My first REAL lucid dream
i have had dreams where i realized I was in a dream before...but i never actually took advantage of that situation to manipulate my surroundings. it was more of a "wait, i'm in a dream." and if i then decided to look left, i wasn't sure if i DECIDED to look left or I just did it in my dream.
yesterday, i suddenly had my first ever real lucid dream. i don't know what to say, or what to ask...but i just want to share it and get feedback or hopefully contribute to something people want to know about!
i don't remember at which point of the dream i realized i was in a dream. but once the thought came into my head, i started to feel like as if there was a time limit because i read before that lucid dreams don't last long. i quickly decided to look at my hands because that way i would know for sure if i'm lucid dreaming and because i thought it might extend my lucid dream. when i looked, and btw all my motions are slowed in the dream, so it takes about 2 seconds for my hands to lift up and my head to look down...my hands were translucent. there was a kind of 80% transparency through them. i KNEW then that i was lucid dreaming, because...hey, hands, can't be seen...
just then, i began to lift of the ground and fly, being pulled upwards. it was just like in the film "Waking Life". At that point, i thought...haha! this must be a characteristic of lucid dreaming and i thought maybe if i could slowly control my dream more, i would be able to resist the flying pull. Now come to think of it, I don't know if I was flying because it was a typical thing, or whether i associated "Waking Life" with lucid dreaming and so started to fly.
i couldn't control my path much, i just floated around slowly. i was a bit afraid at times, but i told myself...this is a lucid dream, you're not gonna get hurt by lifting off or flying into this thing. i relaxed myself. i kept looking at my hands whenever i felt the dream was trying to end. then i remember about looking for signs and clocks. supposedly signs would not be the same if i looked again, and something about clocks is supposed to happen. and then i had my real success...
i managed to imagine a clock. it was very transparent again, but i chose to make one, and it came about, slowly. it was unlike the flying part which i couldn't seem to control. the hands on the clock were hard to see....i think they were moving a faster than they should, but not mad scary speed. then i tried signs, and i think i had 2 blur images of street signs...again somewhat transparent, but the signs were empty.
and then i thought...of course i want to have sex.
so i tried to imagine a beautiful girl, and i wanted to imagine her stripping and doing all sorts of things. but all that came out was this lady, maybe in her early 30s, in some kind of yellow airline check in attire, and i just floated toward her breasts while she was still clothed. it was as if i was flying into a giant hologram billboard in those sci-fi movies. i tried to clutch my hands, but i realized that some fingers were jammed. then I thought that, in my real sleeping position, i must be holding on something...maybe a book. i tried to remember what my sleeping position was, but i just could not recall (even though it's my own house, on the couch).
when i flew through the lady's breasts, i had an orgasm, which i could hold back a bit and try to extend. after that, the lucid dream started to fade away and i just continued floating upward...surroundings all grey.
and then there was nothing...but my mind was active. it was saying "okay, now you're about to wake up right? seems like your lucid dream is over. where are you now?...etc" and then i woke up. my fingers were interlocked so that somewhat explains why some fingers (the pinky) couldn't clutch fully. i was curious if i really cummed and checked myself, and i did.
What a crazy experience!
i don't know what to say!
how come i can imagine wanting sex, and actually cum? i thought we need physical stimulation (guys especially). I know that in wet dreams we may not have physical stimulation, but i assumed that in wet dreams, the dream is trying to make sense of what the body is going through. So just like if you piss in your sleep, you may dream that you are pissing. but this time, it seemed the vice versa because i felt like i CHOSE to imagine an orgasm, so it seems like reality followed the dream.
crazy.
any feedback?
thanks for reading!
