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Interesting night.
I was dreaming.... then I just heard "Wake up." in my dream... it was my voice.. and when I did it was 5 am..... so I tried to wbtb and wild... WILD SUCKED.......
I laid there for 20+ minute..... and I was asking.. is it 10 minute yet?
So I MILD for a while and go to sleep... NO LUCIDS..... but the first dream was totally about LUCID>.... in my science class........ I was talking to my teacher about LD and he, totally has uber knowledge of it.... and there was this other friend that I know, but he wasnt suppose to be in my science class, he said he's on multiple LD sites.... DV was one of them.....
ANd then there's this LUCID land..... I apparently got the feeling im lucid... not the "real time" feeling.. that's just what I felt in the dream, I was logging in to "Lucid Dreaming Online" I kept skipping the damn tutorials and intro, I was thinking into my head....... I don't have time for this, and when Im about to start, they say I had to pay.... So I made my own server..... and then yea...... after a while I had no control of anything and it all went black.... But beforehand I wasn't lucid.... i was thinking that I was... and really? A computer LD game? That's just messed up....
And then after that I dreamt about playing an online FPS game.... was laggy.
I woke up this morning at 9:30, I tried to Wild at 8:30 but seems i wasted an hour.... 9 50 now
So based on my dreams, have I maybe improved?
been 1 week and 5 days since i started
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Your mind was definately on LDing and you were on the verge of realization. I would say you have definately took a step forward. You could try and RC everytime you hear LDing being mentioned. That may give you that edge during the dream state. Good luck to you and just keep working at it, I'm sure you'll get it in no time!
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