Possible First LD, Not Sure Though
So last night I finally had what I think was a Lucid Dream, but something about it makes me wonder if I actually was lucid. I felt like I was Lucid, but many things just sort of happened anyway. So was I Lucid, or was my brain creating a dream that resembled me being lucid? :?
Here's the dream directly from my dream journal:
2) During all of this dream, especially the part I'm pretty sure was lucid, I had an utter lack of emotion. :? Good for staying lucid, but it makes me wonder if I really was lucid. I was in a room that was fairly empty with someone else. We went into another room and stole a circular object, and I was expecting an alarm to start blaring, but it didn't. We went back into the other room, hearing robot voices following us, and I set the object that had now become a box on a stand near the wall. As I open it, I start thinking "Alright, now for those dream superpowers" That's when I remember that I do have superpowers. I was in a dream! Strangely enough, I thought this more as if it was fact and only got a little excited, as far as I can remember. I never did any reality checks either. I unfortunately realized this just as the evil robots came in the room and started shooting little white balls at us. I dropped to the floor, then was trying to get my bearings as they continued to fire at us. I then lifted my hand and willed the balls to stop, thinking or saying something like "stop time!". They stopped, sort of matrix-style and just hung in the air. I don't exactly remember what I did next, but I think I was trying to fix an itch or something in the corner of my right eye, but instead of fixing it in the dream world, I actually opened my physical eyes for a moment. The dream of course, vanished, but I was still very aware of my dream body. I dropped to the floor, which I could still feel, and started feeling the hardwood floor, then rubbing my hands together, and switching between the two for a while. Eventually, a new dream materialized. I rubbed the carpet, then rubbed my hands together for a couple minutes, then set off down the street that happened to be in the house I'd materialized in. I went over to a window in my living room (this part actually looked a lot like my current living room) I thought I'd try walking through glass. I put my fingers against it, but it remained solid. I tried a few more times, but it still didn't work. I put my head against the glass and it broke a little bit. I backed away and decided to break it, so I punched it with my palm facing it. It shattered. I then decided to try to fix it, so I moved my hands up and toward me. All the pieces of glass jumped up and filled in the hole, but it didn't look repaired. I tried a few more arm movements and got it fairly well fixed. I then moved it to the side, on accident, and a bunch of people came through. I tried to close it again, but I didn't. I think it had suddenly become winter, but I don't remember feeling cold. The glass had become ice, but I didn't notice this. I turned to a bunch of boxes that also had ice in them. I tried fixing them, and the DC's seemed impressed. Then another one came in, and started lecturing me on how this was the last thing we needed and something about a flood. I listened to him, then left and walked back up the street. I then remembered my idea to find Cloud Strife from the Final Fantasy VII game, so I willed him to appear behind me. I turned around and he was right there, though it was actually a female version of him with red hair and a ponytale. I jumped on him anyway and changed him into the male version as I did. I remember C and J being somewhere nearby. C handed me a carved circle of wood or stone about 8 inches wide. It had letters of the alphabet on it. So I left Cloud and walked somewhere else. I spun, trying to create a scene in my novels. It sort of worked, but the place appeared in the distance. I tried again, but nothing changed. I walked forward and saw that there was a stadium in the middle of the circular valley. I don't remember teleporting there, though I'm pretty sure I tried to, so I might have been successful. I was now in a vine-covered area and decided to changed my clothes into Lightning's from Final Fantasy XIII. This almost worked perfectly, but I think some parts were flipped (right leg instead of left). I then followed someone else down the side of the stadium I was standing next to. There were handle bars every couple of feet, but some of them were coming out as I grabbed onto them. Neither me or the person I was now with fell though. We got to the floor in a book-store sort of place and I heard DC's muttering about people not escaping from that performance. I then continued to follow the girl I was with. She was kind of evil, but not really. (Looking for the bad guys but being really vicious about it.) We entered a room while she was muttering various things. I saw me, C, and J standing there. This a was scene from my previous dream. I spun, trying to create the Forgotten City from Final Fantasy VII. It sort of worked, but ended up being a scene from a dream I had a few days ago and had forgotten about, with a few dozen short glowing trees. I think I lost lucidity somewhere around here, I think when one of the glowing trees walked up. It looked like a purple/blue carrot at one point with a whole bunch of faces on it. I tried to plant it, but woke up before I did.
