did i just dream i was lucid?
okay so at the start of my dream something bad happened and i was all depressed then i remembered out of the blue! wait! im dreaming! so i grew wings but they were tiny and pathetic and flew aroundup really high, and the whole time i kept thinking how it wasnt as amazing as i thought it was going ot be? it didnt even feel real! plus i couldnt really control where i was going very well? like my arms were stiff and i couldnt move them and i couldnt control my wings. i had to "think" where i wanted to go and how high :/ and then i remember thinking ok i flew now what else is on my list? then i remember i wanted to go meet some mermaids so i visaulized being in a pretty ocean...i had the falling sensation but i ended up in a shallow pond! D: with people all over me! thats when my lucidity ended i think.i remember everytime i tried to think of where i wanted to be i always ended up someplace close but not exactly what i wanted? so wtf? was the lucidity of my dream just low? i dont understand...ive had short lucids like 5 seconds long that were more vivid than that! when i looked at something in that dream when i was lucid it didnt become very amazingly detailed like it shouldve. ? i tried to increase the vividness by focusing on something but it didnt work :/ this is really disapointing...
especially since this was my longest lucid (supposedly) so far....
also, can you make DC's appear at will? i wanted to ask a question to a certain DC that appears a lot.
