Uncertainty... :-S help, please :S

hey!
well it is about 2 years since the first time i tried getting lucid & I had them recently.
but my problem is that when i get lucid i don't know what to do, & all my plans for dreaming seems not satisfying in that state. & I almost waste my lucid dreams flying & doing these simple things, but these don't seem satisfying enough...
one time I tried summoning a guide in a lucid dream, & it was so fine for that special dream but recently i had a lucid dream in which i called my guides but exactly at the time i called for them, my cell phone began ringing, it was a friend of mine who said "hey farzad, i think all of us have totally understand that it is not a matter of guidance, it's about what YOU want!" & i woke up. & i had this feeling of uncertainty & i felt my inadequacy for taking a decision made me depend on others (a guide or ...)
can anybody suggest something cuz i feel it's making me lose hope...
thanks :) & excuse me for my bad english

I don't think this section of the forum is about Lucid Dreaming... Unless this has nothing to do about LD'ing. I couldn't really understand that last part ,sorry about that.

hey farzad, i think all of us have totally understand that it is not a matter of guidance, it's about what YOU want!