MY FIRST SUCCESSFUL WILD ATTEMPT!!! (well...)
Well .... You have to hear the whole story.
I woke up to my clock at 8:00, then decided to WILD!
But I fell back asleep, then woke up, then fell back asleep, woke up, till I started getting vibrations, and scary noises, and I was able to stay calm, and I even enjoyed it. Then I started drifting into dreams, and i was half lucid in them, because I was kinda conscious and sane, but I couldn't really tell if this is a dream or not. Then I woke up again (false awakening?) and didn't wanna do an RC, because I was afraid that I will get out of SP if I move. So I tried to shoot fire out of my hand... wait I moved my hand. But damn, I didn't get Lucid, I still thought I was in reality, because I can shoot fire out of my hands anytime, when I imagine it, and it didn't work there. Then I just stayed, and waited, and SP didn't get more intense, maybe because I was already in a dream. Then I woke up at 9:00, and SP was completely gone. I did RC, and I was awake. I'm excited, because it's not usual that I'm so sane in a dream. (I'm always crazy in dreams, thinking the most stupid things, and this time I was kinda sane, although I didn't realize that was a false awakening)
And of course I'm excited, because I didn't get scared of SP, and even enjoyed it a little :boogie::boogie::boogie::boogie::roll:
EDIT: Oh I even had a False awakening that I had my legs down on the floor, and I thought it's real, because it felt so real. But when I woke up, I had my legs on the bed, so I badly missed that FA... :mad:
EDIT 2: I wrote this quickly, now I write it full-detailed in my Dream Journal topic, if you are interested.
EDIT 3!!!!!!!!!: Most importantly I wanna thank the DV community from the bottom of my heart, because before I joined these forums, SP was the absolute source of fear and terror in my life.
And now I can use it to achieve a true LD soon. THANK YOU ALL! :bowdown::bowdown::bowdown::bowdown:
