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to start I am 15. Im a guy and I love to build things. I have all my life its just who I am. As a result of disigning and engineering things so often I am sort of able to use my mind as a 3d visualizing software. I can picture it and add to things usualy in three diminsions in my head. Sometimes if I want there is a grid in the background for refrence. I usualy do this befor I go to bed and cant stop thinking about a project and I take forever to get to sleep and then my head starts to hurt. Also I am always in pursuit of knowlage.
I've always loved remembering dreams because mine are always good ones and my dreams always revolve around action and adventure. I love listening to other peoples dreams. I never have nightmares. I used to have dreams where I wake up sudenly but that was the worst of it. I have strong will power and I would definitly like to have perfect mind and body control. I've mediled in breathing control and heart rate control alot in karate. I first learned about lucid dreaming around a year befor writing this. I was watching a show on science chanel about cool new technoligys and one of the things was the lucid dreaming mask, It said a little about lucid dreaming and how the mask worked and I thought it was fantastic. It didn't mention that you could learn to do it without the mask though. I looked up the mask on the internet and figured it would be expensive to I thought I wouldnt be able to do it so I stoped thinking about it. Yesterday I was surfin through youtube and found a guy named ReeceJones87 who had lucid dreaming tutorials. As I thought about lucid dreaming again I thought of the posibilities. If I could use my wake mind as a 3d visualising program what could I do while Im sleeping and in full control of my imaginary invironment. I could use those techniques for sports where you imagine how to do something and it works even better than actualy doing it for karate but to a whole new leval. Of corse I could fly and go on adventures and all that epic stuff so I watched his videos and looked on google. I figured out the basics three times over. I decided to get a dream jurnal which I always thought would be cool to remember all my dreams and I did the reality checks all day. I told myself I was going to have a lucid dream and turned off the TV. Now it usualy takes me an hour or so to fall asleep but I fell asleep without my even realising it. It was 12:45 I had a dream I was a sniper In a moder warfare setting and I was about to shoot my target when I realised I didn't know why I had to kill him. I usualy have morals in my dreams btw. I then heard a voice say "Your doing a good job at that lucid dreaming thing" and I though "wait what?" and everything faded to black and I woke up. I realised I was guna lose my dream and I did but then I was able to remeber this much of it there was alot more. I look at the clock and its only 12:50. SO I had a sliver of lucidity my first 5 minuits. I could remeber the last dream I had in the morning to in a similar fashion to the other although I never had any lucidity. But just remeber my dreams consistently will be a step forward. I got a dream jurnal today and look forward to seeing what tonights dream will be
I would like to know if anyone else has used your LD as a 3d software like I want to and if you have any sugestions.
