Would've still been better to give the bird to that person than to kill it... :thumbdown:
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I don't know. I probably would have put it out of its misery myself. Then again, I hunt partridge...
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(The original)Green Lantern is now gay =/
I'm totally not happy about it! I totally like the gays,awesome people BUT it's a desperate change,that merely tries to say "DC comics is openminded" .. Also not the first gay hero,there are others too.
The why did you change your ava?
Oh no! I haven't killed her!! I was just saying, if she came to be THAT far gone, I could/would.
I clean their cage and doctor her belly every other day. I put triple antibiotic ointment on it. I would clean it more often, but it's stressful enough for her. Right now, she seems happy enough but she's had the infection for about 3 years (in retrospect). How long can she have it before it finally kills her?
Ugh... today was worse than I had expected. Because of road construction, I was stuck in traffic (on my way home) for an easy 30 minutes. I waited in line at both Sams Club and Wal-mart for 15 minutes each. BUT, I got some great deals at Wal-mart. I bought 4 pairs of jeans and 6 shirts and 1 pajama bottoms for $1. each. Of course, none of the jeans fit my son or me :roll: I'll see if I can exchange them at our local Walmart. If not, I'm sure one of my daughters could wear them.
It's sad just how fat I've gotten. My big butt can't even squeeze into a size 16 :eek: But I was laughing about it the other day. I was wearing a skirt and passed a mirror and noticed I look just like a school bell- the type with the handle :cackle: I even got my hubby to laugh about it.
I am home for the rest of the day *whew*
I think I might play a little Runescape.
Hey, any of you know how you get to the sorting test on pottermore? A few friends of me want me to take it.
There was a small tear that developed into a hole, causing one of my lungs to collapse. It healed on it's own within few weeks and I recently had a CT scan done to check if there was any underlying cause. The doctor said I'm fine but once you suffer a collapsed lung, there's always a small chance of it happening again. As long as I don't smoke cigarettes and keep the bud smoking to a minimum, I'll be a-ok. I'm going to switch from smoking joints to ingesting a tincture when I get the chance just to be on the safe side though.
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I remember when I was a kid, there'd always be people pulling up by the welfare office (it's in the same plaza where we used to buy groceries and do laundry [I miss going to the laundromat D: ]) with that song blasting out their car stereos. Nostalgia. :']
Weird. I had a dream last night involving a bird that looked exactly like that, yet this is the first time I've ever seen such a thing in the real world. =/
@ Gavin - sign from god bro - he doesn't want you smokin' NOTHING! :shadewink:
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Zhaylin :)
I can hardly function without, I get all jittery and nervous around people (even my own family) once it's out of my system. I was a nervous wreck before I started blazing, the herb's turned things around for the better. I do plan on quitting smoking and just eating it though, but I'll have to convince my parents that it's harmless/healthy before I'm able to get away with baking edibles.
I have no motivation. Nothing I do feels like it matters.
Hey Darkmatters, sacrificing your eye to save a turtle is quite a heroic act, I applaud you. Good to hear you didn't need an eye patch or anything, you might have had to become the new mysteriously eye-patched turtle rescuer superhero or something lol.
Been awake for like 23 hours <_< it's 9:30am and i'm tired xD probs gonna sleep all day.
Also my dog has some skin tags all around his arm pit area :O this breed is prone to skin things and usually in late spring/early summer he gets some bumps and what not on is stomach. Does anyone knowledgeable of dogs here know if skin tags are harmful? We'll take him to the vet soon so they can remove them, i'm just sort of worried :( It's just all bumpy, like 1 is semi hard...ugh :(
and I've had a headache for the past 9 hours xD
More likely he doesn't know about the Partridge Family. A schoolbus full of children??!! More like a touring bus filled with crappy talentless musical family from the 70's. But I am NOT advocating the slaughter of sitcom families, no matter how annoying. Obviously it would be difficult to take out a fictional family. Much more to the point to take aim at real issues like Kardashians. :cheeky:
(Actually I was merely punning on something Dave had said. I can't help it - it's what I do!)
lol @ the Partridge Family. I actually liked the show (in re-runs :D)
I'm glad you're doing better, Gavin. That sounds absolutely hellish. Have you ever tried anxiety meds? They might not be perfect but they're legal and you wont get into any trouble for taking them.
My rant is that Meesha (the puppy) pooped on my bed last night. I cleaned it up, scrubbed my air mattress, but had no real blankets (a sheet I used over the bed, a short blanket to cover with). I laid down to sleep at 6AM, Meesha left, came back, jumped around my head and arms (as usual) and then I noticed a wet feeling near my elbow. Meesha peed on my bottom blanket. WTH?! She's never done that before. She sleeps on that bed too. Why the heck is she now messing on it :bang:
And then I tried listening to the 1st of the Month video above and my birds were not fans! Vlashki hasn't stopped screeching yet :roll:
Also, my youngest boy talks too much lol. But I have to act as if he doesn't annoy me in the least :lol: He's really paranoid and self-conscious.
Oh yeah... Cuddlebug (the bunny) is still in a little bit of shock. I mopped the bunny pee off the bathroom floor before leaving for my car work yesterday. I was in a hurry and wasn't thinking. The tub was stopped up and had some water in it (it wasn't even close to being half way full). The sides are sloped though and while I was gone, the bunny hopped into the tub (as is his habit) and who knows how long it took him to get out. My youngest boy saw him some time later, wet, and figured out what must have happened. But he thought it was funny.
When I got home, I dismissed what he said and I ate, watched a show, then finally had to use the restroom.
Poor Cuddlebug was huddled in a corner near the shower and bathroom door. He was a little damp and low to the ground. I gave him food and water and he wouldn't move. I gave him bird seed (a special treat) and he wouldn't move.
So I scooped him up in a towel and just swaddled/cuddled him for awhile.
I cleaned out his container and put fresh wood chips in it, thinking he would be comforted by the small space. But he hopped out and went back to his old place near the door :wtf:
As the morning progressed though, he hopped back to the side of the tub where he likes to rest. And when I woke up, he was in his container and his food and water was gone. He's still not his spunky usual self though. :crying: I hope he didn't inhale any water. Rabbits are exceptionally fragile and I feel horrible that I hadn't thought things through more!
Sorry about the novella :D
(The bird is still screeching lol)
I just finished the graduation at the small alternative high school that I take and have taken several classes in everyday. I finished taking over half of my classes there. I will the miss really nice people I met there over the years. Teachers and Students.
Basicly I just finished an amazing visual novel that is all about romance and I'm kinda, hmmm wouldn't say depressed, but in a big thinking moment of my life.
I could write a big rant about it but I guess it would be long and I don't know how readable it would be but if you find the subject interesting maybe I will.
But as I said I played this amazing visual novel and they did everything right with the music, character development and the story. Before I played this I just thought that when you "loved" someone it was just that you still felt the emotion of when you are with a friend but with the hormones talking at the same time.
I think I experienced close to true love for this fictional character (yeah yeah). It was so amazing and if there is something like an emotional high then I think I got it there. The thing that makes me sad... Is that that feeling, of true love that is... You will probably never experience it in the real world.
That's what I think atleast and I'm pretty sad about it as it's one of the most magical thing that I felt. There is to many variables to click, to many senses to please.
For one the character that I had an romance with was for me an very interesting person (she was a free spirit, didn't talk much but, talked in riddles and tried to reach out with art) not only that but she got the cute look and the story that binds you together is very sad but leads to joy (I love that path: you meet --> feels some connection --> sad part --> joy)
Also it plays some amazing soundtrack too that increase the emotional feelings even more.
That's why I don't think that real life love can't be as good as it could be. That's probably why I won't find romance ever since, I will have these expectations from now on. I guess I'm fine with it as I won't live in a lie and not knowing how good it can be.
This alone made me start with lucid dreaming again because I wanna try creating that kind of place and see if I can feel these emotions again.
TL;DR : I just think that you can't get the same "love" feeling from a real life relationship as in a fiction and it makes me sad. What do you think? What's your experience?
I have no experience. But I think you can. I see some of my friends and relatives happily married for decades, all I want to do is end up like them.
hmmm I'm wondering... I've been reading this thread: http://www.dreamviews.com/f45/fallin...-dreams-63589/ and it seems like a lot of people get the "love feeling" that they never found in the real world.
The fiction from a visual novel should probably count as something that plays out in your mind and it's the same with dreams so I made a theory that if you want to find the strongest "emotional happiness" then a journey in your mind is the way to go.
None the less it made me really interested in "the mind". This have brought on some change for me as I'm gonna start living healthier and medidate more to try find something in my thoughts. Before I wanted a big high paying job and material happiness but now... I just want time/freedom to relax and think.
I love thinking... I've always done it and I love day dreaming. Why can't I just live in my head? >.<
I've been nervous to post in here for a while because I made the mistake of thinking we could work things out after having a long talk about shit. Apparently, he forgets. Now, not only is he still angry (at least he left to "cool off" this time) but he got super pissed after three sentences discussing the fact that I wanted to drive to my moms to let her watch our son while I went out and found a swim suit that actually fits me? Seriously, three sentences into the discussion and he's putting on his shoes and shaking with anger.
I still keep it in my head that I want to leave him, so, I'm not going to fake that we're trying to work things out. I took my stupid ring off. We're not fucking married. We're not going to GET married, so why the hell should I wear a ring that only makes me feel like I'm carrying weight on my hand. I wonder how long it will take him to notice it.
Anyway, since leaving him directly doesn't work, I've decided to take small steps for the sake of my son. I think the main reason I even came back was because my sister just had her baby and it was already getting crowded at her house. I understand she wants to help me, but she shouldn't tell me it's ok to move in when she knows she wants her space. I took the hint.
My first small step. I'm going to find a job. I figure, if this doesn't make him start treating me like a fucking adult, then at least I will have a starter paycheck and my foot in the door of a new apartment.
Something that I really need to work on is going over only the surface of things.. What I mean by that is, I'm not going to blurt out my feelings anymore, not to him, not to anyone because I always end up choking on my own tounge. (you guys are an exception)
Instead, I'm going to keep the word "surface" in mind whenever I feel angry or hurt and only tell people the facts, not my feelings about them. This includes him, especially him. Me getting worked up over what he sees as small things will only make him ignore me more, so, I will choose my battles. Now that I don't have my ring on, I don't feel so tied down. It's amazing how heavy that symbol can weigh on a person.
Me finding a job means that we will more than likely lose our foodstamps causing us to be even more broke, I won't be able to spend as much time with my son anymore, and that HE will start to resent me even more. I deserve some happiness. I don't deserve to be treated like his dependent. I'm a human being, god damnit and I have pride, too.
Mum hanging around me a lot. It's annoying.