Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

**Solarflare** · 08-07-2011 11:53 PM

continueing from the PiYHoC thread:

it actually didnt rain

**Zhaylin** · 08-08-2011 09:23 PM

One of Tiny's baby's died this morning. We were expecting it though after a turn for the worst last night. She was the runt of the bunch. Tiny's still kicking though.

It's terribly hot outside. I've been out in it since about 10AM-4PM. I didn't sleep last night so I'm beat, but I can't go to sleep until I talk to my daughter. I missed our weekend so I CANNOT miss our phone call too!
I've taken a ridiculous amount of caffeine today and I"m barely plodding along.
I still have to send my ex-hubby an email that I've been putting off for almost a week.

**Raspberry** · 08-08-2011 09:28 PM

IRC.

Has taken over my life.

The end.

**Erii** · 08-08-2011 09:39 PM

it does that

**Solarflare** · 08-09-2011 12:12 AM

not for me

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 12:36 AM

I feel siicccckkkkkk

**Darkmatters** · 08-09-2011 12:47 AM

Awww poor Erii. Feel better.

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 12:50 AM

stupid allergies >_>

**Solarflare** · 08-09-2011 02:12 AM

Originally Posted by Erii

stupid allergies >_>

i have allergies to

hay fever right?

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 02:44 AM

Pretty much.

along with it causing me breathing problems, with my asthma and such. And then my sunburnt and sore back don't help xD

**Solarflare** · 08-09-2011 03:00 AM

allergies= ass shit fuck... ass.

probably the worst part of my life

they arent as bad now ass they were before, i used to be fucked sick, but now it isnt a big deal :3

**SilverBullet** · 08-09-2011 03:29 AM

when summer started my allergies only lasted a couple weeks then suddenly stopped altogether....wut?

**Solarflare** · 08-09-2011 03:33 AM

i rarely had any allerges this summer :/

i mean

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 03:54 AM

FFFFUUUFFFFUUUU

my allergies are worst in summer :c well, fall too, but i <3 fall

**Solarflare** · 08-09-2011 03:57 AM

i get them all throughout fall and summer, but not this year xD

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 04:09 AM

>;c

**Solarflare** · 08-09-2011 04:12 AM

harharharaaharahar

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 04:20 AM

it's so damn humid though, thats the worst part of the allergy thing and all the stupid pollen xD

**Solarflare** · 08-09-2011 04:22 AM

its fucked up hot here :******(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 04:28 AM

when i pour cereal and too much comes out

**ty4TheAdventure** · 08-09-2011 04:28 AM

I had allergies for like a week at the beginning of summer. It sucked. I hope I don't get it again x(

I usually get them at the start of each new season when the weather changes.

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 04:32 AM

Originally Posted by niteLite

I usually get them at the start of each new season when the weather changes.

my asthma and allergies are the worst when the weather changes drastically Dx

**ty4TheAdventure** · 08-09-2011 04:58 AM

Originally Posted by Erii

my asthma and allergies are the worst when the weather changes drastically Dx

Uggh. I know what that's like when it comes to allergies. I hope you feel better!

Sometimes there aren't enough tissues in the world...and the rare times I don't need 'em, my nose still feels like crap.

Okay that doesn't happen. But still!

**Erii** · 08-09-2011 05:18 AM

Originally Posted by niteLite

Uggh. I know what that's like when it comes to allergies. I hope you feel better!

Sometimes there aren't enough tissues in the world...and the rare times I don't need 'em, my nose still feels like crap.

Okay that doesn't happen. But still!

hahaha i catch your drift

**Arra** · 08-09-2011 05:41 AM

i am so fucking bored i don't know what to do. i am drinking BY MYSELF like a fucking newb. I can't even bitch about all the crap in my life to anyone, not even on here because it's too personal lol. I'm getting drunker and drunker and i have no one to shrae anything with. i wish i had friends in real life so i could be distracted, so I had something fun to do, but NO. I have NO FUCKING FRIENDS IRL. That isn't an exaggeration, it's the truth. Most people who say that really do have 1 or 2 close friends, I have none. I'm 21 and the last friend I had was a girl who half had mental problems or something who I hated when I was 14.

Everyone on Steam is deleting me for some reason or another. What hte fuck did I do? A girl I have NOTHING against fucking deleted me, and a friend told me she deleted me because I was annoying when I'm drunk. Do you realize how fucking unjust this is? Playing those games and drinking and talking was the only social experience I've had. I was deprived of it and when I was exposed to it on those rare occasions, I might have gone overboard. i wasn't even talking that much, I suppose my thoughts are just too strange and annoy people, like my description of a certain line as a y=4x line. I take a lot of math courses and that was honestly the first thought that came to mind of how to describe the angle of the line. Furthermore I've always been 'paranoid' (although I guess it isn't paranoia if what I feared was happening) of being viewed as annoying. But when I expressed the fears to a person or 2 they assured me I wasn't. I cannot stand to be viewed as annoying, and now I hear this shit. She and I are in similar situations, and I've been nothing but nice to her. I even appologized to her when I said something to her in the game I suspected might have sounded mean.

Then I went in the IRC on DV here to see if I could talk to someone, but NO they were having some convo about nothing, it was like 20 fucking trolls decided to join a chat together. No one is on MSN, I added back a friend on Steam who deleted me but he won't fucking readd me. I am alone, I have no one, I've been drawn to making some stupid post here.

AND MY FUCKING COMPUTER, HOLY FUCKING SHIT. My hard drive was being difficult and locking up within 5 minutes of turning on my computer, so I eventually had to reformat my hard drive. I had another low-space hard drive that I transfered the files to I wanted to keep. I reformatted the hard drive and kept the second one in as a secondary one and everything seemed to work fine. Then in the last few days it started fucking up again, the same issue but a bit different.. it's hard to explain, same symptoms but I could just tell it was different. I noticed some retarded folder called 92872498372843 or something in my C drive and couldn't delete it even after changing the permissions, so I'm guessing it's some kind of virus. So after a long time I decided to just reformat the hard drive again. I HAD gone to a few questionable web sites (not porn), so maybe I got a similar virus again. I transferred back all of the files, and reformatted, CAREFULLY selecting the right hard drive, the one in slot 0, to reformat. Then, when it's finished, IT REFORMATTED THE WRONG HARD DRIVE. I LOST ALL OF MY FUCKING DOCUMENTS, after being so god damn careful. The only good thing is that the more important and smaller documents like journals, etc. I had backed up onto a flash drive. But all of my images of many things over the last few years, along with some other things, are forever lost. I was so afraid of that happening and was SO careful to select the right hard drive because I didn't want to lose anything, and then it happened anyway. It was like it was inevitable.