males pain, but the male's sex drive is so high the keep going even through the pain.
Then for some reason I think of my son and I feel a psychic connection with him as I
snap out of body and feel some force violently pulling me around my room then off into the
astral plane. It feels like a roller coaster!
I find myself fully lucid in a dark barnhouse at night. I know this is either the astral
plane or a lucid dream, though I am not sure. My lockmold is nasty, blacking me out then fading
me back in. I begin to suspect the fading is because this is a lucid dream, so I try to induce
the same feeling I felt when getting jerked out of body and to a random place on the astral
plane and launch myself out of body. It's not working. I look around at how real everything
appears to be, but it is so dark it keeps me from losing my mind in the detail. There appears
to be an overhead projecter pointing fron the top corner of the barn to the center. A voice
in my head tells me to fly up and shine the light in my eyes to go out of body. I try it, but
it doesn't work so I fly back down to the hay covered floor. I see a window
to my right and fly outside. I land outside on the grass and remember the insects that got me
into the jerking motion earlier. Surrounding the barn is a 4 foot concrete elevation. Apparently
the barn is at a slightly lower altitude then the plains around us. There is a ladder in front
of me that I use to climb out. When I climb out I feel myself bringing on that roller coaster
sensation again. It picks me up and throws me around and I can't see where it is taking me.
I find myself in the front are of some small house. It is still dark outside, but the house is
lightly dimmed. I walk into the kitchen, past the family room and notice on the stairs
there is the body of a young blonde woman, maybe about 27 years old. It looks
like her mouth has been gashed wide open on the side and dried blood stains her cheek.
This disgusts me quite a bit, but I know it isn't real. I am still dreaming. There is an overhead
projector again attached to the cieling in this kitchen. I try the same trick of shining it in my
eyes, but it doesn't work. I land and take another look at the body on the stairs... it's eyes
are open now! I feel a slight sensation of fear but ease it away reminding myself
my body is safe back in bed. I walk over the a bedroom I passed that faces the
family room. When I look in there I hear a little girl yelling and charging me from behind!
I turn around to see a cute little blonde three year old looking girl in her pajamas charging me.
Like a video game, her name appears under her and it says "Allie". She tackles me to the ground
and starts punching me violently. It really doesn't hurt so I kind of laugh but she gets angrier.
Somehow I dispatch of her, I do not remember, because being a dream character she recieves
no sympathy from me. Then another one charges me from the same direction! This time it
says "Allie 2" under her. I laugh at this and my mom comes in with hand cuffs. I use them
to handcuff her to keep her from bothering me any more. I also handcuff my mom to keep her
in place while I explore.
I get the strange sensation I am in a dream body that looks much like my father's.
My view quickly and temporarily zooms out to show me I am right, then goes back to first
person. I fly back past the overhead projector and out the back door. I see that this house was
right in front of a barn house (THE barn house?). So I go ahead and fly into the night sky
before permanently losing my lockmold for the night and waking up.

I woke up and recorded some notes right after this to remind me later, then tried
a couple times to do it again but couldn't. I would always black out or wake back up.
One success for this night was good enough for me! Maybe I will eventually have multiple
experiences a night, if I keep practicing. Tonight will be WBTB 4:00 to 5:00 with bed time
at 10:00. Thank you, subconscious.