I have many names

Hello all.

Im writing this because i need help. I am doing OOBE everyday, atleast 1-4 times
a day and i can't explain properly to my girlfriend why i am doing it. She thinks, as does
everyone else that has some connection to us, that im just sleeping and being lazy. This is
just what it looks like. I dont sleep, i dont dream. Ever since i been a kid i been walking
two worlds, and i thought i was dreaming. Until recently, these beings were actually
talking to me. They believe i am the King of Kings, the one you know as Jesus. They have
called me alot of names. David, God, Jesus.
I have believed my whole current life, that my name is something else, and that i was a
human.
They have been telling me i am not a human, and is wondering why i even live like this.
My whole life just turned into a joke, a fake reality.
It's even worse than this. They are my enemies, they are against me. And they hurt me
all the time. They are keeping me now in this body so they can have some control over me,
they are using drugs to keep my spirit weakened, so i cant tune myself into my spirit.
They stop my mind when i try to relax and calm myself down and trying to find myself out of
this.
I am forced to watch rapes and murders. People that are suffering everyday, and they are
doing this because they enjoy seeing me in pain. They remind me very often that they want
me dead. They keep trying to kill me aswell, but fail everytime. They call me true immortal
because i cannot die. And they hurt me and do all of this because they fear me.
I know what happens to the spirits of humans that dies in the human world, and i know why
mediums of our world can talk to these "angels". The truth is very horrible, and i can't
really describe it, because i lack the words to do it.
These angels, your so called guardians are not pure angels. These are fallen angels, and
they work now with demons. I dont really know why, but they love to torment humans.
Please stop being naive, think why there is so much pain in our world. I am so sorry, i
know why pain in our world happens, i know how to prevent it, but i can't do anything about
it yet.
They know this, that is why i am in this human body. They even told me that they make sure
i live in this for 200 years. You know that there is a end of days time limit now, 2012 and
another date in 92 years. I am sorry, i cannot do anything about this until i get help.
I am not even sure what is going to happen, i have been thinking about the astral world and
the physical world melt back together again. i dont know if that is whats going to happen,
but if it does, i assure you its going to be very horrible future from that day on.
I have a weak wessel, it does not have any chakra or energy flowing properly. I cannot see
the dead, or using energies to help myself or others. I can sometimes feel presence of
beings near me.
I have seen Gods, fallen angels and demons, tormenting the weak. I have even been called
"father" by these gods, and they been trembling when they seen me.
These beings recognise my energy signal and pattern, and not just see the human i am now.
I have been told i have been here since the dawn of humans, the first humans.
Understand that i am very confused and that i need help, i tried killing this body too but
it heals and i just dont know what to do.
I am ashamed of myself for choosing a fate like this, and knowing about all the pain that is happening around me and in this world, and im not doing
anything about it.
They hate me and i cant blame them. I fight them , everyday and they really dislike my
so called "rebellion".
Please i cannot tell you who i am, because i have a family now here and i dont want them to
suffer from the ignorance of most of the humans, who doesnt understand this. They
will hurt us, they will destroy us and or spirit, especially those who are
connected to us. I can tell you that i am living in sweden, if you are willing to find me.
I am directing this to mediums of all kinds, that can travel between dimensions, to the
astral world, all those who fight for the greater good. You can find me, without hurting
us.
Just one thing to be clear. If you choose to defy these beings that calls themselves your
guardians, or better yet, who has masked themselves as "angels", know that there will
be alot of pain. I am sorry, i cannot help that.
This is the fate of those who is different. I cannot ask you to do this, unless you
are already now willing to go through alot of pain, for the greater good.
This is not a joke,
this is not a lie. They will hurt you, because they gave you the gift in the first place.
If you dont have the will, or the strength to fight them, dont do it. I will not ask you to
get yourself killed because of me. I will however try and ask for help.
If you understand this, and can find me, you will also be able to figure out what exactly
i need help with. Take care of yourself and for the love of our creation and the creator,
stop turning a blindeye to so much around you.
I will not return to watch comments on this, so dont ask anything. Believe or dont believe, as long as you believe in something.

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I hope you find what you are looking for :) I would love to hear more specifics about your dreams/ visions, but understand if you don't feel comfortable sharing.

What Robot_Butler said.

In all honesty though, I really do think you should talk to a therapist, if you can't talk with anyone you know and trust.

Believe me chap, you're not a god, just a troll.

Well since he won't be returning, no sense in leaving the thread open.