lucid or not lucid that is the question

NOTE: if you read this PLEASE comment, i need help. the first dream that i put on here im going to put as non lucid but please tell me if i should change it to lucid. i think it was lucid but i also think that it was a non lucid dream about being lucid. is this even possible?? please help

here is the uncertain dream...
''start'' i dont remember doing a reality check but i was walking around saying im lucid! i started to think of what i could do. things like the task of the month or flying. but out of no were i was like im going to go make up with mallory. (mallory is a friend that i had a fight with a couple of months ago and havent really talked to here sense) well even though i knew that she wouldnt acually know that i did it but i still went. (which is why i think i was not lucid) so i suddenly end up in her back yard and she tries to grab my hand but i pull away because i didnt think we should try and act like nothing was wrong. well then i had a false awakining and drement that i was in my moms bed and she was shaking me telling me to get out of it, i start yelling at her and telling her that she ruined a lucid dream and that it was important. i guess i was being harsh because she began to cry.''end''

It sounds to me that at first you were lucid and then you lost it, it is very normal in the beginning and you dont have to worry, false awekenings are also EXTREMEly common. I reccomend you to look in the "Tutorials" Forum and check out the guides on how to maintain you lucidity :)